It was a productive day. I successfully ruled my chiller at work, got home, went to see my future kitten, booked another house viewing... oh the joy.
Situation at work will be getting a bit stressful for me. Some decisions has been made that I'm not happy with. Time will tell if I manage to overcome this. I just have to wait and see what happens for now.
Anyways I'm off to sleep. Hubster is at work and I'm covered with cats that wants to cuddle up with me through the night. Hopefully they'll at least let me sleep. Got an early wake up again tomorrow -.-
An edited version of my current status, but I believe it deserves to be it's own journal....
I'm reaching the end of my rope with the drama on this site. If it continues, I'm deleting and blocking all the immature people involved. I'm sick of looking at my friend updates, journals, and responses only to read about something ELSE that managed to happen in the 5minutes I was offline. You're ALL acting like children
I'm not going to get involved in it because several people who are, are all my friends on here. People can do whatever the fuck they want, enough said - beit sexy pictures or trolling. It's the world of the internet and shit happens, EVERYONE involved on this just needs to grow the hell up and deal with it, or get the fuck off
Maybe it's just me, but I prefer the validity and meaning behind the relationships on fetlife. Personally, I don't put anything that isn't true for mine, but so many people do.
"Owner of" "Owned by"
"Master to" "slave to"
These are the ones that irk me the most, though "married to" and "divorced from" are also abused. Let's face it, you're likely not ACTUALLY in an D/s relationship with 8 different people, or are a devoted slave to several Masters. Stop putting down these relationships with so many people when you likely have no idea just how major those relationships are in real life.
Indeed... bugs me seeing any adults acting as teens when it comes to relationship statuses tbh.. it's part the reason so many people ignore a status in their manner of approach, they've been conditioned to it being nonsensical / meaningless.
I take them seriously only in a spiritual sense... difficult to explain here. Otherwise, I totally agree with you, they are mostly just a gimmick copied from Fetlife and not really used properly, so people take them seriously when they shouldn't, and at the same time, many people also don't take them seriously enough.
I don't care if you make fun of me for my weight, my looks, my sexuality, my hair color, my two left feet, or my overall derpy qualities. But one thing I can't stand is when you make fun of my forgetful nature.
I've never been good at remembering things, which is why I make lists and sticky notes all the time (unfortunately I usually forget I made them or loose them completely). It's my burden to bear and yes, I do struggle with it; it makes a lot of things hard for me.
I don't care if you're my best friend or some random person I just met - making fun of my lack of memory is the one of the quickest ways to get on my bad side. Especially if you TAKE something of mine - convincing me that I lost it somewhere, only to admit to me hours upon hours later that you had it the whole time.
I don't take kindly to such things. At all.
Ugh... Have I ever mentioned how much I hate people?
yeah that sucks. I hate it when people do stuff like that. there is this guy that a bunch of people I know hang out with. He picked up someones cell phone off the table and another guys wallet and had it in his pocket for like 20 minutes... and then he takes it out and goes "you're lucky i'm nice"its like... wtf... we all were sitting here and didn't see you do that... makes me wonder if he's just beenn stealing from everyone he hangs out with
i dont make fun of anyone for any of that and join the club my memory is pretty shitty id forget my head if it wasnt attached ive probly lost more things than i own but i still get by tho i dont like people making a big deal out of to when i forget something simple especially with math and sorry about the bad grammar my cursor is being retarded so im not gonna bother going back and correcting
On Saturday me and my Mr are going to view our possible future flat. It looks lovely in the pictures and I hope it's as lovely in real. I can't wait to move out and start our life together properly! Finally some peace and quiet and our own space. And of course I'm looking forward decorating our place as well. He has a strong artistic side in him but he said I can take care of the decorating because he knows I love that kind of stuff!
Another thing this week I realised that I've found the passion to my work again! Or maybe it's just the painkillers that causes this, haha! My back still hurts and I have to take strong painkillers at work just to get through the day. I'm constantly "high" but I get everything done just fine. My colleagues are being supportive on me and looking after me which I'm grateful for. But all in all I'm back in charge and everything is going smoothly. Couldn't be happier with the situation.
So I saw an old friend earlier. I'm talking long-time friend (2nd grade to about 2013ish). She and I are similar in the sense that neither one of us will ever be the first to start conversation - so, that results in us both talking very little via phone/internet. But whenever we would be around each other in person, things would go back to how they used to be; it was nice.
Anyways, I see her and I get excited - long time friend, why wouldn't i be? She sees me and what does she do?
"Oh... Hey, M"
Um, okay I know we haven't talked in forever, but you could at least act pleased to see me - not shrug me off like we were never close.
Old friend, new personality
April 09, 2014, 10:44:pm
It's alright. She isn't worth my time anymore. I put in the effort to try and stay friends with her and be there for her, but she isn't willing to do the same or even associate with me. I'm better off without her
Another annoyance: When girls whine about being fat and they're clearly not.
"I'm 5'5" and weigh 150lbs, I'm so faaaaaat "
Bitch, shut the hell up. It's nothing but a cry for attention/poor self-esteem issues. Both if which need addressed and corrected
If you really think you're that bad, get the fuck up off your ass and do something about it. Don't cry to the VF community about it, because you're either going to get the people who will be all "aww you're not fat" or the ones without sympathy (like me) who will agree and tell you to get off the goddamn computer and do some laps or somethin'
I'm fat and it suuuuuuuucks :(
April 07, 2014, 10:11:pm
Dear Lexxy,I didn't go through your pictures but I did see the ones on your front profile page. I simply think you are gorgeous. I don't get the entire ideal of being perfectly skinny in society. Honestly though, why would you want that. I mean, a little fat is okay. Hell, in my opinion, what's the fun in cuddling with a stick. They barely have the body warmth to share. Plus it feels just like that, like you are literally cuddling a stick. If people give you shit about it, fuck em! Who cares what they think. You are a beautiful girl and I am sure you have a brilliant personality to accompany your beautiful face.
I'm fat and it suuuuuuuucks :(
April 07, 2014, 10:17:pm
ThePianist - Thank you very much. I'm loosing weight as a side-effect of being healthier. I cut pop and and choosing healthier snacks; not for the weightloss - but for improved health. I'm not concerned with the number on the scale or the size of my waist. If anything, I just want to do some toning because I personally am not thrilled with how I look. I mean, sure I look good to others; but I want to be thrilled when I look in the mirror. I'm not too far off. I have a couple journals up about my little "health quest," detailing my goal. Weightloss was and still isn't my goal, it's health. Besides, I'm never going to be that tiny because I have naturally really wide hips Also, my name isn't Lexxy. That's my Master's
Today was an absolute nightmare at work! Everything went alright until it hit 12 pm. That's when some of the production staff came in and invaded the whole warehouse! I nearly had a nervous breakdown and so did my "wife". Not only those fuckers invaded the warehouse, they also had no respect to us what so ever! If you see and hear a forklift approaching you and beeping at you, a normal person would step out of the way so they wouldn't get run over. Well, not these idiots. Not only I had to babysit them but I also had to tell them to move the fuck out of the way, all I got was some really disrespectful looks as if I was the worst bitch in the world, haha!
In their normal shift they probably don't have to watch out for forklifts but now they were on my shift. And when it's my shift, it's my fucking rules and my warehouse! And I ain't having anyone ran over in my shift no matter how tempting it sounds.