Wow I have witnessed an actual ghost in the machine if your wondering what it is or how I will explain on here and do a video for here on it maybe remake my youtube to sort out all my vids to.
Well basically though im good at computers not an elite expert like a hacker I'd say im skilled enough to make viruses adverts links hyper links fix internet basically the equivalent of an it technician mixed with web development skills and some 3d modelling skills and banner and flyer making animation making but getting to the point.
The point is I made a novice mistake by copying a few files to a flash pen stick as you do trying to basically transfer over after I repartitioned my computer again for a second time, although the partitioning was faster and easier this time round even with the windows updates.
So I do and basically used the ccleaner from the pen stick to clean registry's and it worked tried copying files over only to remove em because theirs like program files and program 68 I think its called and so on but obviously flash drive doesn't read as C:/ but a F:/ so thus my confusion but the funny thing is when running the ccleaner option of cleaning free space I noticed a new file pop up on my computer and had a close look when I was like wow where did my free shit loads of gigabyte space go and it was like a product number file of all my old shit combined I was like ahh so the ghost does exist daja vu anyway its back to norm now but it's quirky that way you see for me ghost in the machine though I've heard of it not only in films but real life events I had never actually seen it and felt like more of a computer myth if anything.
It'd be epic doing a video on it I would have shown you however I'll show you how it happened and explain even though the file isn't their any more so I cant show you the actual file but I can tell you how to see it for your self on your own computer though you cant access it it is visible taking up what old memory it once took up making your scan go red from the blue bar.
Ok well im high atm folks due to experimenting methods of how to get over writers block.
This is where the story beguines metaphorically.
When it rains fire and crimson two dragons shall emerge to claim the land, both born by fire both drawn to one another to seek each other out in a stone cold stalemate, bereaving their tyrant war hungry battle shouts.
For me when it rains fire the world glows a light I am a dragon candle maker who wax's reality with my prediction.
Some people call me the visionary for I know all and see all.
People always say don't go on about the past but memories make personality's and shape us who and what we are as people and give life to us for example if I wasn't born in my past I wouldn't be here in my present and future, from a logical un-emotional stands point, in order tl have a present or future with someone from the past they must atone make a mends and fix the past with a better present and future for example if someone stole a £10 for years ago they should know give you £40 if they wish to fix it and carry on together, If someone stole a career away from you and 3years they should pay you back a career plus the costs of how much money is lost due to the loss of the career if it was their fault and any bills you have on-cured living alone paying rent as you would most likely live with the person who you was with.
But that would take sed person what 6years to put right a 3years mistake, it'd take 1-2years paying half their earnings to fix it then 6years spoiling the person they wish to be with cleaning up after them making sure their always happy accepting their always right always being their for them, no matter what and not letting anything inter-fear with that process nothing at all true they still will have to work in their career as advised for a constant income but things like friends family should not inter-fear in someone else affairs and private life as it is their own a unity between two people that does not concern anyone else.
Failing to do this who they are with now they should not dwelle on the past but move on with a future with the new person they are with if they cannot or will not abide by the rules of fair law and nature to the old and thus should also move on with a relationship with the new one because if the old one is not fixed both the sed person and the old one's relationship cannot continue and has met it's end, things in life both have a beginning middle and end that has always been the case.
People often run away from their time paradox's and para-dimes thinking they can escape the past but the past makes you the being you are today to run away from it only causes traumatic pain fucks your mind up and causes bad habbits problems like alcoholism eating to less or eating to much things like this are your mind saying it's not happy and your body trying to cope up with the problems by drinking them away eating them away or eating less to become nothingness.
But problems of the mind then enter my realm one would say since it'd delve into psychology a bi product of psychology is manipulation.
Manipulation is a tool, it is what a hammer is to a monkey or a builder, but rather than building and breaking houses manipulation is used to build and break minds.
One could say or argue either nature vs nurture or will power things such as these do exist and offer somewhat protection from manipulation but are nothing more than a safety blanket a construct of ones mind to hide away or block it out.
I right this journal due to im unemotionally detached from my past and I am over it but it just go's to show you people from your past who say they wanted a relationship with you clearly was lying to not fix the past and make it right.
However I often use my manipulation to cure such things as alcoholism anorexia I generally help people not always I am no saint councilers and psychologists charge money for their service I charge a future with you if you live close and your a semi fit woman if your a guy I charge a job eg talk to your manager at your work place fix me up a 9-5job somewhere if your not going to pay in cash.
Other than that the only people I help is my friends or those I wish for the odd flirt, unless it benefits me or has something to do with me my past experience has taught me to turn a blind eye.
That is what I think and thank you my fellow readers for taking time to read this rather bizarre complex and complicated view of the world and all the little people inside it.