No overtime pay, no holiday
Months behind on everything but the lottery
Winter 'round the corner, guaranteein' that my car dies
Wifey havin' trouble trying to juggle both the part-times
My cup ain't close to filled up
We trying to build up so we could have enough
And when I finally get the color, won't be nothin' else to paint on
A friend of mine tried to kill himself to the same song
Just sitting here trying to achieve my dream job, but not knowing how to even get it moving.
Sitting here just drowning my life away, working, and paying bills. No extra money to do anything I want, buy food I'd like to eat,see things I want to see, and be who I want to be. A great happy relationship, but no money. Happy, but depressed at the same time.
He everyone! I know I've been super dead on here. I've been dealing with quite a bit and traveling to France for work so I hope this will make up for my loss. My modeling has been up and down and I've decided to take matters into my own hands with Self Photography. My keyboard is also acing up horribly with my 't' and 'y' buttons not working so copy and pasting them is a long process haha
Well, to begin. this set was taken in March by Vic Webb Photography and I was a little worried a first about uploading this everywhere but if I dont want them uploaded I shouldn't get the photos done so here is my last set working with a photographer and I hope you enjoy them
I'm glad you're deciding to do self-photography. You shouldn't have to wait on anyone to make your dreams come true. And how the fook did you survive in that first pic (which I really like by the way even though I'm only into very mild bondage)?
Please, if you can find it in your hearts to share this, I'd be forever grateful!
We live in Denver, CO
So it'll help even if you don't live here, but have friends out here.
Last seen off of 40th and airport road
Please PLEASE keep an eye out for my two babies.
Roommate left the door open, and I hadn't had the collars on them at the time. Got out this morning in the Montbello area, but who knows how far they have gotten by now. Please share, and post on facebook or ANYWHERE!
Photographer: In A Dream Photography/Jordan Matthews Location: Westminster, CO
Bringing you my last set for 2013: Winter's Blood.
That day it was a -8 degrees Fahrenheit and getting colder by the minute it seemed during dusk. Which the sun was setting around 4 pm that day. We had a lot to cover in a short amount of time and though we could have done much more I believe we got what I was looking for. Next time I ever do a shoot in snow, I plan on being a bit more prepare to keep warm instead of just hoping for the best like I did here. If I would have stayed out later then I did I could have gotten frost bite on toes and frost burn on my hands. A bit scary and very much a close call.
I cant wait to start on my 2014 shoots and I've got some amazing one planned already so stay tuned =^.^=
I guess I had shoved it out of my head, the dates of yours. It's easier for me to remember your death date than your birthdate. And I'm sorry. I remember that dream I had about 3 weeks ago. The first one I could really remember your eyes. You stared directly at me, however, slightly over my shoulder. As if you heard me, but could not see me. And I woke up crying. Took a great deal for my boyfriend to calm me down.
It's not that I've shoved you out of my memories, it's just I've tried harder not to think about stuff.
Anyways, my aunt was talking to me today, telling me how she wanted to meet me one day. My mom came to America in her 20's and I'm not sure when the last time she had seen any of her sisters or brothers, or her mom. My grandpa came to live in America for a great while. Even lived with my mom and I.
She than told me that today was my mom's birthday. I wish you were here. :'(
I wish she was here with me so I could go shopping with.
I loved how she always wore what she wanted, when, where, and however she please.