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NightSinger
Happily Ever After
April 01, 2013, 10:51:pm
Here I go again with no faith in anything at all

When I think its over I guess its time to slip and fall


I listen to the sound of the music that the heart makes and sings

Hearing happily ever after stories that end in a promise and a diamond ring


We dream about the perfect ending and seeing out knight in shining armour

The more we wait for him the longer it takes and when we search it only gets harder


To me it seems we meet the right people at the wrong time when we need to be alone

Heaven sends you an angel while facing a hell spiraling down in a funneling cone


No matter what you do just admit the things you do and you still dream of that one person

But when its time to let them go you never want to live without the shining stars and the sun


Think about it.....


His eyes locked onto yours and made your heart skip stop for a moment or two

His hair flows gently just like blanche smile that you know is too good for you


His voice makes you shiver when he calls your name

but when you accidentally touched his hand your days won't be the same


Tonight he walks away with his hazel eyes glancing back and you as if he didn't want to say good bye

Its been three weeks now and he still takes your breath away when he tells you no lie


The clock chimes for three times yet his company is never enough

Say good night but your heart races when your hands accidentally touched


Walk away slowly glancing back to the man you will protect

You slipped but fell yet even now you have no regrets


The sunset faces you and breeze flows through your hair and you know you are complete

As you stare into the horizon a gentle touch grasps your hand and you wish he will never leave


Look up into his hazel eyes that show your reflection brighter than a glowing star

Close your eyes for a second to feel his heart beat against yours he is near your heart


Rest your head on his shoulder and remember how perfect this moment as the sun goes down

His arms wrapped around you so strong that you feel so free like nothing can stop you now


As the sun falls into the night sky so do you but you know there is no more fear

Nothing could go wrong as long as you are there for him and he will be here


.......Forever.....



One year passes and your happily ever after is at its time to break at dawn

Your heart is his and his name will be yours and nothing will go wrong


Today your dreams will come true when the clocks strikes to the top at noon

You make your promise but when he walks away forever ended far too soon



............."I don't love you anymore"........



His warmth his eyes his touch his heart and his love for you doesn't exist

A hollow feeling posesses your heart and lips cold and unkissed


The burn in your eyes from your tears and the rock that chokes in your throat and you can't breathe

You're winded from beyond belief and your heart breaks but I hope you can now see


I can't live through this ever again even though I know I am still young

But when you love someone the moment you see him your pain has just begun


Four years of suffering and tears that flood my whiskey glass chained with a sythe

Fear is in my eyes and ringing in my mind forever when I fall asleep at night



......You lied........

Mood: Hollow
Music: All I Ask Of You

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NightSinger
Chains on your wrist Melody
April 01, 2013, 03:06:am
The final straw has been pulled from the cup of chances

No more faith, love, heart break, and false romances


You won't have to cry yourself to sleep at night anymore

No one is allowed in because of the closed door


I promise all the wings in your heart will no longer flutter everytime you see his face

He won't look your at your hideous eyes or hold you in his warm embrace


Love yourself because you'll face a life of no one loving you

Every beast has made it clear you're not a beauty and what they say it true


The mirrors on the wall reflect the pain on the inside

No more running because we will fear and we won't hide


The chains on your wrist are there forever made by your own doing and blade

Tonight the chains hold you by your throat and things will never be the same


All you wanted was the love that you gave back in return and the trust that could never be broken

Its a shame you will never feel the light and peace that has now and forever been stolen


Accept the fact that the world we see now is nothing but cruelty and harshness

Turn your shoulder to the false light and turn to the only thing we have darkness


No turning back from the living nightmare and no one can hurt you but yourself

Throw away your heart, drown the feelings and put everyone away on a shelf


To my dearest I beg of you to take your hand in mine or walk away from this chance

This last chance I offer to you and if you dare not take this then leave me in this trance


May the bridge you walk have all the safety and strength you will ever need

God bless the fallen and walk on until the end of the road and don't jump like me


Cut off my ear so I won't hear the harshness they speak and leave me to sing in the night

All the echos in my head is all I need to listen to and rest in peace rather than fight


Put my heart in a jar made of diamonds and set it a blaze from its icey prison

Show to my grave with a single lily and lay me in a black casket in the sun


Maybe that will show some final light through to holes like the ones in my heart

Let no one shed a tear for I have shed enough to rip everyone apart


Play me a lullaby that I wrote to lul my self to sleep and think of me as just sleeping

Think of me living the dream you never let me have just think of it a bad dream


This is my final will as if I ever had one when I was awake in your vulgar eyes

Stay the same and carry on without my hollowed smile and tretcherous lies


Maybe you won't care but I now say good night to you in the Chains On The Wrists Melody

Live in the nightmare I did but don't suffer as I in this rude awkwakening memory

Mood: Dead
Music: Don't Go -Bring Me The Horizon

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SaigePlayDead
March 23, 2013, 10:27:am
Hey, so I haven't been getting on here much lately. So if you want to message me and we can text instead.

Music: OM&M

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NightSinger
A smile on your face, that's all I want
February 21, 2013, 03:27:am
To see a smile on your face, that's all I want.
Having a conversation with you without drama is all I want.
I want to look into your eyes without any tears, its all I want.
Hearing your voice without any sobbing, that's all I want.
I'll wake up and you'll be happy, its all I want.
I want her to be by your side, if it makes you happy, that's all I want.
I will do anything to see you smile, its all I want.

I'll do anything to make you happy, even if means I'm not with you....its all I want...

Mood: heartbroken
Music: none

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SaigePlayDead
Heyyyyyyyyyy. This is important. :D
February 15, 2013, 05:13:pm
So, me and my friend Autumn are sitting here.
And we're bored as fuck and we're looking for someone to accompany us on Skype.
So, comment or inbox me your username and we'll add you.
Mk?
Mk. (:
Good day.

Mood: :DDDD
Music: Stuff

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Chihuahua

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Heyyyyyyyyyy. This is important. :D
February 15, 2013, 07:31:pm
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CodyJC95

Z3R0N3IN

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Heyyyyyyyyyy. This is important. :D
February 16, 2013, 12:17:am
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NecroZer0
zFALLEN
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Heyyyyyyyyyy. This is important. :D
February 16, 2013, 08:20:am
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I woulda

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NightSinger
How do I say no to someone nicely?
February 01, 2013, 08:32:pm
Dear Vampire Freak Friends,

Hi! Uhm...I know this might aound weird but what should I do if a guy asks me out? Like, I've only went on ONE date, and this guy is asking me a million times but here's the thing.....he has a kid, I don't want to go out with someone who has a kid (he's only 17) and he doesn't take care of the baby. He's a nice guy but how do I say no nicely? I keep making up excuses and I feel bad about it :-( HEELP?!

Mood: Weirded out
Music: In The End -Black Veil Brides

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AddictedAffection

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How do I say no to someone nicely?
February 01, 2013, 08:49:pm
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If he can't even take care of his own baby, his own blood, then he will never take care of you.

Novocain

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How do I say no to someone nicely?
February 01, 2013, 08:52:pm
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Just fucking say no, and don't judge him on his child, you don't know the story of it.
NightSinger
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How do I say no to someone nicely?
February 01, 2013, 09:19:pm
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I guess that'll work, thanks.

kronoc

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How do I say no to someone nicely?
February 05, 2013, 01:18:am
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I agree with addictedaffection, he doesnt sound like the type of person who is going to give you the amount of respect and praise you deserve. Just tell him no, follow your feelings

Novocain

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How do I say no to someone nicely?
February 05, 2013, 01:22:am
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Well, if he cannot take care of his own child, as addictedaffection has said, than how can he possibly take care of another human being? One with a voice, and needs, even wants and desires.Sounds like he himself needs work, and should work on being himself first, getting his priorities in order, and getting his chid the things that child needs and desires before another humans.Just one college student's opinion, however, the over-all decision is your own.

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XxBrookiexX
guys suck sometimes
January 30, 2013, 04:36:pm
so i found out im 4 months pregnant and the father to my baby is now engaged to the girl he cheated on me with and moving to boston and wants nothing to do with his baby Dx what the fuck so fucked up

Mood: depressed
Music: motionless in white

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InsideSkittles
Kik me?
January 27, 2013, 04:07:pm
heyy peepz, kik me??? User: is LovezPewDiePie

Mood: Alright

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mime

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Kik me?
January 31, 2013, 11:31:am
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*brofist*

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InsideSkittles
Fuck yes!!
January 22, 2013, 08:37:am
OM&M 2 more days!!!! c:

Mood: Happy ass fuck!

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InsideSkittles
Hate.
January 13, 2013, 02:15:am
I fucking hate being in relationships now!!! I can't trust him..i cried in front of you and you ignore me!!.......

Mood: ...
Music: Love Isn't Real

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DJ_Wears_Prada

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Hate.
January 13, 2013, 02:34:am
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Awh. :c I'm sorry that happened to you. :C

InsideSkittles

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Hate.
January 13, 2013, 02:46:am
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inbox me??...

DJ_Wears_Prada

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Hate.
January 13, 2013, 02:55:am
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Okay hun.

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Holly_marie_
Long time
January 07, 2013, 08:56:am
Well I haven't been on in a super long time.. I will give an update.
I have cancer.
I was diagnosed on October 19, 2012.
Every Monday I go to the hospital to get blood taken to see if i can have chemo for the week.
Every other week I have long chemo and short chemo.
Long chemo is when I sit in the "specialty cancer care" part of the hospital and get chemo there for an hour and then take it home for 48 hours and then come back to get it "unhooked"
Short chemo is when I sit In the "scc" and get it for 2 hours then come home.
To "hook" me up to chemo they put a plug like thing in my chest and each time I get chemo they plug the bag up to me and I lay in a bed and fall asleep.
I'm in the "scc" right now waiting for my labs to come in.
If you want to talk just kik me: comeatmebroskiz

Mood: Tired

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crunch_bite
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Long time
January 12, 2013, 05:31:am
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NightSinger
Bridge of Choice
December 22, 2012, 09:51:pm
I stand alone
On the bridge of choice
No one could hear me
I had no voice

Behind me lies a path
The path will bring me home
Its funny really
I left it so alone

Infront of me is ice
A leap of faith will end it
If I fall who cares
I lived with sins and regret

Who stood beside me?
No one of course
Burned and scared
Jump to end remorse

Part of me says leap
My consious says no
Its not time
Hold on never let go

But I have held on
Look where its gotten me
Hated, and dispised.
Society's sheep

I've bled for my wrongs
Drown myself in melodies
Locked in my head
Drinking away memories

So here I am on the ledge
No one to pull me back
No one who knows
All the love I may lack

Gerard you reminded me
Reminded I was beautiful
Imperfections adored
I was anything but dull

Amy held my heart together
Your voice created mine
I could have followed
But I was forgotten in time

Andy I failed you as an angel
My wings are broken again
I failed in the army
I'm sorry to give in

Andy, Gerard and Amy
You were there for me
You don't even know
I do exsist sadly

My voice is hers to take
My wings are Andys soul
My beauty is to Gerard
My saviours I let you go

I'm sorry....

Mood: shitty
Music: Saviour- Black Veil Brides

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Neojay10

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Bridge of Choice
December 22, 2012, 10:08:pm
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Wow... that's beautiful.

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NightSinger
Guardian
December 20, 2012, 10:54:pm
I loved
You lied
You smiled
I cried

Fake smile
False cheer
You're okay
But I need you here

I stayed
You're gone
Your truth
Was so wrong

I slit
You never knew
Silent forever
Lost without you

Locked away
Lyrics in my head
Walk in snow
I'll sleep instead

Bitter snow
At my feet
Close your eyes
And fall asleep

I am still here
Alive in dead snow
I should be gone
Dead from heart hollowed

Sshhh....
They hear
Nevermind
I forgot they don't care

Guardian where are you
Guardian why did you leave
Burned to ash and a cut soul
Taught hate and seeth

Guardian was here
Once he saved this child
But when he left
She turned dark and wild

Part of me died
Years come and years go
He returned to find the girl
She was somebody he used to know

Guardian seen what he forgot
She loved what she remembered
His heart was taken
She still hated him forever

All the pain she faced
He left her to fight
Alone again
Alone, a razor, and no light

Guardian please hear me
You don't know
Who you are and this
I care for you but it doesn't show

I'm sorry for this
Confusing you
It may seem scary
What I faced without you

An angel watches
A guardian protects
I am who I hide
A fallen angel with secrets

Bury my shame
Good night to the truth
Stitch the wounds
Silence the words "I love you"

Mood: Dying
Music: Don't Go - Bring Me The Horizion

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One_with_the_shadows

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Guardian
December 20, 2012, 10:56:pm
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just beautiful
NightSinger
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Guardian
December 21, 2012, 04:42:pm
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Thank you

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InsideSkittles
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December 10, 2012, 12:37:am
I wish I could change my username -__-

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Xyton

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December 10, 2012, 12:40:am
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You have an awesome username though, skittles are amazing.

InsideSkittles

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December 10, 2012, 12:41:am
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Yeaah. But idk sounds..bleh.

Xyton

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December 10, 2012, 12:50:am
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Nonsense it sounds unique like every other name on this site.

InsideSkittles

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December 10, 2012, 01:09:am
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Lol ok c: thanks

Xyton

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December 10, 2012, 01:13:am
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Hey, no problem.

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NightSinger
Why I'm not online so much
November 24, 2012, 03:43:pm
Okay guys, I know I may not have been online for a the past two days so here's why.

One, I recently got sick. Today would be day five I have hardly eaten ANYTHING. The most I've ate was half a peice of toast, and LOADS of water. I know this isn't a good thing but I'm tryna eat. I look pale and lost quite some weight over these five days....I almost look like Bella from Breaking Dawn when she was having her baby....but more chubsy :P

Two I got in a accident two nights ago. So my parents and I were driving in town going to get supplies for the new house, I was casually looking out the window, we were slowing down just about stopped behind a vehicle at a red light when all I heard was a huge BANG, my glasses, my seat and I went flying forward. Thanks to my seatbelt I didn't hit the window. And then another BAAANG, CRUNCH, BOOM. We went flying back hitting our seats. Understand that this all happened in a matter of seconds. Next thing I know smoke everywhere, my parents are tryna see what happened and I couldn't move. I had the WORST pain in my neck, head, and worse my back. My back has been out for a couple weeks so since I couldn't move I was scared I broke my back or something. I couldn't turn my head or back, the police came into the van (one who was an ANGEL (; ) was asking me things like "do you know where you are? What's the date today? Where is the pain? Can you feel this?" all those things, I couldn't talk either so they got all like "GET THE LADY A STRETCHER!!!" and "SHE'S NOT RESPONDING" of course that freaking the living shit out of my mom, they took me away on a stretcher....I'm not gonna lie the one medic dude was hot :P he was gonna preform mouth to mouth because they thought I wasn't breathing but I was just breathing slow. So they got me to the hospital and I was on the stretcher for like 30mins. They took me to the X-Rays found out I had the worst of the accident since I was in the back seat closest to the impact, I had a spinal whiplash and nearly fractured my neck. So I am really tired and sore from that.

Feel free to send me a message, I'm bored :/

Mood: Tired
Music: Well Suck me -Blood On The Dance Floor

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One_with_the_shadows

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Why I'm not online so much
November 24, 2012, 03:48:pm
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its okay

Miss_K

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Why I'm not online so much
November 24, 2012, 03:57:pm
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*hugs* hope you feel better soon hun!!

Neojay10

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Why I'm not online so much
November 25, 2012, 01:48:am
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Well, it's great to know that your alive and active, to the best that you can. Hope you feel better soon! hug

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