you just click the banner they give you that click is a vote, to tell them where they are at, just go down the list and find them on the left is the place they are at, the rightis how many votes, but just clicking the banner is a vote
In like a knife
And my mind shuts down
I just want to escape
Somewhere else somehow
Your hands all over me
And I'm trapped inside screaming
Give anything to wake up
From this wide awake dreaming
If this is what love is
I hope I never know
How to be so sick
As your perversion grows
There's no escape
I'm trapped within
These blackened walls
Of your perversion
I wrote this quite a while ago and I think I might have posted it on my old profile, figured I might as well post it here too. It's called Your Perversion. I'd actually forgotten all about it until I got flipping back through my diary and came across it (and a bunch of other wildly funny stuff, including a detailed account of the night I lost my virginity and some REALLY weird shit from when I was dabbling in Satanism ). Anyways, let me know what you think of it
Mood: Stressing over a bunch of stuff Music: Blue Eyes Crying In The Rain- Willie Nelson
1: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
No idea
2: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
I'm having cramps.
3: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
I don't remember
4: what are you listening to?
The sound of the rain falling.
5: what's something you're not looking forward to?
Going to the doctors. I'm actually terrified
6: where do you think your best friend is right now?
Well, since I've recently lost my best friend, I have no answer to this question because I no longer have a best friend.
7: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
Nope.
8: favorite song?
Ghosts That We Knew by Mumford And Sons. I want it played at my wedding if I'm ever enough of a maniac to get married.
10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
Mhmm.
11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
Not thrilled, but I'm okay with it at the moment. I actually like my job
12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
There's lots of stuff I'd like to say to lots of people.
13: what are three things you did today?
Slept through my alarm, went to work, crocheted.
14: would you rather sleep at a friend's or have them over?
Don't care.
15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
Anything minty
16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/girlfriends?
Nope. I don't stay friends with exes.
17: what is on your wrists right now?
Skin.
18: ever liked someone you thought you didn't stand a chance with?
Sure have.
19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
How the fuck should I know?
20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
Yeah.
21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
Many times.
22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?
No.
23: how have you felt today?
Ehh....
24: you receive $60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
Some pants that actually fit me, and some of it wuld go into my travel fund.
25: what is wrong with you right now?
I'm having major "female issues"
26: is there anyone you're really disappointed in?
Yeah.
27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
Starbucks. What the dang is jamba juice?
28: why aren't you in 'love' with your last ex anymore?
Because she's a cunt
29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
Until about midnight, because that's when I fell asleep, stupid
30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
While ago.
31: what were you doing an hour ago?
Same thing I'm doing right now, lurking around vf.
32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?
Nothing, really. It's my birthday in a few weeks, if that counts.
33: are you wearing jeans right now?
I'm not wearing anything
34: are you a patient person?
In some situations. Others, not so much.
35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
My longest relationship lasted two years, so yes. Yes I can.
36: favorite color?
Black, red, purple, blue.
37: did you have a dream last night?
Yeah, and it was really stupid
38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
I'M NAKED
39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
Honestly, my dog. I miss him su fucking much
40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
Yeah.
41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Yes I would.
42: do you like meeting new people?
Not with my social anxiety.
43: are you afraid of falling in love?
Yeah. I always seem to fall for the dickfaces
44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
I do one or the other or sometimes both on an almost daily basis. Yay for mental illness!
45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Lots of people.
46: have you ever felt like you weren't good enough?
All the time.
47: do you think your first love still loves you?
My first love was Morticia Addams. She doesn't know I exist. She's not even real
48: what was on your mind mostly today?
Work related stuff.
49: are you attracted to anyone now?
Mhmm.
50: do you pick your words carefully, or just tend to blurt everything out?
I do both.
Yup the title says it all. I've watched all but the last two and I'm saving them for next weekend. I'm really into this stuff. My favorite is dumbeldor. He is a badass
Who is your favorite character and what's your favorite movie
). Anyways, let me know what you think of it 
