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Kaminari_Love_Forevr
idk how I feel
August 01, 2014, 03:55:pm
I have this feeling deep inside.
It's a feeling of depression.
I don't know where it came from.
I don't think it's mine.
This sucks because I know it's not my emotion.
But I can feel it plane as day.

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mastershadowhawk
Vodka...
July 30, 2014, 11:24:pm
I should not do research and drink. I'm way to happy about equine polysaccharide storage myopathy. And I have to read every sentence twice...I'm not even sure if I'm typing in English right now.

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Phoenix__Wright

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Vodka...
July 30, 2014, 11:28:pm
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Negative Hawk. You're speaking German.

Sethyliath

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Vodka...
July 30, 2014, 11:32:pm
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It's definitely not German...I speak German. Summarian, maybe? Though I hope not, I don't have my boomstick handy in case of deadites.

Phoenix__Wright

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Vodka...
July 30, 2014, 11:56:pm
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It's cool, I have a Necronomicon book about 3 feet away from where I'm sitting. diddle

Sethyliath

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Vodka...
July 31, 2014, 12:01:am
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Always good to have a book of Necromantic Spells on hand, I do agree.

dark_roses

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Vodka...
July 31, 2014, 01:37:am
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lol

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ta2nini
July 29, 2014, 01:19:pm
Dont preach about equality between people and animals but not people and people. if youre against animal cruelty you should be against people cruelty and should help stand up and help stop homophobes sharing their hate.

There is my opinion. And as my papa just said, "america has the right to be wrong and many americans live that to the fullest."

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Vampyric_Death

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July 29, 2014, 03:21:pm
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I am against people hurting anything. When near homophobes that are abusing those who are homosexual I wish to beat them just as I see anyone hurt a dog or cat I wanna beat them.

ta2nini

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July 29, 2014, 03:34:pm
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Same here, but I know in person some of them two faced people I wanna hit with a 2x4....

BlackDemon1992

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July 29, 2014, 05:56:pm
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Yikes you two o.o ... but wait aren't you practicing human cruelty by beating them or hitting them with a 2x4? I use words not physical violence unless I'm being physically attacked :/

ta2nini

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July 29, 2014, 06:00:pm
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Well, yea... words dont always work though. Maybe I could smack the second face off

Vampyric_Death

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July 29, 2014, 11:53:pm
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some need a beat down. In my honest oppnion any one who harms and animals needs longer then 6 months in jail, treat the animals beating as if the person was beating another person, make jail time longer and is they kill the animal put 'em away like they killed another human. I think they'll stop doing that once they say I don't wanna go to jail the rest my life just for killing a stray cat.

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mastershadowhawk
Eureka!
July 29, 2014, 11:40:am
My Dom mentor and I were discussing erotic hypnosis and when I was researching it, I discovered I have been doing it all along! I had no idea that it had a name or just how far I could take it. I feel like I just discovered I have a superpower.

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mastershadowhawk
50 Shades
July 29, 2014, 09:53:am
Allow me to get on my soap box about this series for a moment. First off it is horrible writing. I read about half before my eyes balls began to melt, then I powered through it in order to give an accurate beating to the stupid thing. Also it started as a Twilight fan fiction. Now, I don't like Twilight but it was about 50x's better...if that's any indication.

My real issue with 50 Shades is the awful representation of BDSM. Christian Gray is straight abusive. He bullies and manipulates that girl into what he wants. She doesn't enjoy herself...she doesn't have any say in what happens...she does it so he doesn't leave her. Wrong wrong wrong!! If he was a real person, the BDSM community would ostracize him. Hard. A dominant would never push a sub into something they don't want. We ease into things. We discuss them. We push a sub's limits but we adhere to their desires. It may seem like its about what the Dom wants, but it is actually all about the Sub. We want to care for them, protect them, and bring them pleasure. We do not bully or abuse and we certainly never harm them emotionally. Ever.

50 Shades makes BDSM look selfish, mysoginistic, and abusive. Without trust, without love, without commitment.

And that is anything but the truth.

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mastershadowhawk
Kik 2
July 28, 2014, 08:18:pm
Talked to a VF guy on kik for a while this morning. He asked to see my boobs and I said no. He immediately stopped talking to me. Hahaha

So, word to the wise. I don't send out nudes. That's stupid...this is the internet and I have a career. I'm not a 15 year girl with self esteem issues that needs to be validated. I know I'm hot. I get plenty of play in that thing called "the real world"

I don't have a problem in the world with chatting. Hell, I love chatting about kinky stuff. But I won't sext with you.

Peace,

Master S

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Phoenix__Wright

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Kik 2
July 28, 2014, 08:31:pm
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Funny story though.Sup.

mastershadowhawk

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Kik 2
July 28, 2014, 08:34:pm
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You continue to be precious.

Phoenix__Wright

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Kik 2
July 28, 2014, 08:35:pm
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Well. P is for Precious.

dark_roses

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Kik 2
July 28, 2014, 09:59:pm
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I only give pics out to someone if they become my girlfriend/boyfriend.

Sethyliath

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Kik 2
July 28, 2014, 11:05:pm
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I've a friend from high school who's like that. I can't engage him in conversation at all without him demanding nudes. Like "heard your cat was sick" "show me your dick."

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Kaminari_Love_Forevr
I'm proud of myself
July 22, 2014, 03:51:pm
in January I weighed 186. At that time I was in a bad relationship ado it was normal to gain weight. And I was wreaking a size 18 pant size. I was unhappy with myself.

But now is a completely different thing. I weigh 163, I dropped over 20 pounds in those 7 Months and I dropped 5 pant sizes. I'm continuing to lose the weight.

I've had people ask what my secret is and I tell them. I've been cutting back pop and junk food. I also go on walks with Sean and I'm in my Taekwando class. It would be a miracle if I was able to get back to my high school weight at 130. But you never know.

Mood: happy but sick at the same time
Music: opening to the anime Soul Eater

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Righteousrage13

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I'm proud of myself
July 22, 2014, 08:23:pm
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Cardio cardio cardio. Good job! Keep it up. You'll get to your goal of you dig deep and want it enough.

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