I haven't written anything in this journal in ages. Well, since the last time a wrote an entry I have of course moved to Vermont with my Fiance, got an Apartment, a cat, a hamster, etc. I love being in Vermont away from my family. My family members are a bunch of psychos and criminals. I have no record and I've never done drugs in my life. Cigarettes don't count. One of these days I will try to tell my parents that I'm scared for my life being around them and even knowing them. I can't make why I'm afraid of my father public until he is dead. But, somethings are better left unknown. But those thoughts will always be there to haunt me. And though I had nothing to do with it, I can change things but changing things will ruin so many family and put m life in danger. Anyway, I finally left the temp agency I was working for. Minimum wage sucks ass when your rent is $800 a month for a one bedroom so I got a new job. That's one downside to Vermont. Everything when it comes to housing is so damn expensive, but I haven't struggled with food or anything. Plus my fiance works and we usually have extra money. I just recently started reading some of Anton s. Levay's work and I am very very impressed. I can't believe I didn't start reading that sooner. I still love paganism and wicca but satanism is a very interesting philosophy that deserves a lot more credit than it gets. Well that;s all I ave to say for now.
SO u know im trying to tell this girl she is pretty cute and that i like her pics and ask if she will upload more sometime.At first every thing is cool and we have a pretty good conversation, all of a sudden she ask if i want to see her tits. I dont say yes or no cause i feel like she is setting me up or something so i guess in a way my answer is "NO". Then she goes off on me telling me to not talk to her anymore lol. So if i learn something today is that if a girl ask if u want to see her tits your answer should always be YES or she will destroy you lol xp
Well, first season, it's about this family that moves into a "haunted" house. It's haunted by the past people that have lived in that house, cause they died in it, and can't leave. If I remember right, the ghosts living there try to kill the family, I think. Then, the second season is about an asylum, taking place in the 60's or 70's I believe. Pretty much, there's a lot of crazy shit that happens in the second season, lol.
So usually i dont post anything specially in my ournal but im really frustrated at something that happen to me bout 1 hour ago and i wanted to maybe get other people's point of view on the situation....I was in my girls room and a friend of hers came over to hang out, now i dont have a problem with her having male friends but i know and she knows that this guy likes her.....So all the time that he is here he just follows her every where, to the kitchen, to the room, the restroom and even the closet and then they lock them self there....Now im not saying anything happen but do i have a RITE to feel DISRESPECTED and MAD!!!!!......I would love anyones opinion on it THANK YOU
Fuck yeah!!! Sorry bt she's a HO and You shoulda beat his ass and tell him to back the fuck off or tell her to either get with him or stay with you! Your not a video game,you don't need to be played!!
i think you can find someone better. all that stuff you said she does is what intimate couples do. just cut her off for a few momths after the break up and then talk to her.
So I rescued a kitten from the animal shelter a few weeks back I just haven't updated it here!! Just to show you he's the cutest fucking thing ever!! And his name is Dibb like that big headed kid from Invader Zim ♥
(sorry for the large pictures too lazy to downsize everything)
Does anyone else ever hate that one profile that has some random irrelevant picture on their profile and adds you as their ONE friend so then you have to dig through your friends of list to delete them cuz you start to get paranoid about them creeping on your updates and shit?
Hey everyone just an update for you guys
As you know I was in a motor vehicle accident Saturday morning I was with my bf there was a car in front turning suddenly he swerved to avoid it and drove straight into the middle of the street and the car hit the grass bank and flipped multiple times. I was released Sunday from the hospital but returned yesterday because my meds were making me even worse but I'm doing better now my left hand and head are still swollen but I am more awake and up and about today so I figured I should write this while I can. I will try to return and reply to everyone as soon as I can and a thanks to all my friends wishing me to get better and helping me through this love you guys (:
-Mariah
is that bad?
but I probably look like I'm 17 still 
You look younger than you actually are. Just like me.
lol
hope your getting better
