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Die neue Freundin von meinem Ex hat mich auch auf FB geblockt, weil ich die Ex bin. Ich weiß nicht mal, wie die ausschaut xD Ich hab weder irgendwas gesagt, noch getan. Zwischen mir und meinem Ex herrscht eisernes Schweigen. Gut er ist mir 1 1/2 Jahre nach der Trennung noch hinterhergelaufen - vielleicht hat sie das raus bekommen und das war schon ein Grund für sie mich zu blockieren? Man weiß es nicht. Also grundlos blockiert zu werden ist immer relativ fragwürdig xD
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Woke up in a good mood today, feeling amazing. I know I've said this already but wow how much difference it is to not feel like shit from coffee lol.
I'm not sure how other people drink it so much and still are stable. Maybe my mind and body is just different...Yeah I bet that's what it is.
Anyway, I haven't had breakfast yet, just sipping on some good quality tea that Vasa_Pixie bought me yesterday. It's pretty good, I feel so elegant
I'm just chillin doing some work today. If I can get a lot done before 5:00PM, I'm gonna try to go to the hair salon for UNDERWORLD tonight!
Man we haven't been to an Underworld event in forever. Should be fun and nice to just relax and have some drinks with friends.
Anyway, I'll be around and keep you updated VF. Hit me up!
PS: I totally was killing it at DJ practice last night! Just gotta keep updating my music library and practice harder. I can do this!
I haven't really used this as a Journal in soooo long so I figured, why not give it a shot again.
So some updates on me as of late, things are better now that I'm off caffeine. October was a crazy month for VampireFreaks. We had 3 events and ComicCon in addition to the regular work load and other events that we attended that month as well. Very tiring. I found myself chugging down XL coffee's from Dunkin Donuts, thanks to VanessaVicious , and since then I have been drinking waaay too much coffee which resulted in having really bad caffeine headaches and constantly being sleepy throughout the day. In anycase, things are getting better now, I'm slowly recovering and getting back to a normal productive state. I've been getting back into exercising and cooking at home which is awesome and doesn't feel like a chore anymore lol.
I'm super excited to be DJing at the next Cybertron, it will be my first time doing so under Jet's wing.
Speaking of which, tonight is DJ practice. I need to step my game up if I want to rock the house. Christmas is around the corner, looking forward to that. It's been a harsh but great year and I'm looking forward to what 2015 has to offer. I really feel like it will be a great year for VampireFreaks and everyone within it's community.
That's all I got for now, I'll try to post more Journal entries. Enjoy the day guys, comment if you want to chat a bit.
for over a decade i have absolutely utterly despised my stepmother,she was an awful person (and not in that bratty way that you see teenagers on this site complaining about their parents over trivial shit) this is a person who gets openly dogged by people to her face at funerals and is only ever referred to as "the Banshee" never by her real name. you couldn't do anything right by this person. nothing was ever good enough and she always made sure to remind us that we (me and my younger sister) were inferior to her kids in every way possible.as well as religious guilt trips. quite an emotionally abusive woman to the point where i just wished she would get cancer and just die off already and several years later it seems i'm getting exactly what i wanted and to say i feel terrible about it is a fucking understatement and a half.
i just got off the phone with my father and i could hear her in the background, screaming and crying that her hair is falling out and that she knows she's going to die
and i feel so goddamn guilty about it like i somehow caused it,like i'd wished the cancer into existence (which is obviously impossible) and yet a small part of relishes in knowing that she'll no longer be around to stir up shit and feel even worse when i realize this.
so here i am. a grown man.crying my eyes out over someone i never ever cared about, someone i wished would only die and now it's all coming true and i'm feeling very conflicted but mostly miserable about the whole thing.
be careful what you wish for
November 19, 2014, 02:25:pm
everyone wishes that on someone at one point or another or at least careless if someone died. anyone who says they didn't is full of it. you cannot cause death even if you wish for it. you are not a horrible person. people die its just part of life...
Picture the scene it’s the year 2017 and a death is occurring, this death is not untimely, in fact it’s long overdue. The Saw Franchise has dragged its bloated 3D manipulated body into a dark cold corner to die. It no longer remembers why it exists, who created it or who will even mourn it’s passing. With its last dying breath it rasps out the words “ Dear God..please..please don’t remake me.”
2015 is set to bring us a remake of one of the greatest horror films of all time..Poltergeist..and the contempt being felt towards this new abomination is not being well hidden by anyone. Fans of the original film are outraged, which is the reaction that almost every horror remake has faced. Why are fans so angry? Why is the entire populace of the planet joining together in unified voices to beg Hollywood to “Stop with the Goddamn remakes already!!” I have given this a lot of thought, mostly because Horror remakes have the capability to ruin my entire day.
First of all, a film enters into and exists in a certain moment in time and if it is popular and enjoyed by many then it rightfully earns its place in history and becomes iconic. Halloween, Friday The 13th, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Evil Dead, Carrie and many, many more fall into this category, yet they are no longer being treated like icons, they are being treated like blueprints.
All of these films brought together people from the film industry that were trying something new, developing their talent and experimenting, whether it was with special effects, acting or directing, they were visionaries. The most insulting and ironic joke of all is that at the time when they were pioneering new techniques and ideas, the studio bosses were standing in their way every step of the way. Sean. S. Cunningham who conceptualised and directed the original Friday the 13th initially wanted to distribute the film independently (which was nearly unheard of at the time) because he felt a studio wouldn’t touch it because they were busy commissioning handpicked scripts which they felt were ‘viewer friendly’ but also because of the trauma that he experienced when releasing ‘Last House on the Left’ with Wes Craven. Projectionists had been instructed to ‘cut and tape’ certain parts of the film of ‘Last House on the Left’ and Cunningham felt unsupported by his studio when accused of being a ‘peddler of filth’. In the late 70’s and early 80’s there was a tentative union between horror directors, horror producers and studio bosses. Those directors and producers fought for their vision and years later everything they fought for is being watered down and neatly packaged, while the studio bosses heap praise on films they were previously unsupportive towards and claim that they are remaking these films because they deserve a new audience. I’m calling bullshit on that, BULL.SHIT. These remakes are an insult to their original counterparts; Brian Depalma has recalled how Sissy Spacek insisted she be buried under ground, just so it could be her hand that bursts through the ground in the last iconic scene of Carrie. There was a complete faith, belief and commitment that all those involved in these movies at the time had, that doesn’t seem to exist in the remakes of these films.
Perhaps the most important reason of all that these remakes are so unwanted is because of how it makes us, the fans of the original film feel. We are clearly not the ‘new audience’ that the new incarnation of one of our favourite films is being aimed at. The fact that we watched the original film, loved it, bought it and then bought the 20th anniversary edition means nothing, we are not given a voice. We are not asked whether we want other people to watch a mangled misshapen version of something that we love, rather than the brilliant original. Instead we are used as proof that the original film was a ‘cult favourite’ and deserves retooling.
The hardest truth of all to swallow though is the truth that viewing figures equal money and almost every decision to remake a classic film seems to be driven by money.With Horror remakes, I feel that sometimes they are disingenuous to their source material. It feels so rushed and messy, and no love has gone into it at all. Whereas the classic counterparts have a special charm about them, and they tried all sorts of different things to tell the story. Yeah, sure the SFX may look dated now compared to the constant Bay-isms that we are all used to but you can tell that so much effort went into the story and making that story impact the audience in many different ways.
Mood: dissapointed/fed up Music: Cannibal corpse-butchered at birth
WHY HORROR REMAKES NEED TO STOP IMMEDIATELY!
November 19, 2014, 01:40:pm
Well said, couldn't have said better. Share your Anger and disappointment. It seems creative imagination as been lost for the, " We will remake this and cause of the known name it will likely make us some fuckin money. "
WHY HORROR REMAKES NEED TO STOP IMMEDIATELY!
November 19, 2014, 04:21:pm
Movies are in the eye of beholder. So one may like where another hates. The point isn't really remakes with me, but the lack of imagination of studies to come up with new ideas. Many studios just see the Dollar signs and ride on the popularity of the previous. Granted some Directors may do it out of respect or may think they can add new interesting ideas, which fair play. But most the time you can realise it's largely bout Dollars.The original Halloween is a perfect Horror. I didn't mind the remake, didn't think was bad just unnecessary. Going into the back story of Myers unnecessary, then Rob Zombie virtually copied the original with more nudity and violence but lacking the suspense of the original Carpenter Film.The remake of the Evil dead MO not bad. But again just didn't have the magic that made the original a classic. The Camera work, the suspense, Bruce Campbell. Not seen Lords of the Salem Noodles. But I've finally got round to seeing the remake of Oldboy and personally I think the original is superior. Better score, the relationship between the Daughter and Oldboy seemed to be more plausible in original as they were odd characters. The villain in the original conveyed the insanity and sadness of the character stronger. The fight secene in the remake lacked blood in the corridor fight and didn't flow as well. Which was weird as other scenes were very bloody. Which was a shame cause the scene where Brolin Beat up the Footballerswas brilliant. Though I did kind of like how he goes back to the house to be condemned.
WHY HORROR REMAKES NEED TO STOP IMMEDIATELY!
November 19, 2014, 11:09:pm
Noodles i did'nt mind zombies take on halloween surprisingly and i liked the lords of salem remake (but to be fair i saw the remake first if i'd seen the original first i might not be so keen on it)as for evil dead i feel they sacrificed alot of what made that movie great for the sake of appealing to the saw/human centipede audience and that parts were changed or dumbed down that should'nt have been,the people behind it have the talent to make their own original horror films (good ones too i believe) but i am not at all happy with the new evil dead. it's one of the 5 movies i had in mind when i wrote this journal.
I'll tame the beast of time cause I ain't giving up
Our time to stand
To take the roads untravelled
To ourselves we once forgot
Time to remember who we are and what we've come from. How hard we fought and how much we loved
These tales of time grow old in waves
Like theres a sinking ship
But I will not cave
Our time to stand
These thoughts of doubt, these waves of hate are nothing more
Not there to seal our fates
We've fought so hard from those years long ago,no matter what it takes no matter all the cost
We ain't giving up
Good lordy my day job sucks sometimes. Having a shebeast for a boss is lame. I can only hope some people want me for some magic functions over christmas holiday's.
October was awesome and busy for me, really felt like more magic gigs was going to be a regular thing, now it's all dropped off.
Each gig i get takes me closer and closer to quitting my day job and being able to do something I love full time. Until then I'll just stick to my rule of never turning down a job.
Right, so tomorrow night I'm sure at 5 - 8pm Eastern Standard Time (that's 10pm - 1am for us UK punters) my band shall be on radio. A few songs AND an interview. The show will be aired on www.bestbikerradio.com on the show Hairy George and The Usual Suspects. So please tune in, especially if you want to hear our fantastic Scottish accents.
Need to find someone that can throw together a sick profile layout that will fit the clown back ground pic i have, also get the background to stretch the full with of the screen without it looking blocky. no icp either, looking at evil wicked circus shit. lmk if you can do the job