Imagine this; You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She's screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that "Mommy is crying and sissy won't wake up." Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what's going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there's an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they've said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can't help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can't handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They're sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She's in shock. She can't believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad... Bad enough for you to end it. She can't cry, she can't feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It's a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone's crying, your little brother still doesn't know you killed yourself, he's too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn't stop for days. It's two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn't know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn't succeed like you did, but she tried...your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don't just effect you. They effect everyone. Don't end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can't get better if you give up.
Riddick 3 the official full trailer, Vin Diesel is back
May 15, 2013, 06:37:pm
After an almost 10 year wait it's been a long time coming. As I've said before this will be going back to the small scale level of Pitch Black, while still retaining the big scale epicness of The Chronicles Of Riddick. And will be a very hard R rated film, this looks so awesome Riddick in this one looks like he's being more built up as a superhero. This movie will be in theaters September 6th in IMAX and all other large screen theaters.
"Sometimes when I look up to the sky, ask god why, we all gotta die, why we gotta cry, why the goodbyes, but then I remember what makes me smile and we will be here for awhile, in this reservation lifestyle, don't you ever worry child, cause just for you id walk a mile."
If anyone has thoughts of suicide and wants to kill themselves, I know I do from time to time, but I don't actually wanna die, cause I don't even have the will power to do that, I used to cut too, but I stopped back in October of last year and ive been feelin a lot better about things and whatnot...but if you need someone to listen, ill be here for you cause im a great listener, cause im not all that good at givin advice
I honestly fucking hate this new scene of teenagers, it's all bmth sleeping with sirens of mice and men and black veil brides..
Do you honestly think you're original and cool for listening to them? you're worse than the beleibers! at least they aint trying to be edgy different and deep. But as soon as someone likes one catcy SwS song and think that they're all of a sudden deep, different and cool seriously need to just fuck off, like no motherfucker you aint different for following the same trend 90% of people your age are following.
If you like SwS and BMTH etc that's fine, do that but don't pretend to be a fucking one of a kind original trend setter because it's making you look stupid and i'm pretty sure people that have liked bmth since day one will just be annoyed by you... if you want to be different go ride a fucking giraffe to school and walk about on your hands.. because in all honesty following a scene is making you as boring and uninteresting as you could possible be.
This makes me happy haha. I've liked Bring Me the Horizon for over four years and now all of a sudden, everyone likes them or Sleeping with Sirens. Sws isn't even good in my opinion and everyone thinks they're so "hardcore". It pisses me off horribly.
The Evil Within game trailer, from the creator of the first Resident
May 12, 2013, 12:46:am
Evil game, the Resident Evil Remake for Gamecube & Resident Evil 4. This is a new original Survival Horror game from creator Shinji Mkami, the story of this game revolves around you playing Detective Sebastian. Who's rushed to the scene of a gruesome mysterious crime, and one after another witnessing his group of police officers are being murdered. Now attacked and knocked out by one of the creatures waking in a mysterious place, Sebastian now has to go really deep to uncover the truth of whats going on. This game sadly won't be coming out until December 31 2014 and will be for the PS3, Xbox 360, PC & PS4.
Here are some screen shots from the game.
Trailer, which for right now shows no footage from the game.