Heyy everybody!!! I missed you guys so much <3
Things have changed for me lately, I'm being accepted by more people, and I'm now in baseball <3
I'm actually gonna be going to a tournament on my birthday which is in like 3 weeks.
Anyways, I'm still not sure if I'll be on here slot. But I'm gnna try and get on here as much as I can... Love ya guys byeee <3
I still feel the shame and pain. I just stood there. I didn't know what else to do. I was babysitting my little 2 year old Naomi. He smelt of alcohol. James and his girlfriend were still moving in across the hall. I only seen him one other time besides this day. When my friend's drunk neighbor came over Camille (her mum, my friend) left and so did the neighbors girlfriend with his daughter. He randomly knocked on the door, I answered it and he came in saying, 'Naomi, look at you! you're such a big girl now!' Then he looked at me and asked where Camille was. "She had to go do somethings for a bit. Can I help you with something?" "No, I just wanted to check up on Naomi." The first thing that crossed my mind was that he had no reason or purpose of being here. He knew that Naomi and I were alone. He asked Naomi if she wanted to see his daughter(Olivia)'s toys and her room. So we went in there appartment and she played with her toys for a bit then he brought out a scooter and asked Naomi if she wanted to try it out. He asked me if it was alright. I said it was fine but then she needed to be fed and put to bed. It was raining and she played with the scooter. After about 7 minutes, we went back inside. I said good-bye to James(the drunk neighbor which also is very known in town for being a theif) I wouldn't let him in the house besides the doorway. He asked Naomi for a hug good-bye, and then a high5, two high-5's, thumbs up, and then he started to tickle her. That's when I saw his had touch her... There. My heart hit the ground and I choacked up with no words to come out. And, it wasn't just one time. It was 3 to 4 times he did it. I think one time was a accident but the other ones weren't. Then, he asked for a kiss on the lips from her. And, she tried to kiss him on the cheek but he wouldn't let her. He told her to kiss him on the lips. She didn't, thank God. Then, I shut and locked the door and I watched a movie with Naomi til' her mom came back. And, we talked in the car about what happened...
way too many fakes on this sites..ugh it makes me sick why can't you just be bloody you -.- this is really pissing me off....i bet 90% of the people I talk to are fake..ugh just go shit your pants man
maybe im just nervous so now im trying too hard...
i feel stupid cause i cant talk right around you..
or i try everythig i can to make you happy...
im worried that ill make you not like me because im me..
because i worry...
v.v
i just feel like your so far out of my league....
that ill never have a chance...
i know what you mean leave vf for a while and everyone practically forgets your existence >.>
why can't you just be bloody you -.- this is really pissing me off....i bet 90% of the people I talk to are fake..ugh just go shit your pants man 
