Hello my dark lovelies *smiles*
I wanted to give you an update on my health. As some of you know, I have been dealing with a lot & not been online as much as I like. For those that do not know, I have Fibromyalgia, diabetes, high blood pressure, & anxiety disorder. I have recently found out that I have a kidney stone a little bit larger than a marble. Not quite sure what they are gonna do yet, my appointment with the Urologist is Wednesday. The pain from the Fibro is bad enough & with the kidney stone...I have been sick a lot from the pain! I also have been having more dizzy spells than usual & have fallen three times because of them.
I have been also dealing with other things as well. My grandmother is being so cruel lately & do not know why she is acting like this. The house my mom lives in belongs to my grandma & she told my mom she was selling it! My mother is a paraplegic & mostly confined to bed, my step dad was diagnosed with colon cancer a few months ago, it's pretty bad. Myself & my boys were living with my grandma to help her out because she was alone & having difficulties keeping up the house. My boys & I no longer live there with her because of how she was treating us, she forced us out & now she is being even more ugly about me getting the rest of my stuff. I do not have a vehicle & the stuff I did get out was helped by some friends of ours. She is threatening to put our stuff at the curb for trash pick up. I told her I am trying to get some help to get the last of my stuff, but she didn't care, she wants it out now! She calls almost every day screaming & yelling awful things about my mom (her daughter), my boys & myself. I know for a fact that my grandma needs help but denies that she does.
With my health problems, along with my mother & step dad's as well...things are really difficult & very stressful! We all are looking for another place to live & it's such a headache, I cannot even begin to express how much of a mess this is *sighs* I'm so tired, in pain, stressed out & just all around hurt by how my grandma is treating us.
Never meant for this to be that long, I just wanted to let you know why I have not been around much at all.
Nah, but I do have some nice footage from that MudVayne show at the Uptown years ago.I'm pissed I missed out on Coal Chamber and Sevendust.Manson's going to be in Missouri in June, I might try to do the meet and greet again.I don't really know how to keep up with what shows are coming anymore, I've added just about all the venues I go to on FB, but I somehow miss out on shit still.Did Swill perform with Orgy that night? I totally missed out on it, I was pissed.
I believe i seen the mudvayne videos. I heard that coal chamber show was amazing. Wish i could of made that one as well. Whats your fb? The bands, venues and promoters i work with and know host tons of stuff and send at least 10 invites a day to different things, I repost them alot. And yes, I believe swill opened the whole thing. Went Swill, Sarmatian Night, Solus and In the Shadow.
Added. Ah, they always trash the place, yet i dont think they did at aftershock on Orgy night. Though i could be wrong. Ah yes, Rhonda, I seen her a few times at the show. Her and i talked for a few. i dont see or talk to her much though other then some shows and her working at the drive in on halloween nights