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AlexaAdorkable
In the continuation of Alexa attempting graphics...
August 28, 2014, 07:05:pm
We have unanimated icons! ...
And I even did a blend on some!

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I only started trying this afternoon so pllleeeassse bear with me! I know they're not the best in the world but I'm proud of myself. From zero to eight in about the same amount of hours lol

THANK YOU TO MICHI FOR LETTING ME POACH YOUR PHOTOS FOR PRACTICING!

Request thread in Cynosure coming soon...
shmoopy

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AlexaAdorkable

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In the continuation of Alexa attempting graphics...
August 28, 2014, 07:45:pm
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I am so glad you love them honey!! I feel a bit guilty for just entering your gallery and taking our photos lol you're just too damn gorgeous for your own good!!!And thank you Beeline <3 I really appreciate that!!

Michi

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In the continuation of Alexa attempting graphics...
August 28, 2014, 07:51:pm
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diddle I accept my pics being used by you any time xD

AlexaAdorkable

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In the continuation of Alexa attempting graphics...
August 28, 2014, 07:58:pm
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Teehee we're all good then lol

Michi

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In the continuation of Alexa attempting graphics...
August 28, 2014, 11:30:pm
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ima be switching between them <3

Amarranth

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In the continuation of Alexa attempting graphics...
August 29, 2014, 01:23:am
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They're all so pretty. shakefist

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AlexaAdorkable
Go on, you know you want to fill this out ;)
August 20, 2014, 10:24:pm
Stolen from Michi, who stole it from Salt I believe...
Basically this is doing the rounds and it's fun!
So go on, you know you want to!
gooby

Kiss me:
Hug me:
Date me:
Kill me:
Love me:
Hate me:
Hold me:
Lie to me:
Hurt me:
Sing with me:
Dance with me:
Grind with me:
Cuddle with me:
Let me make a move on you:
Make a move on me:
Watch a movie with me:
Get me a B-day gift:
Caress me:
Let me borrow your car:
Be there for me:
Buy me a drink:
Bring me around your friends:
Give me a massage:
Take me to the club:
Go to sleep with me:
Do me:
Drink kool-aid with me:
Take advantage of me:
Hangout with me:
Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good:
Hold hands with me:
Do something incredibly sweet for me:
Give me a lap dance:
Tell me you love me:
Call me:
What would you do if you woke up next to me:

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Michi

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August 20, 2014, 10:39:pm
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BreatheAshley

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August 20, 2014, 11:15:pm
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The_Manpire_Le_Romeo

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August 21, 2014, 12:35:am
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halcyondays

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August 21, 2014, 01:00:pm
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MistressMoondrake

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August 23, 2014, 01:13:am
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AlexaAdorkable
Missing Clara
August 19, 2014, 09:00:pm
I was going through my journal looking at all my old drabbles and I found this one! It is making me miss Clara which I never thought I would. Oh my poor, poor cyborg. I forgot how much of myself was in her - which is probably why I killed her off to be honest.

I'm a mean, mean mun...



Inevitable - I Should Probably Fix The Mistakes In this...



Clara wasn't paying attention to what she was doing. She fiddled almost blindly around with the machine that cleaned the different fuels and liquids that circulated the robotic parts of her body. There was a full bottle of whiskey in her human system, along with the red wine she had drank earlier, not to mention the fact she simply was not interested in what she was doing. It become old very quickly having to clean her insides on a daily basis, for five hours unable to do anything while everything was taken from her and purified. It was physically exhausting, impossible to even read as she lay there all but passed out as her life force was taken from her before being forced back in again.

Working away on the machine Clara found her movements to be clumsy as she removed valves and siphoned off the gas and liquid compounds within. Drinking was daily for her but not on nights where she was working on the most important thing she owned. Without this machine she couldn't remain alive, it kept her parts working which in turn kept her nervous system from shutting down communications with her brain. Deep down she knew she should work on it in the morning, just face one more day at work of feeling run down before heading home to cleanse. But she had grown even more stubborn since she first came to Lantea, the life she currently led being nothing compared to the one she had lost those two years ago. Clara bit down on the end of her cigarette as she worked, frustration coming to the surface as she body refused to communicate properly with itself.

The smoking itself was a small act of rebellion for her, though to what she didn't know. It was a pleasure, a pointless one, and in this instant a stupid one. Every liquid she was working with was flammable, one slight mistake or one ember sparking off and her whole apartment would be lost. If she had done the job sooner, changed over the compounds within the machine that purified her body the previous day or just earlier in the day, she wouldn't have to be there struggling as her hands didn't work. It would have been a miracle if she could have held a pen properly in that moment, let alone successfully changing the gas and liquid like she was trying to do.

She hadn't been looking after herself like she should have been and had drank to much too quickly. Clara saw what was going to happen before it did, yet in the moment did nothing to stop it. She could have reached out a hand to stop the bottle from spilling it's contents all over the floor. She could have clenched her teeth in frustration rather than swore allowed. She could have tried to catch the cigarette as it fell from her mouth. Clara did none on this, she was so tired of everything she had been through and the life she led. It felt like more effort to stop the inevitable from happening than to allow it to happen. She watched in the same detached way she watched everything as her hand knocked over the bottle causing the pungent liquid to spill over the floor. It spread quickly, the liquid hitting her knees and spilling around the other canisters who used for the gas. "Fuck." She breathed, allowing the word to spill from her lips causing the cigarette to fall into the pool of liquid that has spread throughout her apartment.

There was no tunnel with a bright light at the end. No heavenly angels to sing her into the afterlife. Clara's life did not flash before her eyes as time slowed down around her. All she had known was the rush of noise, a blinding white hot pain that encircled her whole body and then nothingness. An endless darkness consumed her as in seconds it was over and Clara was no more.

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AlexaAdorkable
Meet My New Boyfriend
August 17, 2014, 05:16:pm
So, in one of my favourite cults - Boss - we have a lot of fun in the contest threads! So much fun I thought I would share my two favourite entries with you guys! It is nice to be silly, to have a laugh with people, and not take this website so seriously all the time. As my entries show!

Anyways, here is me taking the piss lol

Best With Friends

I couldn't resist rofl



Hottest Couple

Do you like my fake sex face at the end? lol Can't believe I made this BUT I REGRET NOTHING!!!



Oh, and do you like my new boyfriend? rofl I had to take the piss with that entry - single Alexa is single again and not exactly enjoying it *sighs* also, I've worked out how to make gifs. YEY!!!

Oh, and you should all totally check out Boss - just saying!
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CrystalRayne

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Meet My New Boyfriend
August 18, 2014, 07:38:am
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roflboss is pretty great daydream

AlexaAdorkable

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Meet My New Boyfriend
August 18, 2014, 07:47:am
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Thank you Angel, you silly bean lolIt really is Crystal nod

DigitalDiarrhea

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Meet My New Boyfriend
August 18, 2014, 07:08:pm
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jennifer aniston is so btfl

Decayed

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Meet My New Boyfriend
August 19, 2014, 01:44:pm
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You remind me a lot of Lucille Ball in that gif lol

--death-of-seasons

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Meet My New Boyfriend
August 22, 2014, 03:10:pm
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Friends rules!

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AlexaAdorkable
I MADE MY OWN TAGS!
August 15, 2014, 08:25:am
So they aren't perfect, by any means, but following all the amazing advice and tips I was given following my status update I have finally made my own tags! And they might not be the best, but I am so proud of them it is stupid.




I'M GETTING THERE!

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SofieHeartcrash

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I MADE MY OWN TAGS!
August 15, 2014, 04:30:pm
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great job :o wow :-D

AlexaAdorkable

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I MADE MY OWN TAGS!
August 15, 2014, 04:43:pm
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THANK YOU GUYS! Considering I just started trying to make them yesterday am super proud of myself gooby@Voltage any advice? I can take all the help I can get! I just downloaded a bucket load of fonts lol

Voltage

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I MADE MY OWN TAGS!
August 15, 2014, 04:49:pm
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I think if you just work on effects and visibility, they would look better. Most of those kind of blended in. Maybe play with slight different colors, etc

AlexaAdorkable

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I MADE MY OWN TAGS!
August 15, 2014, 04:52:pm
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Okay awesome! Thank you hon (: :-D

matsudai

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I MADE MY OWN TAGS!
August 17, 2014, 05:18:am
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They are gorgeous!

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AlexaAdorkable
I HAVE A FLAT!
August 12, 2014, 04:13:pm
Found a lovely little flat in Falmouth...
...WHICH MEANS I AM NO LONGER HOMELESS!!
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It is right at the center of town.
You can check it out here:
http://www.digscornwall.co.uk/index.php?page=29
But my bedroom is about twice the size of that example smug
Our kitchen/balcony has a perfect view over the entire harbor.
Which means I can wake up to coffee, a cigarette, and a gorgeous view every morning!
We are also next to my favourite art gallery and bar <3
Basically it is utterly perfect!
hearts
I don't know who I'm going to be living with...
...Aside from the fact that out of five rooms in the flat three are already taken by boys!
THANK GOD THERE WILL BE MORE GUYS THAN GIRLS THIS YEAR IT MAKES ME HAPPY.
SO FUCKING HAPPY!
HOPEFULLY LESS DRAMA!
Though it also means less girls in their underwear :-(
Oh, and you can check out my sexy view in this smug
AND SEE THE BEACH I FREQUENT!
Welcome to Falmouth, bitches - we have special storage for your surfboard!
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The_Manpire_Le_Romeo

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I HAVE A FLAT!
August 12, 2014, 04:21:pm
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YAY!!! that's awesome belle!

LadyAmaranth

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I HAVE A FLAT!
August 12, 2014, 04:36:pm
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Congrats

SofieHeartcrash

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I HAVE A FLAT!
August 12, 2014, 04:40:pm
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Woaah great!

-13-

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I HAVE A FLAT!
August 12, 2014, 05:31:pm
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celebrate Congrats!!!!!hmm Though, when I first saw the word flat... I thought you meant flat tire go lol I live in Minnesota and I drive, so you can probably see where I would get such an idea

Sany

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I HAVE A FLAT!
August 13, 2014, 01:36:am
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YEY that's great! circles

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AlexaAdorkable
Just an update to say....
August 08, 2014, 07:02:am
....I am fucked.
We found a place, we lost that place.
We found a place, we lost that place.
We found a place, we lost that place.
And now we is me and I'm looking along.
Time to go buy fags and cry over having nowhere to live.
And then house hunting...
...I am so fed up of this shit.
:-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-(

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Imaginatio

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Just an update to say....
August 08, 2014, 01:00:pm
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*crossing fingers* hugs

The_Manpire_Le_Romeo

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Just an update to say....
August 08, 2014, 02:37:pm
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omg no!!! what happened?!

HobbitsAndSpiders

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Just an update to say....
August 08, 2014, 02:38:pm
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hugs I hope you manage to sort something out hun, come to Chesterfield and live with me! I have a sofa bed, endless amounts of tea and LOTR Trivial Pursuit! XD

AlexaAdorkable

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Just an update to say....
August 08, 2014, 04:24:pm
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OH MY GOSH THAT SOUNDS AMAZING circles

SofieHeartcrash

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Just an update to say....
August 09, 2014, 03:33:pm
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hugs

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AlexaAdorkable
My Emo Wank Bank
August 06, 2014, 06:06:pm
Buzzfeed posted this, and we all know how much I love those clever little slidey things:

http://www.buzzfeed.com/hazelcills/pop-punk-boys?bffb

SO! Here is my official opinions on this list (not that anybody cares but this is taking my back to when my bedroom walls were a shrine to Kerrang! so let me just enjoy this moment):


1. JOEL MADDEN WILL ALWAYS BE THE SEXIEST MAN ALIVE. GC LUVR 4 LYF (yes, I am still a 14 year old emo girl at heart, no this will never change).

2. Mark Hoppus... Oh dear, oh dear... Is it bad I never found him attractive? EVER.

3. Pete Wentz has only gotten more attractive with age. I miss his posters - why did I ever grow up and get rid of them?! So sad

4. Deryck Whibley... No. Just no. Love your music but... No. Just no. No. No. ...No.

5. Dexter Holland doesn't seem to have aged... Interesting... Hmmmm...

6. TRAVIS BARKER HAS ONLY GOTTEN SEXIER WITH AGE. Dat neck tho ON NOM NOM.

7. Billie Joe Armstrong will always have a special place in my heart. I blame Kerrang! entirely.... Also his sexy eyeliner.

8. Jordan Pundik actually got attractive - when then thunk did this happen?!?! Bloody hell I wouldn't pick my friends over you ....I should be banned from the internet for that one... Sorry....

9. Adam Lazzara still sexy, though quite frankly needs a hair cut.

10. PATRICK STUMP BECAME THE HOT ONE. HOW? WHEN? HOW? WHEN? HOW? WHEN? HOW? WHAT? HOW? WHY? HOW? WHEN? HOW?

11. Pierre Bouvier... Better, this is okay. Facial hair suits you good sir! Yes, impressed.

12. Jimmy Adkins got rid of his mono-brow! Rejoice!

13. And finally, Andrew Ross McMahon - HE GREW UP AND DOESN'T LOOK 13 ANYMORE! Admittedly he looks like an extra from Gossip Girl rather than actually being in a pretty decent punk-pop-rock-princess band but still... His smile is still cute

I FEEL LIKE THE 14 YEAR OLD EMO ME WOULD BE HAPPY WITH ALL THIS. Ahhhh I am so going to put on Sk8r Rock while I clean the kitchen tonight... OH YES.

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AlexaAdorkable
That utter terror...
August 03, 2014, 09:38:pm
...That you've been a cunt to one of your best friends.
So you call them to apologize at 2:30am 'cus that is clearly sensible.
Only to wake them up when they've been asleep and for them to tell you it is all in your head.
That you're not a cunt or a twat and they love you and there is nothing to forgive.

I AM SUCH A WORRISOME IDIOT SOMETIMES AND SERIOUSLY NEED SOME HELP.

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BozkinIsAlive

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That utter terror...
August 03, 2014, 09:43:pm
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AlexaAdorkable

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That utter terror...
August 03, 2014, 09:43:pm
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PONY circles

Mariana_GD

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That utter terror...
August 03, 2014, 09:52:pm
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The_Manpire_Le_Romeo

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That utter terror...
August 03, 2014, 11:49:pm
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naw lol it's only a sign you've got a big heart ;-)

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AlexaAdorkable
New Salute!
August 03, 2014, 05:57:pm
I can't choose which one, so might just rotate between the three!
I look funny mirrored.
It entertains me, and makes me wonder which side people see when they look at me.
The left, or the right?
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AlexaAdorkable

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New Salute!
August 03, 2014, 06:05:pm
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Thank you gorgeous!!!!! gooby I'm having fun with mirroring nothing, but seriously - which side is it? rofl

TrekGirl89

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New Salute!
August 03, 2014, 06:08:pm
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You're so freakin' pretty! Lols

Chloe.Venom888

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New Salute!
August 03, 2014, 08:41:pm
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i like the second one. It's a photography trick to turn the subjects head so the left side is more prominent in portraits. The left side shows more emotion

Kimberly

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New Salute!
August 03, 2014, 11:40:pm
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I love the second one and last one.

Sany

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New Salute!
August 04, 2014, 03:16:am
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I think the first one is prettiest! And I think the right side looks liks you more rofl

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AlexaAdorkable
The best thing about being back in the Shire?
July 27, 2014, 01:15:pm
My Bobalou!
He has thumbs and everything!
gooby


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Chloe.Venom888

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The best thing about being back in the Shire?
July 29, 2014, 01:20:pm
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So Cute! [IMG]
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Phoenix__Wright

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The best thing about being back in the Shire?
July 30, 2014, 03:16:am
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*pets kitty* Name? meow

AlexaAdorkable

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The best thing about being back in the Shire?
July 30, 2014, 04:49:pm
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BOB!

Miss_Kitty13

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The best thing about being back in the Shire?
July 31, 2014, 10:24:am
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Such a cute kitty!

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AlexaAdorkable
There are many reasons I watch the Commonwealth Games...
July 25, 2014, 04:53:pm
...Christopher Walker-Hebborn all sexy, wet, and winning gold medals is just one of them!




horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny

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Voltage

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There are many reasons I watch the Commonwealth Games...
July 25, 2014, 05:01:pm
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he's perfect

Captain

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There are many reasons I watch the Commonwealth Games...
July 25, 2014, 05:12:pm
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HOLY MOTHER OF UNF WHERE CAN I GET ONE

BellaExotic

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There are many reasons I watch the Commonwealth Games...
July 25, 2014, 05:12:pm
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pointup my thoughts exactly

guardmuscian2013

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There are many reasons I watch the Commonwealth Games...
July 25, 2014, 05:14:pm
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He's dreamy. daydream

Chloe.Venom888

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There are many reasons I watch the Commonwealth Games...
July 29, 2014, 01:25:pm
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[IMG]
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AlexaAdorkable
New Hair & Profile!
July 13, 2014, 01:27:am
Firstly
A super-huge-massive-big thank you to silklungs who has made me beautiful new Profile,, Gallery, and Journal layouts! They are nothing if not sexy, and I keep staring at them all in awe and wonder. Don't think I have ever had a profile look this good!

Secondly
I cut all of my hair off! It is really drastic, but I went to the hair dresser looking to have my hair dyed and she told me it was so dead it needed to go... So I cut it all off! It is weird having a bob again, having basically cut my hair in half. I love it though, forgotten how much easier it is having hair chin length, but also that it actually suits me. Might keep it short instead of growing it out diddle




Amazing Saturday all round... happy! Happy! HAPPY!
gooby

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vicious-punk-77
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New Hair & Profile!
July 14, 2014, 03:59:pm
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I Think You're Pretty.

AlexaAdorkable

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New Hair & Profile!
July 14, 2014, 04:09:pm
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Thank you guys gooby making me blush!!!

Voltage

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New Hair & Profile!
July 14, 2014, 09:05:pm
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cute layouts and adorable hair!

Dormines

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New Hair & Profile!
July 16, 2014, 08:49:pm
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Your hair looks SO hot! I mean, dayum! It really suites you meow

AlexaAdorkable

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New Hair & Profile!
July 16, 2014, 08:51:pm
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Teehee thank you girlies, muchly gooby heart

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AlexaAdorkable
Resting Bitch Face
July 10, 2014, 06:59:am
Eleven reasons why Melinda Clarke was the perfect choice to play Pansy Parkinson, and have her be the new leader of the Death Eaters...











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AlexaAdorkable

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Resting Bitch Face
July 10, 2014, 07:29:am
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What is Nikita? I swear half the gifs of her are from that lol

Sany

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Resting Bitch Face
July 10, 2014, 07:33:am
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Oh yeah, she plays the lead bitch on the series, so that's probably why half the gifs are from it lolIt's a series about trained assassins in this covert operation called Division, that's being funded by the government or something. There's this girl Nikita that's a great spy and assassin, but left Division and now hates them and wants to take Division down, by the means of getting a spy inside the operation.And then there's Amanda (Melinda Clarke), who plays a large role in Division, but isn't the leader, but tries and succeeds to take it over.Well, there's a lot more to it but that's sorta the description. It's been a while since I watched it lolOh yeah, there's also a guy who she loves in Division. But -spoiler!- she's able to get him on her side sort of.

Verona

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Resting Bitch Face
July 10, 2014, 09:23:am
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Ange is tickled.

AlexaAdorkable

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Resting Bitch Face
July 10, 2014, 09:31:am
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I can imagine she is lolAnd that actually sounds really blood good Sany! Might have to give it a go gooby

Chloe.Venom888

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Resting Bitch Face
July 29, 2014, 01:30:pm
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AlexaAdorkable
I need to see everything written in one place. Just to speak.
June 17, 2014, 11:21:am
In the last twenty four hours I have found out that one of my best friends, a brother to me, has cheated on another friend. That he himself calls himself a cunt, a liar, a horrible person. I sat on a cold step for two hours at two in the morning listening to him talk about everything. I had to listen to his misogynistic opinions of women. How he can get any woman he wants, can get my friend if he wants and have her any time he wants. He physically hurt another friend, all drunk on gin. Our family fell apart. Entirely apart. The one person I wanted was Josh, and today he broke up with me. He can't do this anymore, he says we're not working and che can't see us getting better. He loves me, isn't in love with me.

In my life, outside of this site, I have five people. Five who aren't my blood, but three I consider blood. They are my family. We call ourselves family, we call ourselves the pack. Everyone is angry, and hurt, and upset. Josh has left me. George is gone, and all we can do is choose whether or not to help him. He is a mentally broken, and hurting those who are closest to him.

I feel so empty. I feel so broken. I can't breath, and just don't know what to do.

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AlexaAdorkable

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I need to see everything written in one place. Just to speak.
June 18, 2014, 01:12:pm
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Thank you all so much, I really needed to read these messages (: <3 I'm kind of empty right now, just don't really know how to feel. Keep crying, going blank, hysterical, empty and then repeating. Nysa cubed shgsgudsgudsugdssuugscgusugsdguschucshbjbcsbschubdjbcsbjcsuhsc <<<<<< that is my mind.

Verona

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I need to see everything written in one place. Just to speak.
June 18, 2014, 01:13:pm
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I'm on skype if you need me.

MaryRebecca

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I need to see everything written in one place. Just to speak.
June 18, 2014, 01:13:pm
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I know exactly how that is. Time will heal you. The waiting is hard but it will get better in the end. heart

CrystalRayne

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I need to see everything written in one place. Just to speak.
June 18, 2014, 08:44:pm
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I am so sorry to hear this Alexa, this has to be very hard, not only are you dealing with a personal trauma, but you are also in the middle of friends trauma. Just remember, while the one boy is your friend, he dug the hole, right now you need to focus on yourself, and have a shoulder to cry on, the last thing you need is more drama babe.<3

The_Manpire_Le_Romeo

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I need to see everything written in one place. Just to speak.
June 20, 2014, 12:52:am
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from the day we first started talking I knew you were an amazing person. You are one of my oldest friends and definitely one of my closest friends. Regardless of time zones, and even though we are oceans apart, I will ALWAYS be here for you if you ever need to vent, cry, rant, smash, or cuss someone out. Just let me know you're angry and I'll patiently wait until you're all done and I won't ever be angry with what you say because I know deep down you're just going through some personal turmoil.I've leaned on you in the past when I needed a friend and I will always be here for you. For forever and a day, I will always be someone you can turn to when you need a friendly face :-) <3

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