"What's the point!" I screamed at him.
He pulled me to him and hugged me tight. I pushed him off me trying not to zap him with these stupid powers I didn't want.
"The point Leila is to make the best out of it." He said looking helpless.
James was that kind if guy. He wanted to help but he didn't know how. He would say anything if he thought it would help. Words weren't what I needed right now though. I turned to head to the door he grabbed my arm and turned me around.
"Leila, it's gonna get better. The powers are apart of you just like me. We will figure it out."
"No James," I pulled away zapping him in the process. " we won't figure out anything. I'm done with everything I'll get rid of this even if it kills me." I run out before he could stop me. I heard him trying to follow me but the wards I threw up stuck him in his house till I was blocks away.
I wanted to thank you all for everything. I know some might read this and think I'm just crazy or whatever. But in the past few years I've actually been going on a roller coaster that never stops. It's not a good one that's fun either. I've struggled with quite a lot lately. Some know what I'm talking and some don't. But you can probably guess. I may not seem like it but I sometimes think I should just die. I've tried a few times but have been stopped. Thank god on that. If you talk to me I may come off as a super happy crazy person. But it's usually a cover up for the truth. I'm actually a person who goes home some days and cries. I think I'm not a great person. I see all the flaws in me and I think everyone else sees them too. I go to school wanting to change and be like all these beautiful girls around me and not get judged. I've been bullied my whole life and I know why. I think I'm the ugliest girl ever and idk. But I'm not going to go on and on. But now that I can come on here or go to school or in public and fit in means the world to me. You guys and many others have opened my eyes and helped me. I want to thank you all for everything. Especially for saving me. Even the person I met a few hours ago made me happy. For no reason. But it means a lot to have you guys. If you read this thank you. You guys are all amazing and beautiful. Thanks for brightening my smile and life. Don't be afraid to show yours off. Especially Tom lol and of course all of you. Again thank you for everything. Sorrry for blabbing lol :3 (sorry I cried while typing this hehe /.)
Wooohh~~~I haven't been this active on VF for a long time~~
I should spend less time with my lazy ass in the chatrooms and be more talkactive on here
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo I'll try to reply to most of the messages I get
Not if they're too boring to reply to.
Because a simple "Hi" "cute" or w.e is quite boring
love you bbuuus
Sooooo i Haven't Written in this Bitch In a While. And Iv'e Manage to Find a Boy Friend who likes Partying every Fucking Day! and I'm Miserable cause when im up For Class hes asleep and when i get home and want to spend time with him hes at a fucking party. So Looks who Getting Dumped that Fool. Funny cause i even offered to be sexual with and He turns me down cause his Friends are waiting. Im Sorry im not gonna date a guy who chooses to not Have sex with me over partying everyday. Like Really what the fuck!, Anyway That was my Rant. Thanks for reading. But Like i Said I fucking love Pantera