hey sorry,havnt been on for awhile,woring the songs we want on the album i hope maybe next year .one of the song is called seein throu life,my band is named the gatesofhell.one of the other songs is called the life and death of me.we have not put up a site yet.but will soon.and and other song is called demons soul,and hounds of hell...im so sorry i havnt been on..like i said been so busy with the band.ok one more song is inside my mind.we will tour for this album due out hopfuly next year..im the drummer by the way.hope all is well my friends
“I close my eyes and I let my body shut itself down and I let my mind wander. It wanders to a familiar place. A place I don’t talk about or acknowledge exists. A place where there is only me. A place that I hate. I am alone. Alone here and alone in the world. Alone in my heart and alone in my mind. Alone everywhere, all the time, for as long as I can remember. Alone with my Family, alone with my friends, alone in a Room full of People. Alone when I wake, alone through each awful day, alone when I finally meet the blackness. I am alone in my horror. Alone in my horror. I don’t want to be alone. I have never wanted to be alone. I fucking hate it. I hate that I have no one to talk to, I hate that I have no one to call, I hate that I have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be all right. I hate that I have no one to share my hopes and dreams with, I hate that I no longer have any hopes or dreams, I hate that I have no one to tell me to hold on, that I can find them again. I hate that when I scream, and I scream bloody murder, that I am screaming into emptiness. I hate that there is no one to hear my scream and that there is no one to help me learn how to stop screaming. . . More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to be close to someone. More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to feel as if I wasn't alone.”
it is only 12:35 am ive been 23 for 36 minutes and yep it sucks everything fucking sucks and im pretty sure evryone will forget like they always do. im just going to take off to the park and be by myself today. fuck it i dont want anyone to even look for me or tell me happy birthday because no matter how many times you say it it will suck ass. im homeless and im broke and everything has fucking piled up on me like shit from an outhouse. fuck this shit man . just fucking fuck it.
I wonder why there are so many people like this here on VF This is not boredom, it's more like a dysfunctional behavior.
There are messages that are better seen in public than sent in private.
Post it here bryan_fl_kid , aren't you proud?
It's better to choose people you want to send your messages. I don't really like messages like that, it's disrespectful to read.
3 questions. 1 chance. 3 honest answers. That's all you get.
You get to ask me 3 questions. (inbox) Any questions, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No catch. Just between me and you. No one else will ever know.
The last message I received on my phone this night.
April 08, 2013, 08:06:am
A young man had a girlfriend. He was getting tired of her because she sent him messages every hour that said "I miss you" or "I love you". One night before bed he received a message, but rather than read it went to sleep. In the morning he was awakened by a call. It was girlfriend's mother crying saying that his girlfriend was killed last night. He was in a state of shock, went to read the message: "My sweetheart, come quickly, I think someone is following me!".
Moral of the story:never rejects those who love, care, and try to reach out to you, because one day you'll realize you lost the moon while counting the stars!stop being so annoying, and you will be rather saved.
"My sweetheart, come quickly, I think someone is following me!".Typically the shit I write when my life is in peril. Let me see how poetic I can be before I'm murdered. Fake.
thats very true i kept catchin one of my exes cheatin so i finally gave up changed my number after breakin up with her. turns out she tried to kill herself. even tho i hated her for what she did i still loved her. my moral no matter how much u hate someone never give up on bein there for them
Judging is normal, but being very judgmental is not.
I think?
I know you don't need to be perfect to judge others. But atleast try to look at yourself first before saying anything. Specially if you don't like hearing people judging you as well.
I also think that society encourages judgment which makes it difficult not to judge, but being judgemental about people is wrong and stupid. Judging their actions is different; in that we need to protect ourselves from harm without harming others, and should use others' actions as a guide to whether they are healthy for us.
“I felt like crying but nothing came out. it was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can’t feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. but I think I have known it pretty often, too often. I was drawn to all the wrong things: I liked to drink, I was lazy, I didn’t have a god, politics, ideas, ideals. I was settled into nothingness; a kind of non-being, and I accepted it. I didn’t make for an interesting person. I didn’t want to be interesting, it was too hard. What I really wanted was only a soft, hazy space to live in, and to be left alone. On the other hand, when I got drunk I screamed, went crazy, got all out of hand. One kind of behavior didn’t fit the other. I didn’t care.”---CB
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This is not boredom, it's more like a dysfunctional behavior.
bryan_fl_kid
