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VictoriaViolence
Dear Diary,
October 06, 2014, 06:25:pm
I need a new layout soooo baaaaad. :-(
Why must I be html retarded. whine

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17andneverbeen
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Dear Diary,
October 06, 2014, 06:28:pm
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i feel your pain haha

VanessaVicious

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Dear Diary,
October 06, 2014, 06:52:pm
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I double feel your pain. You're a model though, you can get a custom one.

VictoriaViolence

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Dear Diary,
October 06, 2014, 07:10:pm
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Nope nope nope

Kyris

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Dear Diary,
October 07, 2014, 05:48:am
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I am retarded this way too... :/

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VictoriaViolence
Dear Diary,
August 09, 2014, 08:40:pm

Die! die! die! die!
Scum sucking depravity debauched!
Anal fuck-fest, thrill olympics
Savage scourge supply and sanctify
So what? so what?

Die! die! die! die!

Die! die! die! die!
You said it!
Sedatives supplied become laxatives
My eyes shit out lies
I only kill to know I'm alive
So what? so what?

Die! die! die! die!

Die! die! die! die!
So what, it's your problem to learn to live with
Destroy us, or make us saints
We don't care, it's not our fault that we were born too late
A screaming headache on the brow of the state

Killing time is appropriate
To make a mess and fuck all the rest, we say, we say
So what? so what?

Die! die! die! die!

Die!
Now I know what is right
I'll kill them all if I like
I'm a time bomb inside
No one listens to reason,
It's too late and I'm ready to fight!
So what? now I'm ready to fight!



Mood: If you didn't watch, don't comment.
Music: Ministry- So What

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thirstywolf66
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Dear Diary,
August 09, 2014, 08:43:pm
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That's fucking awesome, you rock violence smug

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ZombieSlaughter
R.I.P. My little baby
August 07, 2014, 01:43:pm



I dedicate this song to you


Saturday was supposed to be the greatest day. I've been working my butt off, stressing over bills, and my bf has been working 12+ hour shifts for 6 days now.
He got home at 4am, and went to bed around 4:30 am. Once I got out of bed, it was 5:30 am.
I went upstairs and started getting ready for the Colorado Color Run. It's a 5k run where people throw lots of colorful dust on you during the run. It was $50 with the whole package; the head band, the shirt, the bag, the glasses, wrist band and color packets to throw around. By the time I got ready, it was about 6am. I was to wake Dan up, and get him ready so we could go pick up Sarah. Well, I came back down into the basement, which is where my room is at, and found my smallest cat, Asa, laying under my sock drower. I say smallest, because she is a runt, but she is 3 years old. There was a little bit of blood coming from her butt area. I poked her a few times, and she just looked at me. I thought maybe it was her period? By the time I woke Dan up, she had crawled to the other side of the bed, but I did not see her. She gave a big meow, and than I saw that there was blood everywhere. She had been hit by a car. Her back legs were no longer working.
(skipping forward)
Dan couldn't find his phone, or his money. He thought he lost his stuff again, and was getting stressed.
I than realized that half of his stuff on his computer desk was missing. Someone had broken into the house. So that one hour that everyone was asleep in the house is when someone broke in. That ONE HOUR.... (Obviously they couldn't steal his phone before he went to work because it was with him.)
Cops came, and went.
I had $300 in my name, and I knew that wasn't going to be enough for Asa.
But I called around to tons of places. It was the weekend. Most places were closed, or only did vaccinations, and by the time I had called other places, they had closed. Most places said they couldn't help me without so much payment.
Eventually, I had a plan. Take her to the vet as strangers. Dan wrapped Asa up in a towel, and brought her to the animal emergency. Said he had hit her, and left her there. When he came back into the car he was crying his eyes out. He said that people rushed to her aid, and that the lady said they'd take care of her, and if she was chipped, they'd contact the owner.
A little while later they called me in.
She had nerve damage in her back area, her leg was broken, and her hip was broken.
She did need some fixing to get her back to good health, even without her back legs, but I didn't have the money for that either.
They said if I refused to pay to put her to sleep, they'd have to take her to the pound, and they would put her to sleep anyways.
So our plan didn't exactly work, but I didn't have to pay for all the IVs and the x-rays because a "stranger" dropped her off.
So,.... I had to put her to sleep.
Needless to say, the supposed great day turned into another horrible day.
My boyfriend had all of 1 hour of sleep, I was tired from crying my eyes out, didn't pick up my best friend to go to the color run, and the 3 of us didn't get our package, or go to the run.

R.I.P. Asa.
The greatest little cat I could ask for.
Always sleeping next to me, or on me. Always talking to me in the morning, or when I come home, or just whenever.



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Noodles1234

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R.I.P. My little baby
August 07, 2014, 01:47:pm
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Soooo very sorry for your loss...I have multiple dogs and cats and know how much they all mean to me and my wife.

freethoughts

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R.I.P. My little baby
August 07, 2014, 01:51:pm
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Awn sad hugs
megadragon
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R.I.P. My little baby
August 07, 2014, 02:44:pm
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damn...im soo sorry for your lost

ZombieSlaughter

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R.I.P. My little baby
August 08, 2014, 12:06:am
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Thanks you guys.

goldie101

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R.I.P. My little baby
August 08, 2014, 03:17:am
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That's heartbreaking. Life can be so cruel. Sending best wishes to you for peace & rest; knowing you did the very best in a bad situation.

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ZombieSlaughter
A life not worth living.
July 16, 2014, 12:42:pm
No overtime pay, no holiday
Months behind on everything but the lottery
Winter 'round the corner, guaranteein' that my car dies
Wifey havin' trouble trying to juggle both the part-times
My cup ain't close to filled up
We trying to build up so we could have enough
And when I finally get the color, won't be nothin' else to paint on
A friend of mine tried to kill himself to the same song


Just sitting here trying to achieve my dream job, but not knowing how to even get it moving.
Sitting here just drowning my life away, working, and paying bills. No extra money to do anything I want, buy food I'd like to eat,see things I want to see, and be who I want to be. A great happy relationship, but no money. Happy, but depressed at the same time.

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VinobiaKnox
Bound
June 16, 2014, 07:50:pm
He everyone! I know I've been super dead on here. I've been dealing with quite a bit and traveling to France for work so I hope this will make up for my loss. My modeling has been up and down and I've decided to take matters into my own hands with Self Photography. My keyboard is also acing up horribly with my 't' and 'y' buttons not working so copy and pasting them is a long process haha

Well, to begin. this set was taken in March by Vic Webb Photography and I was a little worried a first about uploading this everywhere but if I dont want them uploaded I shouldn't get the photos done so here is my last set working with a photographer and I hope you enjoy them :-)

photo IMG_3891_zps5a937f18.jpg

photo IMG_3923_zps8d0fc6ca.jpg

photo IMG_3924_zps9cfcc935.jpg

Different sets will be coming soon! :-)

Mood: Content
Music: Marilyn Manson-Valentine

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MattyK

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Bound
June 16, 2014, 07:51:pm
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Shit just got weird. By the way. Nip in the second pic.
deaman
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Bound
June 16, 2014, 08:00:pm
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super!!!

Dyoxis

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Bound
June 17, 2014, 09:04:am
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I'm glad you're deciding to do self-photography. You shouldn't have to wait on anyone to make your dreams come true. And how the fook did you survive in that first pic (which I really like by the way even though I'm only into very mild bondage)? XD

SilverDemonEyes

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Bound
June 17, 2014, 07:59:pm
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I applaud you on the "rope in mouth" shots. It's very easy to injure your lips or sides of your mouth with even some of the higher grades of rope.

Margoth

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Bound
June 18, 2014, 03:45:pm
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Superb shots!

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VictoriaViolence
Dear Diary,
April 21, 2014, 02:39:pm


Stronger than reason, stronger than lies
The only truth I know is the look in your eyes
The look in your eyes

Just like a car crash
Just like a knife, my favorite weapon
Is the look in your eyes, you've run out of lies


Music: Ministry - Stigmata

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VictoriaViolence

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Dear Diary,
April 21, 2014, 05:45:pm
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It's a song!:-p
thirstywolf66
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Dear Diary,
April 21, 2014, 08:19:pm
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Awesome song :-)

MCTooTall

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Dear Diary,
April 24, 2014, 02:22:am
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I LOVE MINISTRY!!!

zalathu

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Dear Diary,
May 09, 2014, 01:01:pm
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Great Song! My favorite version of it is on their live album " In Case You Didn't Feel Like Showing up Live"

ViolentMike

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Dear Diary,
May 10, 2014, 10:02:am
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Nice

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VictoriaViolence
Dear Diary,
April 02, 2014, 11:55:am


photo e2101cc7-c9aa-46d6-9177-b52e968f4f99_zps6c7e0ff1.jpg

Looks like I won't be attending my appointment today.

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realthenu

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Dear Diary,
April 02, 2014, 01:50:pm
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Oh dam!! That's crazy lol..

electronecrowolf

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Dear Diary,
April 02, 2014, 02:17:pm
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lol

SneakyNinja

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Dear Diary,
April 02, 2014, 03:28:pm
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They forgot, Semtex, C4 and TNT tho :-D
thirstywolf66
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Dear Diary,
April 02, 2014, 03:38:pm
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Lol, your awesome

FenixBrightside

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Dear Diary,
April 04, 2014, 09:42:pm
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jhahahaha you go girl

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ZombieSlaughter
some of my friends are the best.
March 31, 2014, 12:47:am
Today one of my friends pretty much bought me a new camera. Not like a huge fancy one but still a good one. I love her to death. Just kinda out of the blue

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ZombieSlaughter
I'm moving to California
March 16, 2014, 12:41:pm
Back to California I go!!! Been waiting to move back since the day I moved to Colorado! What now bitches!! :-D
REAL mermaid life, here I come!

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moneyZ

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I'm moving to California
March 17, 2014, 02:18:pm
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congratlutions

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ZombieSlaughter
My dog is lost!
February 24, 2014, 09:24:am
Please, if you can find it in your hearts to share this, I'd be forever grateful!
We live in Denver, CO
So it'll help even if you don't live here, but have friends out here.
Last seen off of 40th and airport road
Name: Luna

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Noodles1234

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My dog is lost!
February 24, 2014, 01:57:pm
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:-( Good wishes to find her.

ZombieSlaughter

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My dog is lost!
February 25, 2014, 01:08:pm
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Thank you

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ZombieSlaughter
My lost doggies! DENVER!
February 20, 2014, 10:56:pm
Please PLEASE keep an eye out for my two babies.
Roommate left the door open, and I hadn't had the collars on them at the time. Got out this morning in the Montbello area, but who knows how far they have gotten by now. Please share, and post on facebook or ANYWHERE!

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VictoriaViolence
Dear Diary,
February 14, 2014, 09:03:pm


I've cleaned up a lot of breeders...

Families like cesspools

FILTH
MAKING
FILTH
MAKING
FILTH

AND I DID IT
OVER AND
OVER AND
OVER AGAIN

I'm death, plain and simple.



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thirstywolf66
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Dear Diary,
February 14, 2014, 11:29:pm
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That's awesome,,

deacon-frost

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Dear Diary,
February 15, 2014, 02:08:am
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How did u clean them

VictoriaViolence

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Dear Diary,
February 15, 2014, 07:56:pm
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hur duuuur I bathed them in Lysol.. or quoted something obviously about murder. :-p

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ZombieSlaughter
Happy Valentine's Day
February 14, 2014, 09:30:am
Boss gave me the day off, texting me the MINUTE after I got ready for work.
Anyone wanna help me clean my house? :-D

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