I realized something recently, and it is that I find it boring for the most part, this is nothing against the AWESOME friends I play with, but more that... well, there is no story to it, things go around in circles and nothing interesting happens to make me want to continue...
When I was beginning in the group, I had plots and story points to reach, there was a lot of cross character issues and drama's between other people in the roleplay end... But that is gone, and everything seems to be in limbo.
Jacqueline was born with a silver spoon in her mouth. She can often come off as a snob. Being born a vampire, she tends to think of herself as better than some people. She can be very cold. Often seeming like she does not really care about anyone but herself. This is not always the case. She has a hard time expressing her emotions. Her family was murdered in front of her by werewolves and she has never gotten over it. It was a brutal murder and has left her plagued by nightmares. Because of this, she does not sleep very often. This leads her to be very unpredictable. One minute she can seem like your friend and the next she could be ripping out your heart. Literally. Jacqueline is very manipulative, often using sex and her power of compulsion to get what she wants from people. When she is out hunting, she prefers to be left alone. She thinks this is better as she often goes into a rage, often killing her victims. Being a young vampire, she still has a long way to go in perfecting her skills.
Jacqueline is very eloquent in her speech. Oftentimes it takes a while for her to form a proper sentence in her head. However she does have a pretty quick temper. This can lead to her saying quite a few things that she does not always mean. If she feels that she has slipped up, she will do her best to apologize, though never by actually saying sorry. She feels that that shows too much weakness. Weakness is what killed her family.
A habit of hers is that she is always singing to herself. She tries to use it to her advantage. To seduce people into letting her feed on them. She does not always get good attention from this, however. On her travels singing to herself breaks stealth. She has been attacked quite a few times by accidentally giving her position away.
She prefers to wear clothes that are very form fitting. This helps her in terms of sex appeal and in movement. Why bog yourself down with a lot of layers? She doesn't worry too much about the elements. Hot and cold never bothered her much to begin with. Standing at 5'6" she is very slender. This helps her in terms of speed as she is able to move swiftly and quietly. She may seem like she would be easy to break with how thin that she is, but looks can be very deceiving.
Abilities & Powers
Hawk Like Vision: She is able to see many miles ahead of her and very clearly too. This is one skill that she has had no problems perfecting. She loves the clarity of everything. Precision Hearing: Her hearing is very good. She could hear a pin drop in a crowded room if she focused on it. This makes hunting very easy for her. Not only can she smell her prey but she can hear their heart beating. The blood flowing through their veins. The blood pumping faster and faster as she chases them down. Speed: Like all vampires, Jacqueline is very fast. Not the fastest of all of the species but she is able to hold her own. This comes as an advantage in hunting and getting herself out of difficult situations. Compulsion: Jacqueline is able to compel those around her. However, this skill is not one that she has managed to perfect. She can only compel people to do something for a few seconds at most. This is a great frustration to her as she cannot use it in the ways that she wants to.
Feeling in control
Sunlight, although she can only handle it for an hour or so
Not getting her way
Having to feed on anything other than witches
Losing control of herself
Compulsion, as she has not mastered it yet
Unpredictable behavior due to lack of sleep
Becoming almost animal like when feeding
Where are they now?
After her family was murdered in front of her, it took a while for her to recover. She stayed inside for most of the time she has been alive. She was scared to leave her family's home. It was outsiders that had killed them. Werewolves that tricked them into letting them inside to discuss a treaty. Her parents had been so naive. She would not be fooled that easily again. After an attack on her seemingly abandoned house, she had no choice but to pack up what money she could find that had been stored away and leave. She left by cover of nightfall. Finding her way out of the secluded area her family once resided in. This was a war she never wanted a part in but she had no choice now. No more would she be the scared girl that was defenseless as her family was butchered in front of her. She would hide no longer. She would get her revenge.
Currently, Jacqueline is wandering around looking for information on joining the vampire faction. She feels that being allies with her own kind would be extremely beneficial to her. She seeks revenge on those that killed her family and joining the vampire faction could help her achieve that. She is traveling towards vampire head quarters to try and seek counsel with their leader. She has been in quite a few scuffles along the way and is definitely not in the best shape. She hasn't slept in 3 or 4 days, she cannot remember. She hopes that once she is somewhere she feels safe that the nightmares that plague her will disappear.
Jacqueline is hoping that being around others of her kind will allow her to develop more as a vampire. Her blood lust is still quite new to her as she was always well fed when she was with her family. Having to hunt for herself is not something that she enjoys doing but knows that for her safety she must do. Perhaps she can learn more about her compulsion ability and be able to use it properly one day.
So my roommate has a dog that likes to eat everything. Normally, she keeps her in the laundry room at night but last night she decided to only block off the livingroom so the dog could roam around. Well I was half asleep and woke up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom. I thought I closed the door behind me, but apparently not all the way. So the dog got in and ate all the trash. So my roommate wakes me up screaming my head off and I tried to say sorry that I thought I had closed it and she goes "sorry doesn't cut it. She could die!" I get that and I feel bad but you know, it was an accident. It wasn't like I meant to leave the door open. You probably should have put the dog in the laundry room instead of being lazy and just gating the livingroom off. We are both at fault here. Especially since you knew your dogs been eating stupid things lately. She ate your shoes, ate the ethernet cable, ate your food too. So this is not all my fault.
Don't be so hard on yourself, these things happen all the time. We all make mistakes like that, we're only human! I once left a little girl I was looking after for 2 seconds to wash up a plate. We had been panting. When I came back, there was even paint on the ceiling! We've all been there.
I swear I'm still here!
My mother is getting married this weekend, so I've been busy with that. As well as working full time, school, and my constant hospital visits. I swear I haven't forgotten any of you guys!
If you have my number, right now texting is the easiest way to get a hold of me. If you're out of the US and have a texting app or LINE, those are fine too. Just let me know if you need to get a hold of me.