Is next Thursday and it's so strange to finally reach this goal. I get my cap and gown today, and today is my last day because all next week is End of the year exams and I passed all of them in flying colors. I have already said most of my goodbyes to my teachers and cried like a bitch. The rest will be done next Thursday in which I am armed to the teeth in all matters and form of water-proof make-up.
God I don't know what to do with myself yet, and I don't know how to deal with this, but I am trying not to freak out or stress and take things slow.
I just can't believe I made it. On top of that my Nazi of an English teacher wants me to write the book I wrote ideas about and accidently left the paper in her class. I don't know the first thing about publishing or writing it out for them to read it. What am I going to do. I dodged a bullet, she wanted me on her writers team. I don't think I can stand this form of attention. She also found out I can sing, and our Choir director made me spend the most of my time with her yesterday singing whatever I wanted until we left school. I hate that they think they have stumbled on talents they could have 'used' this year. I am usually so quiet and keep to myself and my small group of friends that it's weird teachers are praising me so hard core in one day.
