Loverboy
Come on and love me
Give me more
Touch me and touch me
I enjoy the way you rock me all night long
(Baby all night long)
Loverboy come on and take me
Only you know how to make me
Shudder with anticipation
All night long
(All night long)
When the world is quiet...when there is nothing but the sound of my breath and the beat of my heart I let myself become lost in memories of you. When I am alone in the early morning just on the cusp of dawn, I shed my armor....silver pieces fall to the ground and I become real. I stand alone waiting for the first strike to come....my body tense waiting, holding my breath...and then it takes me down. I fall gasping clutching my heart, blood oozes out from my fingers, it runs in heavy streams down my arms over my stomach and drips on the floor with heavy plops. I scream inside myself, doubled over. My skin on my chest peels back layer after layer, soon my rib cage lays bare to the air, pure white bones gleaming in the moonlight. I scream in agony as my ribs break folding outward. My heart beats frantically pumping the blood faster. My heart pushes past my ribs, the tendons and vanes stretching and finally snapping off in prolonged wet smacks. It finally falls into my waiting cupped hands. I place it on the window seal wondering to myself how I am still alive...if alive is what you call what I am. It starts to burn...blackness covers it like a virus and where it touches, it destroys, and eventually all that is left is ash. I open the window and let the wind take it, hoping that some quiet morning you’ll awake to the smell of ash...and the sent of broken love.
So I know I have not managed to complete my 250 words per day, my life got in the way. But I have been working on my Acting skills. Ever since I participated in "Murder Two Point Uh-Oh". I have been craving the feeling of what Acting does to me, especially when I know an audience is watching my work. It was so fantastic with a live audience that interacts with the actors. I hope it feels the same way for all the Acting things I have auditioned for. I hope beyond hope I get a few parts.
I absolutely love Acting. I don't think I would be surviving without it.
I'm a strange girl. I know. But you have to love my enthusiasm.
Games within games,
Places, memories, and names,
Not knowing where to go,
Not knowing to fast or to slow,
Games within games,
Places, memories, and names,
Moves done in sporadic motions,
Scattered mind, shattered emotions,
Games within games,
Places, memories, and names,
Songs drift through ears,
Eyes full of loss and fears,
Games within games,
Places, memories, and names,
Every breath a spin of the chamber goes,
Lost count of bullets, no one knows,
Games within games,
Places, memories, and names,
Time is a myth and space is forever,
Like what we thought together,
Games within games,
Places, memories, and names,
I have to play, hope that luck is with me,
I spin the chamber, one, two, three,
Games within games,
Places, memories, and names,
Wondering if I’ll survive the guilt and blame,
In this game within a game,
Full of places, memories...and a name.
Mood: ...... Music: "Good Enough" by: Prozak ~ Tales from the Sick
Sleep fair maiden, peacefully,
lay down your earthly woes.
For your knight has gone to battle,
to face unconquerable foes.
Little souls who thirst for bloodshed,
men born and bred to die.
Their families left to mourn them,
we all must say goodbye.
Why do you cry, oh, fair maiden?
Has your soul been so torn apart?
Oh, sorrowful girl by the water,
has cruel Death broken your heart?
Sleep little womanchild, restfully,
in the tranquility of your watery tomb.
Death's fair new bride has laid down by his side,
once fair maiden now Mistress of Gloom.
:P
