I never being this depressed before and i dont know why .
Life is a painful quest , i really hate all and everything .
It's so painful feeling like this .... And i don't know why im posting this , maybe its my journal to prove the point were my madness start to kill me , slowly.
Maybe you should go out & try something new, ya know? Nothing specific, but maybe like a game or outing somewhere. Some instance where you can gain any feeling of accomplishment or appreciation. I don't know much, but from what I've seen, all that some people need is a small taste of outlandish success, & they find it suits them quite well. Just a thought. Hope it helps.
Black Coffee cup today............Fraid as a whole that we are not going to command much attention as "Super Villians", but we do have scissors,fish,pills,headphones,bottles, gag(s)? umbrellas,money,dried plumbs,chopsticks, monitors,plants,chair-fruit & flute,bongs, gameboys, Black sheets & cylinderheads, iphones-bottles & books, a green window to toss everything tru with a Black cat watching and a Black test to see what we all have learned......hmmmmmmmmmm Let us ponder this and continue..........Luv the cat pic Nina,quite typical of the fur creatures
am i the only one that finds it funny that almost everyone was wearing black. lol. i mean, yeah, we're all on this because we're odd and just like to dress that way, but its still comical. mine is black magazine. lol.
U.u mom is in the hospital
And some asshole crash my best friends car and i dont know how he is now ...and i've to come here to read "hate inbox" from strange people who i dont care if they breath or not.
When i say IM NOT SOCIAL . Means im to shy to talk , or im shy cause my english it is not good enough to can chat .
And also how i can be social if i get messages like this :
" Hey yo fucking pretentious count , this is a social network if you dont like it ... Go kill yourself"
" Do you think you are so interesting ,and people are gonna die if you dont answer , stupid count "
Etc.... Etc ...
Well .... Honestly if the world are like this i preffer to be the "count" of the week and dont have to be "social" and deal whit people who think insult others are "normal" and "good".
People make you anti-social .
Im actually a nice a silly girl when you know me and i broke my shyness , but i guess just few people understand and respect others life
You stupid count D: why you didn't sent me a message about your mom, stupid sister is stupid. To the people in here.. well come on... what's the point on those message? ardillas traumadas every where just call them "peachys merry cones" <-- di eso en voz alta
Today was official
Cat Casino left Deathstars T^T this is so fucking wrong ....
And it so fucking sad ..... :/ nothing are gonna be the same anymore .
Whats next ? Skinny ? .....
Cat was for many reasons the soul of Deathstars u_U he was the only one who still talking to his fans and actually i never gonna forget how special he make me feel once <3 one of the most amazing days of my life ....
Maybe the most of you didnt understand wtf im talking about
Let me resume this shit . My fav band losse to my fav member .
im so fucking sad .... Full moon , lonelyness.... And this ... How much i hate this moment ...
Mood: hate all !! Music: no-deathstars :( cause it hurts
I know ..... Its shocking and of curse the best of luck .... On the new things whit cat <3 and the new album .....was like T^T im still sassy about Bone haha :/ .... But this things happend , supporting both like always
I respect Cat's decision, it's not that I'm angry or anything but it'll take some time before I come to terms with the fact that he's not part of the band anymore. I'll surely miss him. And Bone, I never really got used to the fact that he left and I probably never will. Oscar is a great guy too though. Oh well, life goes on I guess.