Hello my dark lovelies *smiles*
I wanted to give you an update on my health. As some of you know, I have been dealing with a lot & not been online as much as I like. For those that do not know, I have Fibromyalgia, diabetes, high blood pressure, & anxiety disorder. I have recently found out that I have a kidney stone a little bit larger than a marble. Not quite sure what they are gonna do yet, my appointment with the Urologist is Wednesday. The pain from the Fibro is bad enough & with the kidney stone...I have been sick a lot from the pain! I also have been having more dizzy spells than usual & have fallen three times because of them.
I have been also dealing with other things as well. My grandmother is being so cruel lately & do not know why she is acting like this. The house my mom lives in belongs to my grandma & she told my mom she was selling it! My mother is a paraplegic & mostly confined to bed, my step dad was diagnosed with colon cancer a few months ago, it's pretty bad. Myself & my boys were living with my grandma to help her out because she was alone & having difficulties keeping up the house. My boys & I no longer live there with her because of how she was treating us, she forced us out & now she is being even more ugly about me getting the rest of my stuff. I do not have a vehicle & the stuff I did get out was helped by some friends of ours. She is threatening to put our stuff at the curb for trash pick up. I told her I am trying to get some help to get the last of my stuff, but she didn't care, she wants it out now! She calls almost every day screaming & yelling awful things about my mom (her daughter), my boys & myself. I know for a fact that my grandma needs help but denies that she does.
With my health problems, along with my mother & step dad's as well...things are really difficult & very stressful! We all are looking for another place to live & it's such a headache, I cannot even begin to express how much of a mess this is *sighs* I'm so tired, in pain, stressed out & just all around hurt by how my grandma is treating us.
Never meant for this to be that long, I just wanted to let you know why I have not been around much at all.
Does anyone in New York city, near Irving Plaza have a spare room for 2, for Dj Lordbone and me to crash? Feel free to message me We'll reward you royally !
Nah, but I do have some nice footage from that MudVayne show at the Uptown years ago.I'm pissed I missed out on Coal Chamber and Sevendust.Manson's going to be in Missouri in June, I might try to do the meet and greet again.I don't really know how to keep up with what shows are coming anymore, I've added just about all the venues I go to on FB, but I somehow miss out on shit still.Did Swill perform with Orgy that night? I totally missed out on it, I was pissed.
I believe i seen the mudvayne videos. I heard that coal chamber show was amazing. Wish i could of made that one as well. Whats your fb? The bands, venues and promoters i work with and know host tons of stuff and send at least 10 invites a day to different things, I repost them alot. And yes, I believe swill opened the whole thing. Went Swill, Sarmatian Night, Solus and In the Shadow.
Added. Ah, they always trash the place, yet i dont think they did at aftershock on Orgy night. Though i could be wrong. Ah yes, Rhonda, I seen her a few times at the show. Her and i talked for a few. i dont see or talk to her much though other then some shows and her working at the drive in on halloween nights
Im going to Arizona nxt week with my dad on a trip. If anyone of my friends is living there remind me. I can't remember where everyone lives now can I? No, I can't.
Mood: Randomly predictable Music: Electric boogaloo
Just wanted to thank you for the lovely birthday greetings from everyone. Finally got my internet back on & it made me smile to see all the messages from my awesome friends...love you all *hugs*
Ecrater is the only one that has the full inventory of the things I make and where my used items (raver pants, fun shirts, jeans) are. Check em out! Buy stuff! Share this with your friends!
thinking of you and your family love and hugs xxxx
I KNOW I AM !! 
