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goodbye old home
September 02, 2015, 01:58:am


hello new home star

Mood: nuggets

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-Trickster-

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goodbye old home
September 02, 2015, 02:14:am
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I will be saying that in a week.

FrigginHell

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goodbye old home
September 02, 2015, 02:14:am
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JulesDBA
The Lost Ones
August 31, 2015, 08:48:pm
One of the things I love the most from being here is that I could find awesome people and I do enjoy talking to them but the thing is... One day, two days... and then they disappear like some black hole had dragged them down. Special mention to Sacrosanct Pariah and Bleeding Void who I speak with almost all the time. But it's a bit sad at some point like "hey, I would love to be your friend, don't go away" and sometimes it's not people you don't see online. Sometimes they are just like me, always checking if there's some new message. Guys, hey!

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The Lost Ones
August 31, 2015, 08:55:pm
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JulesDBA
Friends in VF
August 23, 2015, 08:33:pm
It's been two years and a half that I'm part of VF. I come and go but I appreciate all the friends I made along this time. Maybe today I can name my "dad" Ayenka. We shared a lot of life memories together. He is one of the best men I've ever met. I will also name my danish friend, Soulwhistle. You're just weirdly awesome! In third place I wanna thank thepyro, cause he was like my first crush in here lol and to finish this little journal, vevaren, you are so nice and sweet, I'm glad to see you better every day!
I hope I can name more of you soon. In VF you can find many weirdos asking you to get naked, but you can also find people with a great heart and ending up asking yourself... WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU ALL THIS TIME?
Night!

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666
vampier poem
August 10, 2015, 04:54:pm


my heart is dark and very stark
no feels inside cause my soul is died
sat in starbux need to feed
i long 2 feed on rists that bleed
this poem is a fkn farce
fifty dicks right in my arse

Mood: fuk ur poem jernils
Music: nigga u gay

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Lill_Kill

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vampier poem
August 12, 2015, 03:55:pm
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No comprende

Lill_Kill

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vampier poem
August 12, 2015, 04:35:pm
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Awh He's gone :-(

Noise

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vampier poem
August 14, 2015, 01:24:am
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I cried

robot

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vampier poem
August 14, 2015, 12:09:pm
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i crie everytime

88

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vampier poem
August 14, 2015, 04:01:pm
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Even posting song lyrics is gay as fuck. Even if it's a good song

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666
today
August 02, 2015, 03:46:pm


is gayday star star star

Mood: gay
Music: gay

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joemagick

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today
August 02, 2015, 05:48:pm
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gu-haaaaaaaaaay!

robot

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today
August 02, 2015, 09:22:pm
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all the gay

-Trickster-

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today
August 02, 2015, 10:23:pm
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Ultra Gey

Lill_Kill

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today
August 03, 2015, 05:17:pm
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Gay

Kelsey_Kidnapp

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today
August 09, 2015, 04:01:pm
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Rainbows

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callmebabyv
June 22, 2015, 06:23:pm

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JulesDBA
I'm Jules or My Mental Suicide
January 24, 2015, 09:38:am
Hi, I'm Jules... Many of you may know my name. My life was signed by its tragedy. I was coming back home from a metal party outside my town and my friend, who held me for the rest of the night said "you're a good person... but unlucky". 21 years old of unluckiness if that word exists... Do I exist? I guess I'm only a broken heart, a ghost lost in the middle of the mist. A ghost. I only feel nothing but pain inside! And try to erase it by hurting myself... Not hurting myself actually but hurting my insides. I caught myself coming home and crying with no tears which is the saddest thing, cause it means you've cried your heart out till you ran out of them. Like... Dude, I gave it all, I'd give it all, for you to... waste? What's left of us? Why?
Forget it, folks. I had a good idea to express my shit and now I'm lost in nonsensical words.

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JimGoforth

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I'm Jules or My Mental Suicide
January 25, 2015, 05:54:am
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There are no nonsensical words, only nonsensical people. Any way you can think of expressing yourself that works for you, is a good idea.

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JulesDBA
Oh, Jules! How you've been? Here you are.
January 20, 2015, 07:20:pm
It's been a long time since I don't write in here and as it's something obviously sad, I gotta stop the music xD Yeah, I was listening to Satyricon, so people don't say I only center in a band or in one genre.
Done
Let's continue
Months haven't been easy for me. I broke up with Marki and our differences made us to grow apart (I woke Zoë up, sorry beautiful, she uses to sit on my lap when I write... Yes, she's a cat) so my parents haven't allow me going out much these days, as you may know, Buenos Aires is not a safe city at all, and I'm a compulsive liar so they stopped trusting me years ago. I fell into depression, I mean, I can be days alone in my bed crying until I stop. Then I smile again and I'm the stupid little girl who makes everybody laughs and screams 'HORCAS, TE AMO!!' Everywhere.
I've been listening to Draconian a lot lately, seems the band that actually says what my heart feels, specially I feel sick and sad cause all my friends have their SO or people keep saying 'oooh, that one is gonna come soon, just be patient'. The hell with that! Feels like they never got a broken heart or their lives' been too easy or they don't fucking understand what is suffering from a deep anxiety and depresion.
Move on.
I'm in love but it's just another ilusion and I don't wanna talk about it, really. So, as I always say "I'll fall in love with my loneliness so it abandons me like everything I love". I guess I'm not gonna fail this time! The thing that brings me down the most is that Horcas is not coming to my town til April so that's even worse. Though, in a month I'm going to see Mastifal, some friends' band, and one of the most important of death metal in here.
It's strange that I actually write a lot here and not about just one thing. I'm only writing random things on my mind. Zoë just put her head over my arm and fell asleep again. Guess friday I'm going to Cuarto Apostol, a metal bar in Capital, and try to bury my heart a bit.
That's all for today. Hope I don't bore you. Night!

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JulesDBA
Not to forget: Min drömmar (du är)
October 06, 2014, 07:14:am
Like if it wasn't enough to stand you being an asshole when I see you, now you appear in my dreams? I'm starting to hate you. Anyway, as I don't wanna forget this in a long time, here it comes.
I was at my aunt's house and suddenly you were there like if you knew that place, I asked them where would you sleep and they said there was a dirty unlighted room in the roof, so you went up and disappeared. I tried to look for you but you weren't there til you came around lifted me up on your arms and smiled at me and cared me saying that you were not like I always said you were and did it over and over again. Then I saw myself laying next to you, sleeping. I saw myself cause I felt like I was out of my body, wondering how could I be laying with a stranger.
It was weird, it was you, it felt so real that now I gotta face the fucking day knowing that you'll never be mine. I hate you, Coria.

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JulesDBA
Beautiful Asshole
October 05, 2014, 10:41:pm
I don't know if I wanna have you or if now I wanna give you my world. Who are you? 21 years older than me but still the most beautiful man in national heavy metal scene. You know me but still act like an asshole when I see you. Do I love you? I feel so many things when you're on stage but maybe I'm frustrated by the fact you can have every girl you want but I'm not on your plans. Who are you Coria? And why do I wanna have you with me so much?

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DigitalDiarrhea

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Beautiful Asshole
October 06, 2014, 12:05:am
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take me instead

tyrAnt-

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Beautiful Asshole
October 06, 2014, 02:46:am
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Who is this about?

Indi_The_Strange

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Beautiful Asshole
October 06, 2014, 08:02:am
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Take me

JulesDBA

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Beautiful Asshole
October 13, 2014, 08:26:pm
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It's about Horcas' guitar player. I'm somehow close to the band, they know me and they're awesome guys but this man is an ass u.u

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JulesDBA
Beautiful Asshole
October 05, 2014, 10:40:pm
I don't know if I wanna have you or if now I wanna give you my world. Who are you? 21 years older than me but still the most beautiful man in national heavy metal scene. You know me but still act like an asshole when I see you. Do I love you? I feel so many things when you're on stage but maybe I'm frustrated by the fact you can have every girl you want but I'm not on your plans. Who are you Coria? And why do I wanna have you with me so much?

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mister_cat
Dragon Ball Z: Battle of the Gods
September 12, 2014, 02:49:am
Did anyone see this yet?
Vegeta was not Vegeta.
Bills was mad over pudding.
Bulma and Chi Chi are still A-holes. Love them.
I thought Goku as a God would beat Bills.
I want to change my name to Videl Satan.

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bloodykari

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Dragon Ball Z: Battle of the Gods
September 12, 2014, 03:35:am
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i watched that movie in theatres

mister_cat

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Dragon Ball Z: Battle of the Gods
September 12, 2014, 10:52:pm
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I saw it online a long time ago too. Is it me or did it not live up to hype.

mister_cat

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Dragon Ball Z: Battle of the Gods
September 23, 2014, 11:53:pm
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For sure. You can see it on saiyanplanet.com

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