for thousandth time woke up with sweat running down her temple.She could admit that she was the heartless one and she maybe not as much loved people around her as she cared about them...But there also was something else.Something what kept her awake at night.Guilt.She knew she made a mistake and somebody else had to pay for it.She cursed out loud before she sat onto her bed.Her feet touched the cold stone floor as she stood up and moved across the room to the window.She lifted her curtains and looked outside.She meant to live with demons,her kind...but for now she still figuring out what she was going to do with her life.So she picked a place where she could be alone and gather her thoughts together.She went to her training regularly and was checking up with Phoenix all the time as well,but she choose to live by herself...at least for now.She sighed and removed her hand from the curtain as she turned around and looked at the room.She couldn`t hide anymore.She didn`t hide from anybody in particular but mostly from herself.As far as everybody knew,she was always some place else when Dialla was in mental pain...but that wasn`t quiet true..The whole time Dia was up there...behind the wall, in next room.She heard Dialla screaming in her sleep and it broke her heart..oh wait she didn`t have one.It looks like when Dialla made her..she forgot to give her heart.She growled deep in her throat before she moved and began to put her clothes on.This is had to be over now.She was tired of feeling guilty,she did what she thought was for the best and was not quiet her fault that everything turned out to be this way.Everybody felt sorry for Dialla and not so much for her.This is was not fair and she was going to do something about it.She pulled on her leather pants,to hell with heavy long gowns....Her leather high knee boots and corset over her long sleeved shirt.She then moved to the mirror and made sure that everything was in order as she pulled her hair back and tied it into pony tail at the back of her head.The tips of her hair reached her lower back and she could admit,she looked pretty damn good.She almost smiled at the thought but then it came to her mind of what she was about to do.She turned around from the mirror furrowing her brows together.Okay..the game plan was.She didn`t have any telepathic connection with Thaddeus whatsoever..she had no damn clue of where he could be so she needed somebody who could find him.Okay it did crossed her mind to go to somebody like Fatima or even her own mother and see if they could find him through their visions or something but she didn`t want to disturb them.There was somebody else though.The way things worked down in hell is that except the Lucifer,king and queen there also were 13 generals..those demons with high powers who were training demons...each of those 13 generals had different super powers...which was very useful if there needed help with one or another matter.So normally new demons who were in age to go train as soldiers had to pick for who they were to serve.Dia didnt pick the one yet but actually had couple generals in mind for who she possible could work,but still couldn`t pick for sure.Right now though she was going to go to see the other one.The one she wished to stay away from.Okay so down in hell you couldn`t get anything without consequences..you always had to pay for anything and Dia had no idea for what general would ask of her in exchange of giving her Thaddeus`s whereabouts but there was nothing to be done about it.She wrinkled her nose and sighed.She heard humors about the general and now she was about to find out if they were true.She closed her eyes as she teleported herself down to hell.It didn`t take for her long to find the general and it surprised her of how quickly she got an audience with him.Before she knew she was standing in a big empty room..well there was some sort of alter at the other end and some pillows?She arched her brow just in time as she heard the doors behind click as they were closed shut behind her with those two giant guards who stood outside the door.Which left her by herself in the room..she began to get an uneasy feeling and just thought that maybe it wasn`t such a good idea after all when she heard a soft chuckle and knew she wasn`t alone anymore...
"Well,well,well...The daughter of Lucifer himself,coming to see me.What a pleasant surprise.I believe there something you want from me...I wonder what it could be..."
Male`s voice was calm a low and it sounded like he tried to...mocking her? She felt as her temper fired up from within but she kept it down.She needed this...Her gaze focused on the male who now was sitting on top of pillows,with crossed legs.He was an asian,with long hair which was pulled back into pony tail..and his eyes.Yup,rumors were true...His pupils had pale blue shade and they just stared into space in front of him.The blind general.Dia took a deep breath and squared her shoulders.
"I came here because I need to find somebody.As far as I know,you are the only one person down here who can find anybody....even if they dead."
Her voice sounded steady even though for some reason she felt a little bit shaky.Okay it probably was silly to afraid of blind man but...she also heard that blind general kept his place as one only because his blindness never been a problem for him.In fact he thought of it as a gift.The male chuckled low in his throat.
"Is that so? Did you also hear that I never do anything without a price?"
He asked her slowly...she felt like he was playing games with her..In this case he was a cat,and obviously she was a mouse.She gritted her teeth together and nodded lightly even though she knew he couldn`t see her nod.
"Aye...Just name your price and its yours."
She bit her tongue after the words escaped her mouth...oh..she is so messed up now.At her words the general rose to his feet.Okay,he was taller than he looked like..Oh wait for it.He seemed to grow as he moved closer to her.His steps never made a single sound as he moved through the room.Freaky.Dia swallowed and locked her hands behind her.She never felt this nervous in her whole life before..The male stopped right in front of her and she had to lift her head to look up at him.Was he was about 7 feet tall?Or something very close to it...As his gaze fixed on her she felt that if she didn`t know better she would say that he was trying to look through her,right into her very soul...or half of it anyway.
"Hmm..Interesting.From all people you choose me.Huh? I`m honored...Now where we were?Ah! Price for my services.Let`s make this clear.I`m telling what my price would be and then you decide if you wish to go on with your wish or not.Agreed?"
He asked her cocking his head at her.Dia had to pull herself together before she finally was able to say.
"Wonderful.So here is a deal.I find for you whoever you wish to find but in exchange I want you to join my battalion.I want you to train and work with me...or in this case for me.And you would have to serve me for 200 years.That`s would be the contract price if you do not wish to agree with that,then you should just walk away right now and we both would forget this meeting ever happened."
Dia held her breath the whole time the general spoke to her..she could think of anything he could ask of her but...working for him..for 200 years...such a long time.She bit her lip.It`s not like she had anything else to do and she had to train and serve to one or another general anyway.So why not him? She heard that he was ruthless with his soldiers but they all came out very well trained.On other hand...maybe she could..she shook her thoughts away as she extended her arm towards the male.
The male said and a sly grin crossed his lips.He shook her hand and she felt a spark of power before a blank peace of paper appeared before her..with feather which had no ink.Weird.She thought just before the general spoke to her and words began to appear on the peace of paper...
"This is our agreement.A contract,you may say.It says that for next 200 years you are working for me,which means you will be train with me and would have to come to me on my call at any time and any place without hesitation.Now,sign that with you blood and we have a deal."
Dia felt chills ran down up and down her spine but she grabbed a feather and then poked her finger to draw some blood.She gave a thought for another moment and then signed the damn paper.As soon as it was down,the male grabbed the paper and rolled it down,tying it with red lace and with that it was gone...as her feather which she held in her hand.
"Now,tell me.Who you wish to find?"
He asked her slowly.
"His name is Thaddeus...would you aloud me to show you?"
She asked him politely as she extended her hand.It was easier to show him,Thaddeus through her memories than explain everything,.The male reached for her hand himself and cocked his head as she showed him the way Thaddeus looked like and who he were.After a moment or so,the general let go of her hand and in a flash he was feet away from her,sitting on his pillows.
He murmured to himself as his orbs turned all white and seemed to roll in the back of his head.It looked like he was meditating...in very creepy way but all she could do is watch and wait.It seemed to take forever till his pale blue orbs stared into space once more and he seemed to be out of trance.
"I found him."
Was the only question she had in mind and the only answer she wanted to hear.After she heard what she wished to hear and knew where to find Thaddeus,she gave quick thanks and goodbyes to the general,for now anyway, and was out of the room.Moments later she was out of hell,back on earth.And in another she teleported herself in place where she supposed to find Thaddeus....
That`s okay..I normally dont go to bed early but I gotta wake up really early tomorrow in morning for work so after I made reply with Dia I would be gone to bed..or all day I gonna be tired and feel like grumpy cat and okay..let`s say that.
I have been watching netflix all day today.. I always trying to relax on my days off...and aw! Just read your post...its sad! I also have playing some russian sad song..which Thaddeus`s theme actually now when I really listen to it.The guy sings that the love is a bitch and that love killed him and that he would rip his heart out for her...wow..yeah...oh he also sings that time stopped for him and he is losing himself because of love.Yup,it Thaddeus`s song. Okay I gonna work on Dia`s post now.
appeared at the mountains...She looked around and saw no one.Maybe old man didn`t give her right location after all.She was about to turn around when smell of fresh blood hit her nose.Her chest tightened as she began to walk.Snow crisped underneath her boots and the smell grew as she was getting closer till her gaze fell over a man who laid in the snow.She frowned as she walked even closer and her heart raced up within her chest...It couldn`t be...She stopped.She was close enough to see a man on the snow and if she didn`t know better..."Son of..."She cursed out loud as in a flash she was by his side.She fell on her knees and grabbed his shoulders and shook him."Thaddeus! You don`t get to die on me...Do you hear me? I wont let you! God..damn it!"She cursed again as she let him go and looked at his cut.It wasn`t an accident.He tried to kill himself.No she wont let him die.Not like this.Tears welled her eyes.It was all her fault.She did this to him.But this was no time to whine about it...she will have time on her own later on..when she would deal with her guilt for now she had to help him.Her emerald green orbs turned sky blue and glowed with power as she looked down at him."You are going no where..."She said in steady voice as she leaned in and cupped his face between her hands.She hesitated for a moment as her gaze met his and then she leaned in and her mouth touched his.She learned couple things about her powers.She didn`t just fed on life energy but she could give that life energy back..and heal.That`s what she did.A blue fog escaped her lips and entered Thaddeus`s mouth through her lips,filling him with energy and healing his wound completely.When she was done she let go of him sitting back on her heels.She cocked her head lightly waiting for him to come to his senses.If she came an hour later,he would be dead by then.She was lucky enough to find him alive.She didn`t just ruined Dialla`s life.She ruined his as well.She sighed and sat down on the ground,bending her knees and resting her elbows on them.She felt this pain within her chest but she couldn`t quiet figure out what it was though.Her gaze shifted and focused on Thaddeus.She had to keep an eye on him and make sure he wont try anything else till he would hear her out."We have to talk."Her voice sounded cool yet there was warmth within it also.He wasn`t just a stranger to her and oddly enough she felt like there was something...something she couldn`t quiet understand and was afraid to think about.She wrapped her arms round herself,feeling like suddenly she had a hole deep inside of her chest...