Lately all I want to do is cry..
I have been depressed for a while and this time it's back around an it has hit me way harder then before..
I'm not the best person to talk to when I'm depressed because I don't really say much... But if you want to talk to me go ahead..
Wow okay I think I'm going to not even get on here anymore no one is ever on.. An when my "friends" are online non of them talk yo me... I think it is because I have a bf now.. All my friends hate me because of it... Sorry I want to have a REAL life.. even guess I can't do that it must be against the law... But whatever message me if you wanna talk I'm done trying to talk to you guys first.. I'm giving up.
I'm sick of being a people pleaser for once I want to be please by someone else..
Mood: upset-pissed- an i domt know.. Music: hear me now- framing hanley
I don't know what to write about, but I wanna write about something. I used to have thinks to talk about all the time. But now nothing... My life has gotten boring. Other than the little drama fighting o have with people and it kinda pisses me off when i have those because really i bet half of the people i fight with could not say it in real life of do it in real life. But i could. I do most of that shit all of the time even ask my sister Tori. She sees me about smash bitches heads into walls because they talk shit but can't handle it. Well ita bed time for me. Got school in the morning yay! Not.. But oh well school is almost over im getting my job soon my truck fixed my own place and i don't care what people think or say right now. I'm my own person and if you don't got anything nice to say to me or anything like that. Just keep it to yourself because i will smash a bitches or a assholes face in ^_^
Mood: upset and not giving a fuck Music: nothing but dead silence