I LOST MY FUCKING JOURNAL
I CAN'T FUCKING FIND IT
AND THE LAST TIME I REMEMBER HAVING IT WAS IN FUCKING CALGARY
AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO IT.
I COULD HAVE SWORN I BROUGHT IT BACK TO EDMONTON
I SWEAR TO GOD IF I LEFT IT IN CALGARY...
I'M FUCKING DONE BECAUSE HER NOTE TO ME WAS IN IT
THERE'S SO MANY PAGES I CAN'T GET BACK
I CAN'T GET HALF A JOURNAL
A YEAR OF MY WRITTEN THOUGHTS
A YEAR OF SECRETS AND DETAILS
I CAN'T GET THEM BACK
I'M CRYING SO HARD BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO DO.
I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS RIGHT NOW
WHY WHY WHY
{I never thought this would be how I die, next to you as dead as when you were alive. I'll do it for love, but what's love, right? One last kiss, one last cigarette, one last chance to look back and forget this, one last chance to look back and regret this... Goodnight, quiet city}
{I never thought this would be how I die, next to you as dead as when you were alive. I'll do it for love, but what's love, right? One last kiss, one last cigarette, one last chance to look back and forget this, one last chance to look back and regret this... Goodnight, quiet city}
Loverboy
Come on and love me
Give me more
Touch me and touch me
I enjoy the way you rock me all night long
(Baby all night long)
Loverboy come on and take me
Only you know how to make me
Shudder with anticipation
All night long
(All night long)
This crazy man has been mine
for 16 months now.
He respects me.
Makes me smile. every day.
Listens to my every word (even when I'm nagging)
Supports me in whatever I set my mind on.
Loves me for who I am.
Sees me for who I really am.
Got me frontrow on the Evanescence concert
Loves cats & christmas.
Goes out of his way to make me happy.
Sings to me almost daily even when it's Lionel Richie's Hello (which he is singing right now lol)
Tells me I'm beautiful every day.
Picks me up at work when I'm deadtired.
Surprises me ocassionally with flowers.
Is already thinking what to get me for Christmas and so much more
This man.
This crazy man.. could be the one I want to spend the rest of my life with
So hey, Vincent, crazy man...
I love you
You have all of me
Yay for summer break XD
No more college for a few months...maybe I can actually attempt to have a life (though I very much doubt it)
Lindsey Stirling is such fantastic mood music XD
I've been listening to her and work like her for pretty much three days...
It has made me energetic but calm.
Who would have thought that would have been possible for me hm?
One thing I am super glad for it being summer is that I can finally read my new books XD
One is an Alice in Wonderland parody(ish) and the other is a superhero novel with Captain America and Iron Man and such XD
I be excited...
I am a nerd in case you haven't noticed
My hair will be back to black in a few days.
Kinda majorly gonna miss the green.
But it's fading anyways (it's pretty much almost gone).
I'm going to have to dye it green again someday though because I really liked it XD
I have sooo many clothes.
I was cleaning out my closet today and you just don't realize how much you have until all of it is on your bed in gigantic piles o.O'
I really need to stop shopping...
I don't even feel that I shop that much though so I find it weird.
I need to stop buying books as well because my bookshelf is completely full >.<
It's even double stacked and everything.
But I like books.
Very much so.
So I doubt I'm gonna stop anytime soon.
Can anyone recommend a good sci-fi movie?
Because I've been in a sci-fi mood for forever but I can't find any that I don't own or haven't seen a billion times.
It's a bit frustrating really.
I really think that's all I'm gonna say for now since no one really reads this shit anyway.
But I am bored and this gives me something to do so I did it anyways
TaTa Dearies
Mood: Calming hyper Music: Moon Trance by Lindsey Stirling
So i would really love an awesome custom FB timeline cover for my Violet Lace like page! https://www.facebook.com/xVioletLacex
And ya know, now that I'm thinking about it a banner for my fb link would be sweet too but not necessary! ^_^
Type of Graphic: FB timeline cover and maybe FB like page banner! Free or Premium: prem Photo: One / Two / Three / Four / Five / Six / Seven / Eight / Or any from this folder in my gallery! let me know if you want the original photo in any of the collages ^_^ Size and Shape: standard time line size? not sure the exact dimensions =/ and the banner - umm 600x250? or whatev Text: Timeline:
Welcome to Violet Lace!
If you enjoy my pieces, please like and share the page! ♥
(or if you can think of something more clever along those line feel free to improvise!)
Banner:
Violet Lace on Facebook
High Quality Hand crafted flower/lace/ribbon/felt accessories & jewelry!
Gothic, Victorian, Burlesque, Lolita, Vintage and more
(if it all fits XD) Colors: Whatever fits the color theme of the piece in the picture(s) Textures I would looooove some damask & lace textures in there!! And roses, flowers & Pearls too! And omg if you could fit cameo framesin there, like in lace or pearls that would be fantastic! I really want them to look elegant/gothic/victorian/alternative Extra both single pictures and blends would be lovely! i plan to alternate photos weekly to keep it fresh!
And thank you everyone so much!! i really want to get the word out about my page! and i think this will helps tons! ^_^
As a bonus for being on my friend list i will make you a sexy sign time time i do them!
:P
even when it's Lionel Richie's Hello (which he is singing right now lol)
YOU ROCK MY WORLD xD (hartje) 
I love you 2 my crazy Lionel Richie singing man!! HELLOOOO IS IT ME YOU'RE LOOKING FOR ? 
