so for those of you who've ever talked to me for more than a day, you probably know that I've been trying to fight some mental illness problems such as anxiety and depression. recently I had a slight breakdown and even cried. first time I've done that in so long I can't remember the last time. over the past few weeks I've become increasingly angry (mostly at myself) and losing the will to keep myself together. I will be going back to the doctors soon and hopefully be getting more help than I currently get. I may be losing this fight but I damn well haven't lost yet. those of you who know me well, know that suicide is a great hate of mine and I'll never do such a thing. so no need to worry. thank you to everyone who read all of this and an extra thanks to those who care
hey guys I might not be posting as much lately because my computer chord is broken so I don't have much time left on my laptop. I will try to check this page and respond to messages but I need to get my computer completely fixed first. if i'm gone for a day or two don't worry because i will be back. thank you.
today is my birthday i just turned seventeen and im spending the day with my family and i wont be online much until later at night. i hope everyone else has a great day today as well. peace!
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Mood: Accomplished Music: Adam WarRock - Do The Bender
1. Slipknot
2. Fleshgod Apocalypse
3. Motionless in white
4. Marilyn Manson
5. Cannibal Corpse
6. Chelse Grin
7. A day to remember
8. Whitechapel
9. Deeds of flesh
10. Suffocation
11. Necrophaglist
12. Hollywood Undead
13. Pierce the veil
14. Of mice & men
15. Mushroomhead
16. Megadeth
17. Ozzy Osbourne
18. Fit for rivals
19. Green day
20. Lordi
mind yourself! You know crying might help so don't keep in all the emotions. Glad you're getting help. Sending good wishes!
maybe that's Tedds son/daughter.
