There's a space inside my head reserved for all the dead...hearts that once bloomed inside those empty rooms.
Bleached without a trace we hide all our pain inside the only spot meant for all our gloom.
I went to help a patient that was calling me for assistance. There was a cricket it tried to kill me. I swear little bugger jumped on me. I screamed and ran away.
I tried squishing the cricket and he jump around so I pushed him with a broom as best I could screaming around and got him out of the area and my patient was just laughing at me. Thought it was the greatest thing to see someone who's supposed to be helping get all scared and run away.
After the little bug got away I went and finished assisting my patient. The patient was all smiles ha ha.
Would love to change time or travel anywhere anytime would make things so much easier. Sometimes life just grabs you by the who who and you can't really do anything. If things were easier it would work out so much better. Sometimes its very frustrating and disappointing for things not to work out how you want. If only there were more hours in the day or just less of a busy life. Try and try I might but just having difficulties. Want this but it's just hard. Have confidence and push on. I got this.
Seriously people have no idea how much it hurts to be put down for your race. Today was called swine and a Squa because I'm Native American. Pretty glad I just told them I'm Native American and proud of my culture and walked away. However it has bugged me all day.
Some people think when they hear Native American or see us they think we're dirty, welfare bums, alcoholics, ect ect there's so many bad labels put on us.
I'm 26 work in nursing in a mental hospital. Have my own place. No children yet. Have never been drunk. Own my own vehicle. Proud of who I am and what I've accomplished in life so far. My culture and heritage is part of me. I'm proud of my people. Why focus on the bad things about a race? We're all different we're not all the same. I'm not a stereotype. I am me.
Sometimes not being able to sleep can be so frustrating. Feel irritable and whinny. Being sick and not being able to sleep is torture gah!! D,: just want a hug, warm blanket, rest, and to feel better.
Where's cuddles when you need them.
Have an infatuation for a man named Felix.
How easy it is to light desire in ones soul. It's like wearing rose coloured glasses. Makes me happy. Such a shy beautiful being. Blissful thoughts ha. Gotta love meeting new interesting people.