So im done with landlords who let dirty people continue to live with us, its discusting the only thing with me is my dog cries for 10mins when i leave for work and when i get home which ive been trying to work on with treats, leaving the house for 10mins and listening waiting to hear complete quiet on the drive way but apparently the neighhours know hes still a puppy and dont care.
So ive been yelled at harassed and screamed at as well as threatened by my landlord on a daily basis so i've been applying to a bunch of places and i have a couple of viewings, ive also applied to ottawa housing just in case.
but other then that i got called a horrible dog owner, im sorry.
my dog
doesnt listen to you.
He listens to be 99% of the time.
When i say a command. I COMMAND IT. not say it huskys only listen if you demand something of them you must show them YOU have the balls not them.
The only trick he doesnt know is how to play dead and I've been working on peek a boo which i saw online when a dog puts his paw over his eyes and hides.
still a work in progress so because of this i dont want to have to deal with roommates anymore its stressful and i cant take the shit anymore, im getting sick from the harassment in and out of the hospital in and out of bed and its something my dog and i cant take nore my boyfriend.
He's read as well as my boss all the harassing e mails from the landlord so once i find a place and sighn the paperwork i will be giving my two months notice.
For the past 3 years of our marriage we have been separated because you lack the balls and courtesy to actually behave like a man.
Then when you decided to finally grow balls
( from what i thought )
You tell me you wanted to make this marriage work.
Then you have the audacity to go behind my back after spending a week with me for my 24th birthday telling me you wanted me to move to the states with you in December FINALLY!,
But then not even two weeks after being back in the states you go behind my back telling me you've fallen for another woman and its just not going to work because i cant have sex with you 6-8 times a day, im sorry im not a complete horn dog and sex fiend like yourself.
And to be honest, you're really not marriage material if you throw shit fits in the middle of the night because you cant get sex because im just " not in the mood ".
You want sex?, turn me on. Don't just do missionary style and hope i get off cause i don't, i like to be pulled, yanked bitten and slapped, i love rough sex sorry it didn't last.
And to be stupid enough to post on facebook this shit and pictures of you with this new woman,
im not bitter.
Im pissed that you would do this to me,
You're paying for the divorce, I want my cat misha back i have all of her paperwork, and shots spay and neuter from MY GOVERNMENT, you have only paid for her food and kitty litter.
If i dont get my cat back in one piece and alive i hope to your god you have a good fucking lawyer because i have all the proof i need to take you to court for alimony,
and if your dumb ass doesn't know what that means;
al·i·mo·ny
[al-uh-moh-nee] Show IPA
noun
1.
Law . an allowance paid to a person by that person's spouse or former spouse for maintenance, granted by a court upon a legal separation or a divorce or while action is pending.
2.
supply of the means of living; maintenance.
So to send me cat to me it would be $100. and you can pay for the divorce at your courthouse you got us married at for another $50.
If you dont do that,
you're looking for alimony pay outs to be at least $500/month, and that will be given to me until i re-marry IF I RE-MARRY.
Be the smart one,
gimmi back my cat and pay for the divorce
its the least your fat ass can do after you tore my heart clean out.
so anyone in the ottawa surrounding area,
i made an appointment with "junk removal".
they also help with last minute moves,
i gave them a months notice. BOOKED A MOVED.
and they called this morning cancelling on me.
So if anyone could help me move my stuff anytime before the end of the month i will pay in cash, food and booze . you dont have to lift anything just have a car or some form of vesicle
So officially my room mate is a FUCKING HUGE DICK!!!
hes kicking me out at the end of the month so his girlfriend of like 2 FUCKING WEEKS can move in with her bratty little kids.
if i was given 2 months notice i wouldn't be pissed but i was JUST told today that i have to move out by september 1st 2012.
Its hard finding a place for my dog and two old cats.
they'll be like: you have to pay $700/month. blah blah like wtf.
And Ive been paying $400/month so far.
That and i haven't passed my three months probation at my new job thats not until september 1st and Ive been busting my ass off so im very edgy and running on my last strand of sanity.
So yeah im kinda pissed i have to open in the morning and im dead tired.
I hope to Goddess i fucking pass my probation period no problem and i find a place for the same $400/month im paying here or else im screwed.
youll find a place hun. try not to get too frazzeled and look at it from a solid view. life throws us all curve balls and i know ur strong and able to catch this one. miss ya lady. i can help u look over appts while im there :-)
So some people give me rude comments like: OMG YOU LOOK UGLY WITH NO EYEBROWS.
and to this i have something to say:
-----> LOOK AT THE FUCKING DATE IT WAS UPLOADED ASS HOLES!!!!<-----
god some of the worlds population is retarded. seriously.
I started shaving my eye brows when my brother came down with cancer and when his cancer was bad enough he was literally bald during his whole treatment, he was severely depressed. I had gorgeous eyebrows so i figured shave em off until my brother grew hair back.
I told him this and it made him smile a bit. hes my older brother the only sibling i have in my family and the only person i can talk to even if hes an ass.
So for those that want to leave me nasty messages like:
you wold have been pretty if it werent for that you fuck you your eyebrows
yeah go fuck yourself if you didnt look at all my pictures their all in albums with dates.
I have two new folders dates 2012-2015 and 2010-2012.
Those are the two new folders.
*rolls eyes*
Now im a sip a cup o tea and watch some happy tree friends.
Night'
Theirs no "salvation", in the salvation army for anyone thats LGBT.
They try to "brainwash" you if you're gay lesbian bisexual or trans-gendered into going the "holy path".
They wont help you if you need help, they'd rather let you die or kill you.
the link for this is found here as well as an interview with one of their most trusted members;
so my performance at my new job as an assistant manager is going well,
i only had to sacrifice my piercings.
but i make 40k a year without my every 2 months bonus.
and everyone there treats me better then the past management jobs ive had.
And after 3 months i get my benefits so....
that means im going to save up for my American duel citizenship.
^-^
that way you american fuckers will have to put up with me every couple of months
<3 ^-^
had a lot of fun meeting old faces and A FEW new faces, not all
its really hard when you clearly state to someone 6 times;
im married please stop,
and you show them the ring,
and they tell you're best female BBF;
we'll i'll just see HOW married she really is..
like seriously..???
why does everyone think im THAT EASY!?!,
*rolls eyes*
in all honesty ive DATED a lot of people,
and i've only had sexual intercourse with like what... 3-4people?.
and i lost my virginity when i was like 19 3 days short of my 20th birthday lol
fucking ass holes....
i guess i have to put up with this until i move to chicago lol
anywho im going to go jump in the shower hehe!
I'm planning on moving to Chicago Illinois,
reason being im tired of dating ass holes,
and not all of them are ass holes but just...
yeah...
um...
anyways..
i spoke with the ex husband and we're going to patch things up
I got a great new job filling out the paperwork friday.
And starting as of monday.
it will bring me a good enough income that 12-20months from now i'll have more then enough to move to chicago and go to school there as well, for my vet assistant career.
I will however visit once or twice a year to see fammily and i will pop in to attend Death Disco whenever it happens to be.
I'm just tired of living in crappy old canada ottawa i have great friends here but i dont feel free, in chicago i felt happier, and it felt a lot bigger space and everyone was friendlier there than in canada,
where everyone thinks they're bigger than you.
oh my car is soo much more expensive.
oh i have a hummer...
...i ride my bike and take the bus bitches and i still make it downtown faster then you
and the only reason theyre laughing is over how expensive their rides are and how inexpensive mine is :/
so i went to swizzles last night waited for the boyfriend we usually go there every Saturday night,
i was sitting at one of the tables
he said he needed to talk to me, i thought it was weird...
he took me to the corner where no one could see us,
and said; its not going to work....
which is funny i kinda saw this happening sometime soon so i don't really care...
im staying away from relationships for a loooong as time.
i lost my job, it sucks too but i have an interview in the morning.
So hopefully in a week all will be good.
because of the drama train....
I've been in and out of the hospital with cysts in my ovaries, being severely dehydrated being severely underweight because of all of this stress from people starting shit,
For example;
If someone has a problem with whoever i start seeing or dating,
unless they're actually concerned for my well being or saftey.
STOP BEING A PUSSY!!!
AND FUCK OFF!!!!
im tired of being threatened im tired of beind harassed i dont need this fucking shit in my life.
I JUST GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL
so i think im going go lay down, eat some ramen, or try to and play diablo 3.
so if ANYONE has a problem with me,
be forwarned
IM VERY FUCKING OPINIONATED!!!
so my diablo 3 battletag is; blutengel1852 since engelvalentine was too long and glitterwhore was deemed; innapropriate lol feel free to add me :P i wont be on facebook much or vf for that matter
. you dont have to lift anything just have a car or some form of vesicle 
