Definitely need to play the table games! Roulette is extremely fun and fast and poker, well that requires skill because you're not playing the game, you're playing the people. Blackjack, everyone is friendly and willing to help out. There might be a few that leave because they're trying to count the system but still.
ok so today facebook gave me 7 days add block.
what that mean i can add anyone aka send friend Requests on facebook for 7 days
simple cause so many people on here and on other place online i hang ask me to add them
facebook fine it weird that i add so many people in such a short time
how dumb is that.
and that no all
facebook forced me to change my profile picture cuz it wasnt a picture of me.
but a band picture ..
how dumb is that.
if anyone want to add my facebook please ask me.
i cant add anyone my self for the next week
u know the feeling when u talk to someone for days on for hours in awhile?
its nice isnt it.
but what if that person suddenly lets say lost the net connect. computer broke. found a bf/gf and disconnected from the world.
and about a year later. if he/she get new net/computer or break up with the bf/gf
suddenly they come back and go all (i missed u soo much) and all that bla bla Bull shit.
even worst when they dont ever remember u when u used to talk everyday.
just though about it.
after someone here on vf. which i didnt talk to in ages suddenly came back
did it happen to anyone else?
It has happened to me and it was a close friend he got a girlfriend and forgot he had friends and ignored everyone and then a few months later they broke up,and he came back saying oh i missed you and was acting as if nothing he did happened. regardless if im single or in a relationship i dont ignore my friends because when shit hits the fan your friends are going to be there for you...
your basicly the last resort, the person who decides to stick you in the heart , with what you think is cupids arrow , is nothing but an illusions covering up there fact its poisons now tossing and turning inside of you , make you mentally feel like shit once, that moment comes into play, and then you pretty much figure out all it was a virus >.>
More like when does that not happen.. people today never give a shit about friends. I must've been born in the wrong time or something because I never will understand the sad, miserable people who act like that.
For months now I've been holding onto, what seems like, a fragile bubble of self-loathing and negativity.
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night in tears, unable to control myself, just thinking of too many things at once. It's so overwhelming I feel like I'm crippled, and might not live to see the morning. But yet, somehow, I manage to pull my walls back up and shield myself from everything that plagues me, and I fall back asleep to be wracked by nightmares and prophetic dreams.
Only to wake, tired and lethargic, to repeat the process over again.
My creativity, on the other hand, has been flowing, if in no other way than words and images.
Thoughts, phrases, images I never thought possible have been swirling in my being and consuming me whole. So much so that even when my mind does overtake me, there is still a certain degree of reprieve to be found within myself.
Then again, maybe this is just delusional speculation...
So i was redoing my Favorites and shit list
they are really old from when i just got here many years ago
so just to make sure u understand how they work for me.. at least
is for people i love to talk to and people i talk to a lot.
thank you guys u earn it
Well that for assholes who act like assholes.
and no it isnt like someone who was just not nice.
im talking about really rude people who have no respect to anyone but them self
so they are on my shit list. and people 5 people on my shit list.
probably the newest gonna get bombed.
well unless ur really are an asshole. then ull gonna get it months.
to make sure people know who u are
ok too much talking
Love You All
Miss so Many of u. so message me
P.s Pasche stop saying my journal are Negative. Love u too.
Mood: Hyper Music: Marylin Manson - Heart Shaped Glasses