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sissipini
*MM*
September 30, 2014, 10:22:pm
best

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sissipini
my Music of the week
September 29, 2014, 05:13:pm
* my fav music of the week* LOve it


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friskyfox3
September 29, 2014, 01:13:pm
Did we all survive Monday :-)

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Fallenangel87

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September 29, 2014, 01:31:pm
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Only just

Defiant65

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September 29, 2014, 01:34:pm
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No use anyone looking at me. I don't know how to cope with anything, much less surviving Monday's. sad

friskyfox3

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September 29, 2014, 01:55:pm
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Aw hug

Defiant65

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September 29, 2014, 02:47:pm
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cuddles

Black-as-Dawn

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September 30, 2014, 03:19:am
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yes and i kicked it's ass :-D

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friskyfox3
September 27, 2014, 04:07:pm
Huge hugs to my vf mates tonite

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Fallenangel87

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September 27, 2014, 04:11:pm
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Someone in a hugging mood tonight then

friskyfox3

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September 27, 2014, 04:15:pm
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Too many sad peeps

Fallenangel87

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September 27, 2014, 04:18:pm
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Ah ok

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Luxurya
wantings
September 22, 2014, 05:50:am
What good makes to get what i don't want if what i want doesn't want me....

Again i wasn't on this site for a while and a ton of shit happened.

I'm still on some financial problems i hope to finally solve soon, i've been working my ass hard for it.

I've been unable to sleep again. Sometimes days in a row... when i get lucky i fall asleep for a couple of hours.

Depression hits me harder each time it gets back.

And i know pretty well whats trigering it. I tried too many times to cut all ties, but its useless.... my lovely poison... how i wish to be dead already so i can stop feeling all this pain... so i can stop crying... my eyes are crimson and hurts so much...

I hate this... if you knew me in person you wouldn't belive i cry at all. I'm not a crybaby... i'm so... so tired.


My father got married again, wich i think is good, besides his wife bought me a new laptop i needed for freelance work desperatly. They're currently at their honeymoon in Las Vegas.

My mother have been even more unbeareable lately. She doesnt have a reason for that. She is the one who constantly turned down my father. For the records we never lived together they've been separated as longs as i remember and i'm 28... so there's no reason for my mother to take a grudge on my father's marriage.

Also my older brother is getting married on november and i will be a bridesmaid pink dress included. And i get a ton of stress from that as im doing some things for the wedding and my brother constantly changes his mind.

My friend who was pregnant and misscarried on january is pregnant again and with twins this time. So double that happiness and i better get double tge gifts. Lol.

I'm finally leaving my shitty work where i'm harrassed every fucking day. I got a job offer in a new agency. I've been talking to my boss-to-be on tuesday and i went to my new office on friday. They are eager to have me there the payment is a bit higher than in my current job but i will have it on time and its probable to gets higher soon. I was also kinda exited about it. I got some briefs about the projects i will be working on. One of my first assigments is a campaing for the day of the deads (wich you can guess is my favorite mexican holiday) among others.

Even with that... i'm not "happy" . What i really want and care for is ....

I really can't make this. I'm looking for my death again. I'm calling at its door hoping death answers me...

It's a shame i can't find here any high building or bridge to jump off....

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friskyfox3
September 21, 2014, 12:57:am
Up at silly o'clock on my day off

Another car show

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epic69

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September 21, 2014, 04:58:am
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Ha I was gonna go to players but im lazy x

friskyfox3

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September 21, 2014, 09:45:am
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That's where I am

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friskyfox3
September 18, 2014, 04:54:pm
Loving sons of anarchy

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Aguchi69

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September 18, 2014, 05:47:pm
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Good show, ay!viking

Black-as-Dawn

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September 18, 2014, 11:16:pm
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yeah was epic the last episode and the song at the end of it is stuck in my head like crazy

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friskyfox3
September 12, 2014, 05:48:am
Been 6 months now since I walked away. From my old life
Never,been happier

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Aadora

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September 12, 2014, 05:55:am
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I'm so happy for you! :-)

Earthchild

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September 12, 2014, 06:59:pm
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drink

Bloodwing_angel

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September 13, 2014, 10:05:am
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good for you :-)

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friskyfox3
September 10, 2014, 06:54:am
Do something crazy each day so you know your alive

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