Like 4-5 years ago,
There use to be this really fucked up yet amazing cult.
I don't remember the name,
But I really miss it.
Its gone now obviously,
But I miss how VF use to be.
Now its just... pathetic?
I don't even know.
Its no where near the same.
I don't even know what I'm really ranting about,
I just felt like saying something.
Ignore all of this junk.
Mood: Not Sure. Music: Dope-you spin me right around
Your mind seems to be an enigma, just like mine...but as of the moment...I just fucking hate myself right now, body and mind...yet I don't have the means to change anything about me right now....I piss myself off so bad....
Why are you so messy??
Why don't you cooperate??
P.s. Please stop smelling so bad when I put hot glue on you. K??
Trying to finish my tail before the 14th. Trying to finish ankle thingies before the 14th(wtf are you!!). I swear this bitch looks so simple but requires so much work I almost regret my neighbors looking at me like "The fuq??" while I spray paint in the driveway. (If anyone needs help for BRS STRength cosplay let me know how I can help.)
I can't cope.
I've lost the will to speak.
I won't be getting on anymore.
At least for a while.
I just can't bring myself to handle humanity right now.
I broke up with an amazing girl who didn't even deserve it and I will continue to hate myself for it and hope she remains alright.
I have spent two hours being lectured because the speaker have the nerve to assume I was a crackhead and an abuser, and during the gumbi project she snickered. And did a few minor things that really pissed me off. It shouldn't have but it did. Like really? You came to speak about this stuff and yet your doing it? I just.. I don't know...
Oh and not to mention three of my friends are hospitalised and I was JUST Informed about it this morning..
Anna is the one doing the best out of the three, her ligaments were crushed and fucked up so badly they had to amputate her arm, some possible internal bleeding, and a few other issues. But the other two are far more fucked up than she is.
I guess tristen was drinking and driving over a bridge and they were in a truck and hayleigh wasn't even buckled, and they went too fast, hit a bump, truck flew up off the bridge and rolled about 5 times.
Phill was in the car behind and called a teacher of ours who called the police,
Phill was arressted because he wasn't exactly clean.
But the three friends of mine got jacked up badly. At least their currently alive..
I just.. I just wanna talk anymore..
You can text if you want,
Or message me on fb.
I'm not promising a fast response but ill reply every now and then.
Mood: Upset In Every Possible Way. Music: Orianthi-According To You
2: Algebra - Sitting for two hours pretending I know shit that I really don't only so the bitch of a teacher doesn't make me sit in the damn spanish room again.
Focus: - We do nothing in that class for 40 minutes so I can talk or take a freakin nap if everyone is magically silent
4: World History - I'm failing with straight Fs and don't have my project done so who gives a fuck. Ill prolly sleep through it.
6: English - Someone should really tell the teacher that the assignment we started like last week, yeah I have no clue what the hell we've been doing, nor have I actually written anything besides "I Think ... *insert drawing of monkey eating a taco here*"
Mood: Tired !! Music: Story of the year-Until the day i die
I saw this really hot chick earlier and as she started to speak to me,
My friend, Astrid, who was dressed up as some yellow mylittlepony shit with her studded collar, quickly responded with her "creep" smile threatening her in german,
Then aaron decided to basically go stalker mode and chase the girl after she started running away....
I don't think that girl will be taking german next year...
Neither will the child whose mother I accidentally backhanded....
I GOT TO SEE TAYLOR<3 LIKE OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE'S COMING BACK!!! Don't ask who she is for I might burst in excitement while trying to explain.
Now, I jacked up my ankle and I haz the flu so ima go to bed.
I love you all and ill share some amazing videos/stories of what has become my night.
(Shit happened so from 3:30 - 6:00 me and the jeremy hung out around town so I got a few awesome videos of his stupidity.)
Tom, a good friend of mine. Gara, whatever xD Jordan, she was behind me asking for a flyer and I didn't know and I was talking with my friend and I kinda speak with my hands so when I flung my arm I kinda hit her.
Sounds like a messed up situation. Hopefully the girl you backhanded realized it was a mistake, and hopefully hot chick doesn't get permanently discouraged from taking German classed. I always thought of German as a nice language.