I love VampireFreaks! I´ve met very cool special people through here! The most beautiful sweet girl is Shiivy
I still remember the first time I met her in person and she was so kind to tour me around her nice city :P
2 years later we keep in touch and today I´m sick at home feeling terrible and this arrived!
VIELEN DANK Shiivy
My faeries are also very greatful for the acorns from Gloriette Park!
From Austria with LOVE!
November 21, 2014, 03:28:am
the mannerschnitten looks like you ate some before you took a picture you're a great person and i'm so happy, that i made you happy with this. i would love to meet you again! ifk if i'll come to costa rica anytime in the near future, but i would love to get a tour around your city too!! <3 i can't wait for your sweets also, get well soon hun!! and now: enjoy eating all of that
Watching Johnny Bravo at work and he's trying to pick up this lady who's clearly not interested
She tells him "I have a boyfriend"
He responds by saying "you look like the kinda girl that would have 2"
Couldn't believe it ha ha was too funny.
Doing the night shift in health care facilities is boring my patients just sleep ha. The night duties take maybe 2hrs of time in total the rest of the time you just sit here. The odd time patients need something but not often.
Dying of boredom.
Guess it's time to pull out my sketch book and do some portraits ha
Going on day 6 in the hospital.
My liver was failing and giving up so got admitted to the closest hospital while 2 hrs away from home. Apparently I nearly died I just know I was really sick.
Finally was able to eat real food today for the first time in days.
My immune system has been low due to my liver being damaged. Each day it's slowly getting better. In my time in the hospital with my low immune system I contracted a cold and abdominal infection. Needless to say I've spent most my time here in bed.
Today I tried walking around got dizzy severely tired and had to spend the rest of my time in bed.
This has been a rough week.
Odd thing is I've never been a drinker or a drug user I don't even smoke. Had I not gotten so ill I would have never known my liver was in any danger. My doctor calls it a silent killer.
Thankfully though my liver is healthy enough so I don't need a transplant. It's damaged and the doctor doesn't know when I can go home. He's hoping for in a week or so at earliest. Right now I wouldn't survive without the 24/7 IV meds pumping through my veins. As for my infection started an antibiotic which should take no time at all to get better and a colds a cold I can deal with it.
The worst part for me is being stuck somewhere I don't know not being able to do anything. My boyfriend comes to visit it spends a few hours a day with me which I'm thankful for. Just can't wait to get better be able to walk around again, work, and go home
Ok seriously need to vent this shit cause it made so mad lol. Mainly because of how people poke fun of homeless individuals.
I live near a city called Winnipeg. Today I joined a web group that's kind of like a mean while in Winnipeg page. Suppose to be funny.
So took a scroll through the page it was mainly photos of homeless people in Winnipeg a lot passed out or sleeping.
People were making fun of there clothes what they were doing where they slept.
The 2 photos that made me angry was one a man was sleeping on the ground wrapped in a lawn hose while one man stuck his ass in his face while another stood by laughing and someone took the picture. So many people though it was funny and so great. To me it was degrading and disgusting for anyone to do to a person.
The other one was a photo of a homeless person sleeping in an ally on a make shift bed. Some drunk women posted a photo of her standing by him laughing. Then she commented on how disgusting he was and made fun of him and where he was sleeping.
There was a homeless women sleeping on the ground in one picture and the person pulled her top up and took a photo.
Needless to say I left the group it was more of a group page to poke fun at homeless people.
Instead of helping someone or lending a hand people would rather pull out there phones take a picture and post it online. Not to mention touching someone when their asleep is fucked up.
People were leaving comments on how there just drunk people, just bums, dirty natives, "Just because we live in a city with 100 intoxicated native people talkn an doin fuckdup shit everday", "your gunna get raped like all the aboriginal women in canada!","at least the less fortunate can't see this or there's be tons of drama","stupid drunk Indian drinking Lysol"
Fact Manitoba has many native people there are more people with native in their blood than any other race so the majority of homeless people are native. Not to mention there are no jobs on reserves, inadequate schooling, no place for the homeless to go but Winnipeg so they can survive. Blah anyways I'll stop my ranting.
Apparently I'm a no fun bitch for repotting the photos of nudity and the group it's self. Seriously though if I was passed out and naked and someone took a picture instead of helping and I find out first they'd have sexual exploitation changes and I'd probably fuck them up.
My rant. You don't need to read.
September 05, 2014, 04:54:am
Actually you should report the people who pulled up the woman's shirt. Thats actually a sex crime and they should be punished. People like this deserve to be taken out back and shot. I hope karma is real. Report this to the athorities please!
I wear corsets from time to time. When I would wear them it would be a short period of time a few hours.
Started corset training. Know nothing really about it.
Did not know about corset liners. Wore a corset for 16hrs. Have bruises on my back and sides. Wore it again yesterday with a liner wasn't too bad.
The corset I'm using for waist training is waist clench. It fits beautifully. Not sure how tight I should put it though.
Have a few other corsets but they're the full corset. Which I find with training and wearing for countless hours makes breathing a little restricted.
Would rather have information on corset training passed down to me from someone who's actually done it rather then going to google.
Sunday I did something I haven't ever done before. I feel blah about it. Made me feel not myself. I know I can't change it. No one is judging me for it or cares. It's just my self moral. It's as though I have disappointed myself. Can't even bring myself to say what I did. People do it all the time just my first time doing something like it. Disrespect to my body. Makes me feel careless and not responsible.
My biggest critic is myself.