Yes, I love my cousin dearly.
I really truly do.
But, the things she does is a dime of a dozen.
Her and her boyfriend broke up after a year and a half. In my eyes. It wasn't love. It was disgusting. They fought. They argued. When he pissed her off so bad she would have to call me just to cheer her up. It was a never ending battle of "he said she said" bullshit. I don't think he ever loved her.
When they broke up, guess who got a phone call... Me..... The phone call I was waiting for after almost 2 years....
Me: hello?
Kelly:.... he.... he broke up with me.... OVER A FUCKING TEXT.... (sob)... (sob)...
Me: Of course he did...
Iv been there for her for all of her fucking relationships. But when I dated Michael and I called her. She fucking hung up on me. So I called Darien and we were on the phone for 2 hours!
Anyway, Its the fact that Iv been telling her that he's shit. He dropped out of high school. he doesn't has a job. He barely can afford his car, let alone all the pot he smokes. He has nothing going for him. Everyone sees it. She just tells me that "they're okay." or "he's just busy." No. he's blowing you off but calls you for a booty call later that night because he "feels bad." Listen, He's worthless. You'll find someone ten times better then him.
Can you believe he got mad at her for going to prom with a gay guy? I'm being serious.
He calls her just to tell her shes "over reacting." or being "over emotional."
If my boyfriend did that. He would be fucking single. Joking or not. That shit doesn't need to be said. Especially in that way Greg says it. I would fucking kill him if he did.
Yes, I'm ranting about my cousin. No fucks are givin.
To top off my anger. She decides that its just okay to let the asshole back in her life. She didn't tell me what exactly happened. But, what ever. Its done.
One day, she told me that her future scared her. She told me that she doesn't want to leave Greg here and he doesn't want to go with her to her college. But Farris state is where she really wants to go to. So I told her this, "I wont hate, but Kelly. come on. You guys are falling apart day by day. Unless something magical happens there wont be a Kelly& Greg. Its like he doesn't want you. Your trying to force something that might not continue. There's other people in this world. I know you don't wanna be alone. Its tough. You going to have you move on. Even if it means that You have to go to college with out him. He's holding you back from so much. Your so much more with out him. Hes just another guy. If you wanna go to Farris State, then so be it. Nothing should hold you back. Not family, Not Greg, not even me. Its your life."
Then today I wrote this. It wasnt really toward her. It was more of me thinking about my Sink Or Swim painting I did and the Jezebel lyrics that I put in my own words. So I came up with this. She Saw it. Got mad. Went "ham on my ass" and everything turned into shit.
"He broke up with you only to relies a few days later that he can't find a hot piece of ass like you.
You went back for desperation.
Pathetic.
Stop denying the truth.
You're being played and used.
You could be so much more.
He's the anchor that's making you sink.
Rise up and swim."
After that I called her a slut.
Why?
I felt like it was necessary.
GUESS WHO'S NOT TALKING TO HER ON SATURDAYYYYY...Me.... gonna be awkward. ugh. Should have just stayed at work all day instead.
I'll never understand why ex-boyfriends find the need to comment on everything you do :/ It's actually frustrating!!! I mean i've moved on why can't he?!
He quite clearly doesn't get the hint i'm not going to get back with him.... too many chances were given and all were smashed and at the end of the day, it's your fault not mine! I gave him way too many chances and everyone was thrown back at me so move on and stop getting in the way of me moving on!!!!!!!!!!1
Well I've been in relationships where I've fucked up but I've also been in relationships where the girl has treated me like shit. Yet I don't say all/most girls are horrible slutty bitches. Judge each person on their merits & not their gender
Would I give you a present ?
[ ] hell yeah c;
[ ] no .-.
[ ] maybe ^-^
[ ] I dunno /.
[ ] sorry I don't know you v.v
If it started to snow. I would ?
[ ] hug you <(^.^)
[ ]snow fight .!
[ ] make snow angels with you ^.^
[ ] push you in the snow Cx
[ ] kick the snow at you ;b
[ ] kiss you in the snow (/.) ♥
[ ] Smash you in the snow c: ♥
[ ] yesss c;
[ ] No
[ ] just friends c:
[ ] we are married >.^
[ ] Be mine /. ♥ . ♥
[ ] in a heart beat ♥
If you were looking at me. I'd ?
[ ] *wtf* ?O,o
[ ] wave ^.^
[ ] Smile
[ ] be creeped out ;b
[ ] scream your name &' run over and hug you ♥
[ ] go up to you &' kiss you ♥
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Quote one~
I've reached a point in my life where
I feel it's no longer necessary
to try and impress anyone.
If they like me the way i am, good,
and if they don't, it's their loss.
Quote 2~
Moving on doesn't mean
you forget about things.
It means you have to
accept what happened and keep living.
Quote 3~
The prettiest smiles
hide the deepest secrets.
The prettiest eyes have
cried the most tears,
and the kindest hearts have felt the most pain.
Quote 4~
I can't wait for the day when i get to look at you...
and feel absolutely nothing.
Quote 5~
I've been replaced, lied to, cheated on, forgotten
and treated like i'm worthless.
I'm used to it.
Okaiiiieee so im thinking about changing my hair color again. Right now I have it Black but, im thinking about going blonde to either go Silver/or lilac or maybe pastel pink or blue. It sucks when you've dyed your hair every color of the fuckin rainbow and are so indecisive. Yep I got the hair color problems -.-"
Tomorrow is my last day of school! ;D
LET'S GET NAKED AND PARTY WOOP WOOP.
NAh Just kidding you wish lol.
But but but seriously, I'm so freakig happeh. Let's stay up all night. ;3
am i the only one who gets amazing picturesin their head when they listen to music? i live for my music. =3 if i cant getinspired by it there realy isnyt much point to it in my eyes, lol not to say i dont like a ton of different music, its not the bands ithrow into question, but each individual song.=3 so dont ask me band names, i dont think aboutthat, hell dont as me song names XD i have a horrible memory with names >.>
here is a giant shocker, woke up this morning and i had an alert on my veiws, turns on my ex (who blocked me) viewed me this morning. i was going to message him and tell him to fuck off, and rot in hell and what not, but the bastard still has me blocked, lmfao XD i find it ridiculously funny, who wants to messge him for me? XD
what's wrong?
He's beautiful :O
