Alright, for anyone that wants to know, I know it has been awhile since I've done anything in here. Truth be told, since I don't have internet at home and can only use it sparingly, I've thought about deleting my account. I'm not going to do anything of the sort yet though. I may end up doing it anyway what with the baby on the way though.
I don't think I've posted anything in here about him in awhile, not since my 6th week or later. I am now 34 weeks and 4 days about and have an estimated 6 weeks left of pregnancy. My doctor has now made two people I know of go into early labor when check for dilatation and she starts checking me in three weeks, so we could expect baby then. Speaking of which, the baby is a boy and his name is David Michael Lee Daggitt, but I'm calling him Mikey. Poor child is going to be confused. Lol
I am also going back to school for Human Resources Managment, have a wonderful boyfriend, and will hopefully be married by Spring of next year. I also could have a new job in my future based off of being apart of work study from financial aid ^.^
There's a little update on me. I hope the rest of you are doing well!
Mood: Happy Music: Second and Sebring-Of Mice and Men
There's a question mark in the place of a spark
That used to be an answer
Aiming straight for the heart he missed his mark and
The arrow turned to cancer, no no
Now you get so high that you still can't fly
And you wonder if you're really where you want to be
'Cause the sun don't rise if you close your eyes
And you're sinking low, I thought you'd like to know
Like me, you're drowning in a daydream
There's a man who watches over me
There's a man where I used to be
Mr. Tambourine play one more song for me
'Cause I gotta leave, I lost what I believed
There's a snake up in the tree
Only hearing what he sees
But the years go by and you don't know why
Did you take it all for granted?
Now you get so low that you can't say no
And you wonder if you're really where you want to be
'Cause the tide does rise and it's no surprise
That it washes you away, now you're far from home
Like me, you're drowning in a daydream
There's a man who watches over me
There's a man where I used to be
Mr. Tambourine play one more song for me
'Cause I gotta leave, I lost what I believed
There's a man who watches over me
There's a man where I used to be
Mr. Tambourine play one more song for me
'Cause I gotta leave, I lost what I believed
Read more: CORROSION OF CONFORMITY - DROWNING IN A DAYDREAM LYRICS
Damn so all this none stop work is paying off. I just got a fat fucking check this week. All my bills are paid too, shit. Time to get some tasty bud and treat myself to something. II'm in such a good mood I'll even treat someone else. Anyone feel like getting something? Ahahahha
Got news today about what caused Isabella's sudden death. She had an abnormality in her heart. There is some closure in knowing this, but...my heart aches still. All I want is to be there with her mother and be able to say goodbye to Bella the way I really wanted to. I'll be there one day though...I love you sweet girl. You'll forever hold a place in my heart.
Isabella Anne Lane
11/11/09 ~ 02/06/13
<3
Mood: Sore Hearted Music: "Stars" - Grace Potter & The Nocturnals
How do you want your Dash to be remember? Let me explain this one, what is the difference in a new born crying for the first time, and an old man taking his last few breathes? It is the dash, a simple keystroke, that when we die sums up the things in our lives. The people we hurt, the people we helped, the ones we loved, the ones we hated, and the one my lost. The moments we had all come down to a dash. 1946-2013, what happened in his dash, was he married, was he single, was he a husband, an uncle, a father, a grandfather? How will people remember you? How do you want people to remember your dash?
thats always good news! I hate bills haha
