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13666HorrorFreak6661
Marked territory
April 27, 2015, 09:21:pm
I think ever since I met my special DJ friend from club there has no other guy that has been flirting with me. I think my DJ friend marked me as his territory and no one else can have me. I'm actually fine with that.

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romeosdistress
Excerpt from "The Four Loves" by C.S. Lewis
April 11, 2015, 11:06:pm
"There is no safe investment. To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket—safe, dark, motionless, airless—it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. The alternative to tragedy, or at least to the risk of tragedy, is damnation. The only place outside Heaven where you can be perfectly safe from all the dangers and perturbations of love is Hell.”

"The Four Loves," C.S. Lewis

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sissipini
MAN ..just Enjoy...LOL
April 07, 2015, 07:36:pm
What every one Woman Should Know for hes MAN
* QUADRADRINHO :-) * SAY NO TO THE RACISM
https://www.facebook.com/video.php?v=796212787136959&__mref=message_bubble

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romeosdistress
Awesome freakin band
April 04, 2015, 11:20:pm
Beyond The Fallen -『DISCONNECTED』- Official Video:

I am holding a torch ...
<3 <3 <3

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Luxurya
So disgusted of people...
April 04, 2015, 02:29:am
First of all sorry to everyone who's on my friends list here, i always use this as catharsis. And i kinda surprised i didn't wrote about the stuff that happened on december, lol... i took it well it seems... but not these.. i can't deal too well with the stuff that have been going on since last week.

I reside in a small town, with practically no friends around, i've always get along better with people of other places, because the way of thinking or perspective in life. With that i get a lot of shit, but somehow i managed it.

On late saturday, something terrible happened, and it's hard to write about it, but i need to do it, i can't write on any other place, as facebook, because my words there could hurt some people.

On late saturday night there was a terrible accident, that were in another city, a place i used to live ten years ago..., a friend of a friend was too drunk, high and racing his car, i never knew it, but i tried to support my friend, the douche was not only risking his life but the life of other three people who was on the car with him, another guy and a couple of gals...

The car got destroyed, three of four died and one girl was agonizing at the hospital.

My friend went to the funerals of course, she knew both guys... but there she heard a rumor.

People only went for their bodies, and don't even tried to say a thing about the gal who died.
At the funeral some people was talking about it, only saying we don't know her. A decent human being would have tried to contact her people... but they don't... they just said "we don't know her"

The scene there is not that big, so is not that hard to find about someone, if only they've tried...
So my friend Erika, being a bit more decent than them asked about the gal they didn't knew... the description they gave about her seemed like one of our friends...

And so the nightmare began... she called me, and told me what she heard, so we started to look for our friend, we called all the circle of friends, and so the search began, we called, looked for her everywhere, no one had saw her or heard anything.
We left thousand of messages to her to everyone we know in the city all sunday and included some Monday morning...

We checked all newssites and newspapers about the fatal accident.. on all of them they said they couldn't identify the victims as none had an i.d. (wich is impossible as they were at a bar and used it) Some news papers said the victims were 2 men and two women, others said three men and one woman... so, we had hope...

We were expecting for Andrea to call us at any minute, we even were ready to scold her for not replying earlier.
We never got that call.

The search continued, no one told us anything.
So one of us had a friend who worked at the morgue, she called him.

We wanted to find our friend, and so we did. We wanted to find her, but never there.

She got the worse part of the accident, she died pressed against wrecked metal, they had to get her body with hydraulic machinery... and the guy at the morgue gave us more details i don't want to write about...

I was walking on my way to work, monday morning,when i got a call that freezed me and took al the strenght of my knees.
The call that confirmed me that she was dead. Andrea would never call us again, we never would scold her and laugh about it.

We got devasted, but we had no time to grieve.
We still had to call her parents.
A moment before one of us went to see them to ask for her, as she worked at their store.
She lived on her own so it was usual that their parents didnt know about her for a day or two.
We only asked for her and didn't said anything about the accident to not alarm them as it was just a rumour...
Less than half an hour later we had to go back to tell them to go to the morgue to claim her body...
we said nothing about the details...

So... on monday we found out she was dead, and that the people who was around her just forsake her body there, at the morgue.
They didn't care about the other person, she was left there, as she was a thing an not a person, as she never were alive.
She would be still there, as an unidentified body if we didn't know someone working there.

What kind of human being can do that?

We were on rage... yes, it was an accident, but she got killed. She didn't got along with them, but with the girl, she had nothing to do there... but it seems that the girl liked one fo the guys so she asked my friend to go with them...
She was a responsable person, we never went out driving, we always used a cab...

I don't hold a grudge to the driver, but many do..

Then... she got forsaken at the morgue, none of the people who went for the driver and the other guy said a single word, or tried to identify her, that was low.

While i understand their pain, i can't understand how could forsake someone who died because of their people...

Later, there was a mourning, some undesirable people showed up...
I wasn't there as i am at 3 hours of distance and had a heavy day at work...
If i would have been there i would have kicked them out, in words of other people, if she were able, she would have kicked them out of her own funeral... they went crying and making a scandal, even carried some flowers to make their drama while everyone was in rage of seeing them there... just to later post on facebook, how they loved her and shit... when in life they were the shittiest people around, done a lot of wrongs to her, to me, to many, you know that people with messiah complex, who had to post how good people they are to get approval on the web while in real life they are douches.

All that... on monday.


Then, tuesday came, the day to take her to the final resting place... we all were in pain, and on deep mourning...
but we couldn't even mourn properly, we were so tired... so devasted... but then we found us on rage again...

While my friends, and i, even in the distance were saying our final good bye, some people started to make advertising about a concert, they were charguing a fee... nothing wrong so far uh? well they were saying that the money was for the family of the people who died. Seems like a nice gesture uh? wrong... that people never knew any of them, and of course they never asked the families, they even didn't care to get the names of the people who died, just wrote for "our fallen brothers and sister". They were only taking advantage of the circumstances to have a profit. That rotten is the scene... we got so disgusted...

They didn't stop there, they started to ask for money in the name of the deceased. Wich... was completely false. The nerve of some people...

...

Wednesday came slow... another heavy day with emptiness...
well... not really, we found out about more stupid things people were doing, and also that a lof of stuf from the deceased got stolen, including wallets and an electric guitar, as the driver was a musician.
Douches at their finest, it had to be the rescue team.
As none of the stuff arrived to the morgue, and well... is the only explication for the news to say that anyone had an i.d., all the wallets got stolen at the point of the accident... and they took the time to check the car.

We were so exhausted for when Thursday arrived. On the meanwhile, we were still dealing with the people who was trying to make the dead of 3 people and the suffering of one into profit, the stolen stuff, and some other shit on facebook... but people would surprise us again... no we couldn't grieve in peace, we got more rage... again...
Another girl who works at the morgue told us something terrible, that she has been harrased by some people, they were asking her for pictures of the body of my friend... they wanted to see how wounded she got... as they heard the rumours about how bad she had it, on the stupid gossip they killed the other poor girl so many times... while she have been fighting for her life at the hospital... while... at the same time another of my friend was being harrased because as she found Andrea thanks to knowing someone at the morgue... they were looking for the fucking guitar, they have been so frantic looking for the stolen guitar... but they couldn't even said a word about my friend when they forsaken her body at the morgue...

Today... on friday... we all got more of it... there are no words to describe how tired we all are... all the pain we can't cry properly over all that has been rising our rage... and despair... we had plans for today... we were supposed to go out of the city... to a small relaxing trip after long of not seeing each other...

Andrea, Andy... was a lovely person, that kind of people that's so rare on this world, she had nothing but good intentions to everyone, and she always helped people even without knowing them, she also was a vital help on my animal rescues, she always supported us on everything, always gave us a good time, she was a light, a spark, a star. She was at the wrong time, at the wrong place probabl because she was helping that girl... we lost a sister, someone super close who made us better persons... who had all her life on front... she will be forever 24... and we are here... with all this pain and sorrow... and all the rage and anger... we had never been so disgusted of people than after seeing all they have done about the death of someone as her...



Mood: unknown
Music: nothing

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Noodles1234

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So disgusted of people...
April 04, 2015, 02:53:am
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Read it all, sorry for your loss and Sounds like you need to get out of that area...They eat their own there with no conscience or basic respect.

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Luxurya
So disgusted of people...
April 04, 2015, 02:26:am
First of all sorry to everyone who's on my friends list here, i always use this as catharsis. And i kinda surprised i didn't wrote about the stuff that happened on december, lol... i took it well it seems... but not these.. i can't deal too well with the stuff that have been going on since last week.

I reside in a small town, with practically no friends around, i've always get along better with people of other places, because the way of thinking or perspective in life. With that i get a lot of shit, but somehow i managed it.

On late saturday, something terrible happened, and it's hard to write about it, but i need to do it, i can't write on any other place, as facebook, because my words there could hurt some people.

On late saturday night there was a terrible accident, that were in another city, a place i used to live ten years ago..., a friend of a friend was too drunk, high and racing his car, i never knew it, but i tried to support my friend, the douche was not only risking his life but the life of other three people who was on the car with him, another guy and a couple of gals...

The car got destroyed, three of four died and one girl was agonizing at the hospital.

My friend went to the funerals of course, she knew both guys... but there she heard a rumor.

People only went for their bodies, and don't even tried to say a thing about the gal who died.
At the funeral some people was talking about it, only saying we don't know her. A decent human being would have tried to contact her people... but they don't... they just said "we don't know her"

The scene there is not that big, so is not that hard to find about someone, if only they've tried...
So my friend Erika, being a bit more decent than them asked about the gal they didn't knew... the description they gave about her seemed like one of our friends...

And so the nightmare began... she called me, and told me what she heard, so we started to look for our friend, we called all the circle of friends, and so the search began, we called, looked for her everywhere, no one had saw her or heard anything.
We left thousand of messages to her to everyone we know in the city all sunday and included some Monday morning...

We checked all newssites and newspapers about the fatal accident.. on all of them they said they couldn't identify the victims as none had an i.d. (wich is impossible as they were at a bar and used it) Some news papers said the victims were 2 men and two women, others said three men and one woman... so, we had hope...

We were expecting for Andrea to call us at any minute, we even were ready to scold her for not replying earlier.
We never got that call.

The search continued, no one told us anything.
So one of us had a friend who worked at the morgue, she called him.

We wanted to find our friend, and so we did. We wanted to find her, but never there.

She got the worse part of the accident, she died pressed against wrecked metal, they had to get her body with hydraulic machinery... and the guy at the morgue gave us more details i don't want to write about...

I was walking on my way to work, monday morning,when i got a call that freezed me and took al the strenght of my knees.
The call that confirmed me that she was dead. Andrea would never call us again, we never would scold her and laugh about it.

We got devasted, but we had no time to grieve.
We still had to call her parents.
A moment before one of us went to see them to ask for her, as she worked at their store.
She lived on her own so it was usual that their parents didnt know about her for a day or two.
We only asked for her and didn't said anything about the accident to not alarm them as it was just a rumour...
Less than half an hour later we had to go back to tell them to go to the morgue to claim her body...
we said nothing about the details...

So... on monday we found out she was dead, and that the people who was around her just forsake her body there, at the morgue.
They didn't care about the other person, she was left there, as she was a thing an not a person, as she never were alive.
She would be still there, as an unidentified body if we didn't know someone working there.

What kind of human being can do that?

We were on rage... yes, it was an accident, but she got killed. She didn't got along with them, but with the girl, she had nothing to do there... but it seems that the girl liked one fo the guys so she asked my friend to go with them...
She was a responsable person, we never went out driving, we always used a cab...

I don't hold a grudge to the driver, but many do..

Then... she got forsaken at the morgue, none of the people who went for the driver and the other guy said a single word, or tried to identify her, that was low.

While i understand their pain, i can't understand how could forsake someone who died because of their people...

Later, there was a mourning, some undesirable people showed up...
I wasn't there as i am at 3 hours of distance and had a heavy day at work...
If i would have been there i would have kicked them out, in words of other people, if she were able, she would have kicked them out of her own funeral... they went crying and making a scandal, even carried some flowers to make their drama while everyone was in rage of seeing them there... just to later post on facebook, how they loved her and shit... when in life they were the shittiest people around, done a lot of wrongs to her, to me, to many, you know that people with messiah complex, who had to post how good people they are to get approval on the web while in real life they are douches.

All that... on monday.


Then, tuesday came, the day to take her to the final resting place... we all were in pain, and on deep mourning...
but we couldn't even mourn properly, we were so tired... so devasted... but then we found us on rage again...

While my friends, and i, even in the distance were saying our final good bye, some people started to make advertising about a concert, they were charguing a fee... nothing wrong so far uh? well they were saying that the money was for the family of the people who died. Seems like a nice gesture uh? wrong... that people never knew any of them, and of course they never asked the families, they even didn't care to get the names of the people who died, just wrote for "our fallen brothers and sister". They were only taking advantage of the circumstances to have a profit. That rotten is the scene... we got so disgusted...

They didn't stop there, they started to ask for money in the name of the deceased. Wich... was completely false. The nerve of some people...

...

Wednesday came slow... another heavy day with emptiness...
well... not really, we found out about more stupid things people were doing, and also that a lof of stuf from the deceased got stolen, including wallets and an electric guitar, as the driver was a musician.
Douches at their finest, it had to be the rescue team.
As none of the stuff arrived to the morgue, and well... is the only explication for the news to say that anyone had an i.d., all the wallets got stolen at the point of the accident... and they took the time to check the car.

We were so exhausted for when Thursday arrived. On the meanwhile, we were still dealing with the people who was trying to make the dead of 3 people and the suffering of one into profit, the stolen stuff, and some other shit on facebook... but people would surprise us again... no we couldn't grieve in peace, we got more rage... again...
Another girl who works at the morgue told us something terrible, that she has been harrased by some people, they were asking her for pictures of the body of my friend... they wanted to see how wounded she got... as they heard the rumours about how bad she had it, on the stupid gossip they killed the other poor girl so many times... while she have been fighting for her life at the hospital... while... at the same time another of my friend was being harrased because as she found Andrea thanks to knowing someone at the morgue... they were looking for the fucking guitar, they have been so frantic looking for the stolen guitar... but they couldn't even said a word about my friend when they forsaken her body at the morgue...

Today... on friday... we all got more of it... there are no words to describe how tired we all are... all the pain we can't cry properly over all that has been rising our rage... and despair... we had plans for today... we were supposed to go out of the city... to a small relaxing trip after long of not seeing each other...

Andrea, Andy... was a lovely person, that kind of people that's so rare on this world, she had nothing but good intentions to everyone, and she always helped people even without knowing them, she also was a vital help on my animal rescues, she always supported us on everything, always gave us a good time, she was a light, a spark, a star. She was at the wrong time, at the wrong place probabl because she was helping that girl... we lost a sister, someone super close who made us better persons... who had all her life on front... she will be forever 24... and we are here... with all this pain and sorrow... and all the rage and anger... we had never been so disgusted of people than after seeing all they have done about the death of someone as her...



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Music: nothing

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Mistress_Thanatella
Vampire's Vow
March 29, 2015, 07:22:pm
In man I do not trust, but the one,
The one that does make my head turn.
Revealing my vulnerable bloodline,
For it's upon this moonless night
I turned,
Turned to this God of darkness.
Creature of the moonless night,
Does make me become the sacrifice,
Prisoner to his want,
Feeding from my torture till sated.

So enticing, a shapely specimen,
The kind of which I must explore.
Figure that lures, bringing me to her whim.
Getting pulled towards glamorous eyes,
Taking in passion's desire.
Approaching to sink my teeth in,
A sexual moan, blood pumping.
Now come, embrace me with a kiss
To seal our pact.

Taken by death, reborn on the glow,
A master to learn from, I now desire.
Craving his lustful touch, fueled by
His teachings, the widow of breathless
Sleep by day, awaiting the nightfall.
A servant for his feeding need I have become.

Many years of blood lust, now quest for love,
Found it in a sexual deviant, yet so much more.
Intent as pure as her ocean eyes,
Has me trembling at my knees.
Bonding each other with blood & body.
I kneel before you to ask you into forever,
The ultimate vow I betrothed upon you.
Will you sleep in my coffin tonight?

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Anhedonia

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Vampire's Vow
March 29, 2015, 07:28:pm
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friskyfox3
March 28, 2015, 09:16:am
New job going great
Lovely crazy bunch to work with
:-)

Mood: amazingly happy

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Mistress_Thanatella
Wrath of the Dead
March 24, 2015, 06:35:pm
As you destroy sacred grounds
Digging at them like hounds
My people's bones you dare touch
Tainted creatures much
Ever hear of a curse
Well I am worse
I will skin you alive
To restore my ancestor's pride
They will smile as I tan your hide
I will laugh as you cry
It is only right for me to sigh
You cannot escape
For this was fate
You will all die
As worthless as flies

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romeosdistress
For my VF friends
March 20, 2015, 11:33:pm
I wasn't trying to be precarious
Though I understand the innocence was lost
With the sweeping gait and the curve of my spine
I wasn't purposefully drawing you close
It's just my beauty, beyond reproach
I can't temper the intensity of my gaze, my
Wry smile, or my hands cupping the gorgeous angles of your face
I just want the impression to last, inside those
Unutterably crisp eyes which hold silent occult kingdoms
I'd like if you'd you survey the landscape, see the brilliant scenes,
Hues that elude explanation

Once, I dreamed of a kingdom where a chorus of angels
Hummed in unison a deafening canon; it vibrated and
Reverberated into every nerve and synapse of my being
I want you to go there with me, it's a place you've been before
When you took your first breath, and the first time you learned to trust
It's in the scent of her hair as she cradled you in her arms

We are ever so fleeting, darling, time is so inconsequential
By the time we draw our next breath, the blink of an eye
We have settled into the mire of the earth
So forgive the urgency of this request
And the warm breath against your cheek
Burning my memory in you
Writing my heart's
Desire into the stars

Mood: In a sharing mood

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Mistress_Thanatella
Untimely Demise
March 20, 2015, 04:20:pm
Slimy decaying flesh,
Rotted out eyes.
Slipping down the carcass,
An untimely demise.

Brain corroded to mush,
Skull fractured & cracked.
Limbs torn & cut,
Torso now abstract.

Teeth of sharp shrapnel,
Torn into bits.
Up to the pearly gates?
Or down to the pits?

Where will you have gone,
My last little friend?
When I take your life
& send you to the end.

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Tam

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Untimely Demise
March 20, 2015, 06:18:pm
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and thus the powerpuff girls were born!

strangedoll

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Untimely Demise
March 20, 2015, 07:00:pm
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Sugar. Spice. And everything nice.

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friskyfox3
March 12, 2015, 03:57:pm
Been with my man a year today
Gone so quick

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jfk1963

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March 12, 2015, 10:48:pm
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when a person does their best do not scold him for his failure. ~George Washington ~

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Mistress_Thanatella
Immortal Kiss
March 11, 2015, 11:10:pm
Immortal Kiss

Whips of the tongue
across an open wound,
the sweet taste of blood
not a moment too soon.

A glimmering eye,
an unsuspecting glimpse,
caught by surprise
of passion incensed.

Iron & rust
flow from the lips,
teasing the tongue
a glorious gift.

Drops in the throat,
muscles constrict,
a deep hearten moan
while tasting a kiss.

A slow beating heart
screams with intent,
the soul of the damned
his will must insist.

Blood drawn to blood
her heart beats with his,
The feel of his touch
too strong to resist.

With whips of the tongue
the wound is wiped clean,
the essence of blood
fulfillment of needs.

The look in his eye
for he knows she is his,
she could not deny
his immortal kiss.

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Draculas_DeaD_Bride

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Immortal Kiss
March 12, 2015, 12:51:am
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Beautiful

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