Excellent. I'm off sick now. My back decided to trap a nerve and I've been in agony for last couple of weeks so I went to the doctors today, I got sick of the pain and it hasn't got any easier. Doctor recommended I'd be off from work this week and he prescribed some strong painkillers to ease the pain (and mess my head I see). There's probably going to be a huge guilt trip waiting for me when I phone in tomorrow morning.
I'm gutted that my other half still has to go to work every night, I wish he could just stay home with me oh well, I'll see him in the morning when he gets home. Apparently it's been well busy at work and the night shift has left a right mess for my shift to clean up and it will be like that for whole week so I seemed to pick the right time to be off lol!
These painkillers are fun. I've had these before in the past but I forgot how badly they actually mess my head. At least I'm in my happy place
I was joking around with my boss and a couple guys at work about how Eric (my boss) is almost done with police academy and will soon be a legit police officer in around 5 weeks. Eric asked a couple guys if he could taze them if he payed them some cash. One said he'd do it for 20, another said 40. I injected myself into the conversation and said he could taze me for 30. And if he wanted, he could tear gas me for some extra cash (not sure what I'll charge for that yet).
So what do you think? Good idea? Bad idea? It's easy money and not fatal, so I don't see why not
P.S if I do it, I'll probably record it and post the video on here lol
Seriously down rating someone and harassing them cause they refuse to show you their boobs. Some guys are fucked up. Blocked and bombed what a prick.
Hate when people get mad at you for stupid shit. Sorry I ain't no hoe about to show you my fucking vagina and boobs. Lame fuck your self!
I started to receive phone calls from unknown number again a while ago. I strongly suspect it's my colleagues missus trying to wind me up again. My other half had enough of this harassment and had a word with this colleague. If this childish crap won't end, we'll get restraining order and he will have to find a new job, so good luck with that. He didn't seem to understand why he'd have to find a new job so my Mr Smith had to make it a bit clearer to him. He can't seriously think that he can stay where he is now since I work there.
I set my phone to automatically reject all calls from unknown number but that didn't seem to stop this obsessed psycho bitch. 3 automatically rejected calls appeared in my call log the other night. Too bad she didn't call when I turned all my calls to Mr Smiths phone because he has a few things to say to this psycho.
I'm sure she'll start calling me again soon enough. It just amazes me that someone can be so obsessed. After all she should be mad at her other half, not me. He was the one coming on to me, I kept rejecting him and she knows this since she's seen the messages. But in her mind I'm the bad guy here. Besides why would anyone want to be with someone they can't trust? She should get some self respect!
Awh... spent an amazing weekend with my Mr Smith and now I'm home gone to bed without him :/ He's at work and I'll see him in the morning but I struggle to sleep without him. I feel safe and loved in his arms.
Last night we had a bit of a disagreement about few things. I felt like he wasn't willing to accept me for who I am after all. At the end we sat down, had a proper talk and got through it. Just when I think I couldn't possibly love him any more than I already do, he goes and makes me love him even more. Now I'm absolutely sure that there's nothing we wouldn't get through.
Yes, this is definitely what I want. Truly. A life with him. I want him by my side every step of the way and I know that's exactly where he will be no matter what.
Can't wait till next weekend. It will be our date weekend (we have those once a month). I will take him to my track and teach him a few things about racing. After that we'll go bowling and have dinner. It will be fun for sure, since we both know how to make each other laugh and we enjoy each others company. If there's such a thing as perfect relationship, this must be it!
i don't bite...hard - i am afraid to even use my teeth during sex and if i do, i'm biting my own lip. i am me - i have no idea how to identify myself because i am too focused on my daily tasks to care. i have never attempted introspection because it frightens me to be alone with my thoughts i love all types of music - my knowledge of music is very limited and i prefer a desire to fuck the lead singer before i bother listening. life sucks - i'm terrible at improving my life and view my world as a series of minute disappointments that i relive in my mind every day i could be your best friend or your worst enemy - if i don't want to fuck you or have hopes of fucking you in the future, i'll become antisocial and aggressive with you make love not war - i have no understanding of militarism as a national policy and cover it up by fucking everyone to avoid confrontation in my personal life i don't care what people think - my self esteem is based purely on whether others want to fuck me and how much i am fitting into their definition of acceptable behavior
I really hate when people post, "I'm bisexual, and if you don't like that, then FUCK OFF!" Really? You think that anybody on an alternative culture website is going to get upset because you like both sexes? I'm bi, and I still find people who say that phrase retarded. The music one gets me, because anybody who says that they listen to all music, usually listen to one genre. Oh, they will have multiple genres in their library, but almost all songs will belong to one genre, it happens all the time where I live, every girl here claims to love every type of music, EVERY GIRL, but country will be all they listen to, sure, they like some rap and pop, maybe some generic rock, but they truly forget that there is more music than those. Basically that phrase is the sign that I should avoid somebody, because if we hang out, all I will hear is the exact same music I heard over the radio at work earlier, and most likely I'll hear the same songs played over and over just while hanging out with them, because their music taste is the exact opposite of what they claim. "I love all types of music"="I have very narrow music tastes because I only listen to what the media hypes, which is the same bullshit over and over, but that's the only music I've ever payed attention to, so I think that it's all that exists."Sorry for my rant, the music one just presses my buttons, and not in the sexy way. OMG I'M SO RANDOM xD
I went racing today and I discovered a side of me I've never seen before. On first round some idiot used me as his breaks and rammed in to me. I had a massive go at him and my blood was boiling. On second round some other idiot used me as his breaks TWICE! On the second impact I snapped totally. I hunt him down to the next corner and smashed right in to him pushing him to the barriers and forcing him to spin. I slowed down while I passed him and asked him how does it feel?!!
I was still fuming when I got to the pits but I was also shocked. I've never acted this aggressively before. I've been smashed by idiots before but I've never went for revenge :o
I'm not sure if I should be proud of my behaviour or not (probably not) but never the less, word of wisdom: if you go on the track and you have no experience of proper racing, you have no idea of racing lines and you're slow even you think you're the fastest ever... When you see a proper racing driver approaching you, DO NOT CHALLENGE! DO NOT FUCKING GO FOR IT! They're not there to race you and you won't stand a chance so by getting in the way you're only digging yourself a hole.
Beautiful skintone are you single? How are you today I'm Alize btw, Dawnguard haha awesome I love Skyrim I never had the chance to play that dlc, have you played heathfire or dragonborn? I actually heard u can mount a dragon!! I looked at some of ur pics great progress on weightloss! I have a lot of questions for you I'm trying not to fill up this message too much.
I have a Master, so technically no I'm not single
My profile actually says "Dawnstar" and I haven't played any of the dlc sadly
And yeah, I've been working on my weight for a while. I'm using a combination of recommended routines from my Master and simpler exercises designed to keep curves and tone.
haha, alright what are your questions?
Lol master? That's so ridiculous how can u call a loser master? lmfao
Hmm... Entertain and enlighten me; how is he a "loser?"
I'm also curious as to what happened to your civil attitude with your first message. By the way, that's only one question
Don't you want someone like me
Lol Answer my question first. How is my Master a loser?
I'll answer what I feel like answering, do u want to be mine or not?
That can work both ways. I only answer people who treat me with respect, and you're failing miserably
I don't have time for games, I want you to myself
Prove you deserve to have me
The fact that you don't even know what to do to prove you deserve to have me is proof enough that you don't. Tsk. How about you talk it out with my most wonderful Master, like a man, and see what he has to say about this. I'll wait.
I don't know what your talking about I told you I don't have time for games
neither do I. Have fun being blocked
Just when I say that I'm not in a position to take in any unnecessary stress, shit gets real. My closest cousin is in hospital fighting for his life. I'm stuck in UK and he's in Finland. There's nothing I can do and I can't even be there for him. It's killing me. He's in intensive care, been quite a while now and his situation doesn't look good. I don't know what to do. I feel useless.
Also one of the cats that I had to leave to my mums when I moved to UK 3 years ago, is seriously ill. She has some sort of infection and her situation doesn't look good either. Mum said she might have to take her to the vets on weekend to put her down. Again, I feel totally useless. I don't even know what to say.