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Lord-Drakus
My Darkness (Poem)
March 25, 2015, 02:36:am
I look in the mirror, and I see his gloating grin,
See him leer and cackle see him beckon me in,
"Let me out" he taunts me, "Things will be more fun,"
But deep inside I know if I do then I am done,

He whispers in my ear, when I'm angry or in despair,
He can be so convincing his words can be mistaken for care,
But I know him best for what he used to do,
When I let him run rampant, when I was such a fool,

But now instead of getting weaker, instead of quieting down,
His voice is getting louder, and beneath it I might drown,
He dances to the sounds of chaos, his favorite color is dark red,
And nothing seems to sate him, even if freshly fed,

I call him my demon, the darkness I once embraced,
I've learned not to trust him, but now I feel encased,
His words begin to make sense, his smirk a welcome sight,
Perhaps it's best not to fight him, and allow again his blight,

I crawled once from the darkness, from the empty pit of ice,
I don't want to feel anymore, numbness would be so nice,
So now I think I'll slide, back into my pit,
This time I think I'll stay there, I'm done. I quit.

Mood: Depressed

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Lord-Drakus
hehe
March 21, 2015, 10:35:am

Mood: Humorous

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Lord-Drakus
Kaze No Stigma humor
March 20, 2015, 11:28:pm

Mood: Humorous

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Lord-Drakus

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Kaze No Stigma humor
March 20, 2015, 11:30:pm
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Anyone else notice he quite often takes a sip of tea right after Ayano complains about something to do with Kazuma?

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Lord-Drakus
In need of some help
March 05, 2015, 02:28:pm
Hey everyone, as some of you might be aware, I have been self-managing my bi-polar disorder for at least a decade now. At least I thought I was "managing" it. Now I'm not so sure, I'm starting to consider seeing a doctor about a prescription for some meds to help with the disorder, and I am considering therapy for other issues as well. I was hoping to get some of your opinions on the matter. I've always been against the idea of myself using medications for mental issues because I've worried about it potentially altering who I am, even slightly. Any advice would be great.

Mood: depressed, worried
Music: none

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DesdemoniaZuri

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March 05, 2015, 03:43:pm
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Dying_Angel666

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In need of some help
March 05, 2015, 11:13:pm
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go get help

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