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cantastra
Planning.
May 20, 2013, 10:20:am
As I'm going to be a father soon, I need to think of a career that stands out to me, and one that is extremely appealing is the New South Wales Police Force.

I've been thinking.

Being 3kg over the 100kg mark means I fall into the "Obese" spectrum of the BMI chart.

If I want to be a policeofficerman I need to a least lose the 3kg, to scrape by the BMI requirements for the NSWPF, 8kg would be ideal, (taking me down to 95kg).


In regards to what I'd eat, last time it was purely salads with bacon (always gotta have ba-fucking-con) and water only got me to go from 116kg to 101kg in a matter of three weeks.
No breads, one cup of milk a day, absolutely no junk or fast foods, replacing that with fruit, and no sugar drinks (cordials, juices, soft drink), and by no means any salad dressings since they all taste like shit and ruin whatever they infect by touch.

Only problem this presents me with is: as far as I am aware, I have an extremely high metabolism. Last time I dieted I was at college, I had one salad and two pears a day, this left me always being extremely fucking hungry, considering breakfast was a glass of milk and a bit of fruit, and dinner was another salad which left me hungry as fuck in the middle of the morning or before I went to bed.


Plus money wasn't so much of an issue then as it is now.
Now I have my own house, with bills to pay and a baby on the way.
No I'm not whining about becoming a father, I fucking love just the thought of holding my baby girl in my arms while Aimee is sleeping. But anyone who's had a baby will agree - tis fucking expensive.
I think my tax return alone will just cover three days worth of Huggies nappies, if I'm lucky I could squeeze in a few Advent dummies in there too.


Alas it is my bed time. Well not necessarily but I need to awaken early in the morning. Plus my douchebag neighbours who must not actually work are having a party. ON A FUCKING MONDAY NIGHT. & they only listen to shit punk music. Oh and what sounds like Axl Rose choking on a KFC bucket.

Night all.

Mood: Sheleeeeepeeey.
Music: Das Kitteh.

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AlpineBlood

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Planning.
May 20, 2013, 10:35:am
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Sucks but try using material nappies. They reduce nappy rash and are cheaper by a long run!!! Lol. I wanted to be a police officer at one point but I am way to fat now and defiantly to lazy for it.

_Gy0kusai_

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Planning.
May 20, 2013, 02:47:pm
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More important than the physical aspect of the job, do you think you have the necessary character/mindset ?I would've liked to serve in that sort of capacity but when you're calm and soft-spoken, it's difficult to project an air of authority.

cantastra

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Planning.
May 20, 2013, 06:05:pm
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Same, but now I've got motivation, haha. And as for me, I'm not exactly soft spoken, I have a somewhat deep voice that most people have described as being monotone, everyone that I've been friends with has said that I seem very imposing when we first met, which is funny because I really don't mean to be, at all.

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cantastra
Technological marvels aren't credited to these men when they should b
May 17, 2013, 07:37:am
Every few weeks I always wind up watching this footage on YouTube again, mostly because it doesn't portray the men to be more than they are.
In the video you will see scorched remains in North Africa, a corpse which had an arm pulled into the track system of a tank, a wounded man holding his gut in the street, tank explosions, and much more.

One thing I hate about modern people is very few will thank the soldiers of the Third Reich for the technology we use today, much indeed, that which you are using to read this even, is all because of them.
If it wasn't for a need to kill the enemy why would it have been made?

No, I am not a fascist, nor a supporter of the atrocities committed by the Reich.
But without them we wouldn't have had the cold war, (which lead to more technological capabilities, and even made men think so hard that Tetris was created, and Tetris is as we all know, the greatest game of all time).




If anyone who reads this hates the idea of war so much, stop using your computers, mobile phones, and forget about driving too, seeing as all motor vehicle companies, from GM to Ford, even Great Wall, contribute parts of their gains to the defence departments to each of their respective nations, that is indeed fact.



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_Gy0kusai_

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Technological marvels aren't credited to these men when they should b
May 18, 2013, 09:37:am
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It's always good to see footage from then in color, to experience it as those who were there experienced it.

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cantastra
A joyous end.
May 10, 2013, 03:34:pm
So yesterday I was told by my manager, "Mitch, in five weeks time we will no longer be trading here in Shepp, Lyal has decided to close the store, start looking for other work".

To me, while it is frustrating that the store is closing and thus I have to find work again, (in rural Victoria it's hard to come by decent work, not that that was the greatest but it was easy to do, pretty much just just heavy lifting and constant cleaning, with a side of serving customers who were after camping, working, hunting or homewares.


It doesn't help that it comes before my daughter is born and we haven't paid off her cot and everything else either.


Ah well, the gates of Hell are closing after the EOFYS.
Joy to the world.

Mood: Bleh..
Music: Birds outside waking up to the sun

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Miss_Demelza

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A joyous end.
May 11, 2013, 02:05:am
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Ask for a payout.

cantastra

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A joyous end.
May 11, 2013, 06:18:am
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Wouldn't be much lol.

AlpineBlood

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A joyous end.
May 11, 2013, 07:50:am
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That sucks but at least you might be able to get a baby bonus. At least you guys actually need one and would use it for what it's meant to be used for unlike many others

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cantastra
May 08, 2013, 10:25:am
Every time I see a Journal talking about a new all female cult in the Newest Entries, (ditch that, it doesn't have to be a new one), I always know what it's going to say.

The one thing guaranteed something along these lines, "This isn't like any other all female cult, this cult is unique, we have activities for you".



The thing that makes the term "unique" redundant for all female cults, is just what they are. Something unique is one off. Not replicated 334873 times, just with a different fucking name.

One thing I don't understand the reasoning of is the cult names either, you've got PussyLiquor? Ok... Do you see an all guys cult called TestiSweat?
Didn't think so.
In fact, how many all guys cults do you see?


Any who, here's a meme I made.

Image and video hosting by TinyPic

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Xrayne_bowX

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May 08, 2013, 03:02:pm
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PL doesn't exist anymore but it was an all female cult for women who like women thus the name which I thought was neat. The point of them is so that we have a place to chat with only other women in a cult and not have to deal with most of the douchenozzles on VF which was also a neat idea. I however agree with the whole "oh we're a unique cult" thing cuz honestly from someone who is in a lot of cults they're all very similar not just the all female cults. It's something to pass the time though.

cantastra

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May 08, 2013, 06:00:pm
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I used to watch Aimee in confusion because all of the PL updates were of four things: pictures of food, baby/children, tattoos/piercings and questions about the other users' boyfriends. I would have thought that the users would be like those on Yahoo! Q&A who search to see if their Question has already been asked and answered. That being said, I know PL was all female, but the point assertion made on it still stands.

_Gy0kusai_

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May 08, 2013, 06:20:pm
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Yep, a lot of these cults French Fried when they should have pizza'd. Still, with the abundance of slimy perverts on here, I can understand the sentiment of safety in numbers.

cantastra

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May 08, 2013, 10:35:pm
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Yeah, the slimy perverts comment is true enough, they must not actually read any part of profiles especially Aimee's because she gets shit tons of messages begging for her to cam and show her boobs, it leave me thinking, "if they know she has boobs they've looked at her pics, and can clearly see a dude (me) next to her in a lot of them.."

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cantastra
Pokémon.
May 05, 2013, 10:16:am
Am I the only person over the age of 12 who watched Pokémon as a kid but doesn't give a shit for it because it's still as stupid today as it was then?


Starship Troopers people, that's what made me the man I am today, (quote from the enlistment officer who shakes Rico's hand and says, "Mobile Infantry made me the man I am today!" and the he moves away from table and you can see, he has no legs and his arms are bionic).


Animated series was awesome too.
So, much, violence! Especially for a kids show back in the 90's. It's not every day you see giant bugs being dismembered, bugs exploding out of human skin suits and slaughtering people.

That shit was rad.
Though the last ST movie, Marauder, was shit, the first, second and animated series kicked so much ass, it wasn't funny.

Mood: Reminiscing.

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AlpineBlood

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Pokémon.
May 05, 2013, 10:50:pm
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I never cared to much for Pokemon when I was a kid I fact it got annoy!!! Team rocket was annoying.

cantastra

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Pokémon.
May 05, 2013, 11:16:pm
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They were. And still are.

Miss_Demelza

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Pokémon.
May 06, 2013, 07:26:am
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I adore pokemon...but I fucking wish that team rocket weren't do the SAME FUCKING THING in every episode..ruined the series in my opinion. They should have developed the characters more and maybe I'd have the patience to watch the series more. But I mainly just stick to the games anyhow.

cantastra

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Pokémon.
May 06, 2013, 07:40:am
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Still has nothing on Starship Troopers. The old Marauder suits, pure mean!

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HPNOTIQREQUIEM
April 30, 2013, 06:01:pm
I get bored, and lonely.

Is this pathetic?

Mood: Ugh.

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vampiric-faeries
blabbing :D
April 30, 2013, 12:03:am
Hey guys thought I would do a journal I feel like typing so here it goes.

I guess you could say life is life, nothing much has changed. Although I have gotten into NMIT to finish my age care omg I can't wait to start. I haven't done anything for nearly two years studied nor worked and I can't believe life is finally turning around. Life is amazing and I can't believe at the age of 25 I have the man of my dreams :-D

Mood: sleepy but happy
Music: non

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cantastra
Sex.
April 23, 2013, 05:39:am
It's a girl.

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cantastra

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Sex.
April 24, 2013, 01:17:am
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Oh yeah, definitely not. However her nickname will more likely be Glooby simply because that's what we call her now. But that's just as a nickname.

AlpineBlood

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Sex.
April 24, 2013, 07:35:am
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Omg yay!!! Your going to be a great dad ^.^

Miss_Grotesque

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Sex.
April 24, 2013, 09:01:am
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Our child is not having some stupid ghetto sounding name lol she will have a nice name :-)

_Gy0kusai_

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Sex.
April 24, 2013, 09:28:am
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Hmmm ... Seeing where you are in the world, how does '' Victoria '' strike you ?Cliched' maybe, but it's an idea.

cantastra

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Sex.
April 24, 2013, 10:17:am
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We live in Victoria.. Too old fashioned for me anyway.

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cantastra
Scary VF.
April 14, 2013, 11:57:am
My Premium expires in 11 days.

Don't know if I should buy more.. VF is pretty damn dead nowadays..

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_Gy0kusai_

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Scary VF.
April 14, 2013, 05:45:pm
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I've been quaking in my boots over it, too.I was Premium for a month by virtue of a generous friend ... It was a nice present, but nothing that would justify a long-term investment.

AlpineBlood

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Scary VF.
April 16, 2013, 06:56:am
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It's really not worth it any more. Once mine runs out I really am not bothering again.

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cantastra
'We see the Sun!'
April 07, 2013, 10:44:am
Waiting to see how this whole North Korea thing plays out.

Kind of funny how Kim Jong Un looks like PSY..
Is wanting for war to break out bad?


Either way, the North in my own opinion needs to have a democracy after it's 'Communist' (it's more of a fascist dictatorship to me) government is removed by the way of an execution of Kim Jong Un being hung and filmed on a spectators phone for the world to see.
So it can discriminate against a single race or class, so it can choose who in the state has power and wealth and more freedom than others, so as it can monitor just what every one is doing on their electronic devices like phones and computers!
The power of mother Democracy...

Yeah, kind of took que from The Dictator there..



Also heard that Australia has now got an extreme right wing party. I wasn't aware that the old one, the Liberal National Party ceased to exist.
Vote Tony Abbott, because boat people should come by planes instead (something tells me people most likely holding AK-47s are kind of preventing that from happening...).

Just kidding on vote for Tony Abbott. He's the kind of asshole who didn't do a thing for indigenous Australians while he was the Health Minister in the Howard government, then asks Kevin Rudd, "why aren't you doing anything for these people?". Because that makes sense.. He also got lost for a few days, shame he didn't die while lost. Not because I'm being mean, but because when day light savings ends, I don't want to have to wind the clock back 60 years.

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_Gy0kusai_

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'We see the Sun!'
April 08, 2013, 08:41:am
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If war sees that regime getting it's due, then I'm game.

cantastra

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'We see the Sun!'
April 08, 2013, 10:51:pm
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If you ask me it will be a fast series of battles, but just as has been done in Iraq and Afghanistan, guerella warfare will take its toll on all who take part to invade.

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HPNOTIQREQUIEM
lol
March 23, 2013, 04:12:pm
Well, that purge was fun. Down to 9 friends here on VF! Woop!

I might have a nose around and see if it's worth me getting back into some cults or something... Who knows. ;-)

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Miss_Grotesque

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lol
March 23, 2013, 05:38:pm
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If you find a decent cult, let me known lol

HPNOTIQREQUIEM

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lol
March 23, 2013, 07:37:pm
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I surely will! This could be challenging, though. :/

fire7672

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lol
March 23, 2013, 10:29:pm
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whoo

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cantastra
Sometimes...
March 10, 2013, 11:18:am


"FUUUCCK!!!

I have told you things need to change!
You never listened or came to my aid!
The vicious cycle has not changed!
My times spent rearranged!

Mother fuck it all!
I can't stand this!
Remember when I said
Everyone makes me sick?!
Well nothing has changed!

(CHORUS)
I hate (I hate) everyone!
I hate (I hate) everyone!

The vicious cycle still remains!
Constant cluster fuck, bloodstains!
Ignorance, you kill for God!
Expression not allowed!

You fucked it up!
With your mother fuckin' games!
Remember when I said
I was so ashamed?!
Well nothing has changed!

I hate (I hate) everyone!
I hate (I hate) everyone!

(I hate)
(I hate)

You have to,
Pick and choose your fights!
You have to,
Come out of this: alive!

I have told you: things need to change!
You never listened, never came to my aid!
The vicious cycle, still not changed!
My judgment fades away!

You'll never change me!
Remember we are through!
I am staying here!
To betray all of you!
And nothing will change!


I hate (I hate) everyone!
I hate (I hate) everyone!
I hate (I hate) everyone!
I hate (I hate)
And I hate and I hate everyone!"

Mood: Irked.
Music: The video.

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AlpineBlood

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Sometimes...
March 21, 2013, 06:07:am
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Such a good song :-p good old chimaira!!!!

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