I've had extreme acny for a very long time! and still my skin isn't flawless.
I also used lots and lots of make-up to cover it up. It took me a very long time to
stop using so many make-up in everyday life (because people are mean!), cause I felt a shame.
Now I don't give a fuck anymore. I stopped with all the cover up and I started
to eat different and made some other adjustments in life.
Now my skin looks a lot better, but people can be so fucking mean if it comes to skin
problems. It is far from perfect, but..so what? Nobody is perfect!
the comments in this vid are also comments I have received in all these
I did read a story this week of a girl on my facebook, she said she was offended cause somebody did say to her that she looked prettier without make-up...I also didn't understand why she felt so offended
New Music from Bella Morte and IAMX
July 03, 2015, 06:10:pm
I was kind of nervous to listen to IAMX's new single. Considering I like almost everything else they did, I was worried Chris lost some of the fire that is him. I'm pleased with the single. Hopefully the rest of "Metanoia" doesn't disappoint me.
Dear music of mine,
As I write this, I realise I am about to confess to something that will tear away even the last part of harmony left in your noisy soul.
Music, I deeply and thoroughly hate you. You have become a living organism in this world that seems to be where I reside. You have become an everlasting presence that only knows silence when it serves to build up towards a climax. An entity that makes the supernatural fall into oblivion by the strength that you radiate.
You are a truly cruel lover that has claimed me all to herself. Forcing me to reveal even the most gruesome and filthy thoughts hidden away in the farthest corners of my mind, laughing at the shame born from this.
And yes, I know you have always been there for me. You were present whenever I broke down, trying to keep walls from crumbling. You were present when I lost love, confessed my love, denied love and recieved love, though never enough, for you made sure it remained unreachable. You were present when I saw the shadows moving, releasing alter realities into the smallest spaces that in their turn twisted and deformed into a disfigured red orb, emitting a deafening screech that would take the very heart of you.
Yet within this howling wave of brutality you remained. Even adapted and evolved into the same noise that hurt me so much, becoming an addiction.
For all these years I have thought this to be love. The melodies and deep rythems always prepared to grasp every single drop of inspiration from every single situation I've gone through.
But now I deny that notion. For how love becomes obsession, so have you, dear hurtfull music of mine. Though for all that has been written here, I am aware that this changes nothing.
Untill the day you kill me, we live as one. You have won.
Today the US Supreme court officially made Same-sex Marriage legal in the entire United States.
While a few states have started to slowly allow it recently, this officially makes it legal in the whole country.
Let's just say that it's about time that gay people have the same rights as everyone else, it's actually a bit ridiculous that it has taken so long.
Here on Vampirefreaks we're all about treating everyone equally and loving people for their differences!
Gay Marriage now legal in the US
July 04, 2015, 07:06:pm
As long as the united states government keeps meddling in the business of other countries and slaughter people in the middle east I don't think I can care about who can marry who....Maybe this will be a start though. I'm just going to hope!
So were still catching up on some of our journal posts on VF. We posted our Gothic Beach shoot a little wile ago but never posted a journal update about it. So here are some Vampire Freaks exclusive pics that didn't make it on the blog. You can check out the rest of our CyberGoth back Clothing gallery here.