So! After four very difficult weeks on a VERY strict diet, this girl has manage to lose 26 pounds and her pants won't stay up around her waist. I have never been this happy about my clothes not fitting!!!
I stopped smoking pot a couple months ago because of my new job. I miss the bliss it gave me, but i know it was good to stop.
but now i have started to smoke cigs. i am firmly against it, but here i am. i cant tell anyone because they would kill me. I only smoke one like every week or two, but im scared i will start doing it more and more. I am also scared that if my fiance finds out, he will leave me. He is completely against even, even more then me.
i dont know what to do. I like the dizzy feeling it gives me that pot also gave me. Im addicted to letting myself go, whether its smoking or drinking. and with all the stress of work and bills, its even harder to stay away from anything.
I dont know what to do. I know i need help but im scared to tell anyone. So I am telling you guys, my friends in the dark. no one knows im on here either so im not worried about anyone finding out.
I need advice and i need it badly. Hell, Im smoking as im typing this.
My response thread is messing up on me and not showing what is being posted in and that so if you posted to a roleplay that we are doing inbox me with the link as I would like to know where to go so I am not keeping people waiting.
I'm going on a little vacation for the next three days. I've been kind of stressed out, like spiraling into a depression or something s
So I'm going back to my hometown to be with family and party with friends. I'm not sure when I'll have the internet or the time, but I'll definitely try to reply to RPs and other convos when I can.
If ya don't mind, if I have an RP or convo open with you, send me a PM so I can keep track of who responded and needs a reply.