You're cute when you play dumb trying to seem so inacent when i know your not , but i 'll play along just to humor you and to fuel my own flames. You're cute when you nuzzle up to me after you spent all your time focused on someone or something else , asking if im okay as if you cant tell im pissed . You're cute in my dreams when you scream for me to stop and your blood sprays across the walls of my bedroom. I'm cute when i am pretending to be happy and ploting your demise .
Its not that I don't want you to be happy but its the fact that when she is around you could careless if I was even here, Its not that I don't like her its the fact that she spits out nonsense and you it that bullshit up like your favorite candy.
All i know is i want you and i want to be happy but at points those things cancel eachother out and i dont have you and im not happy , i know im self-destructive and aggressive but you are the pne who brings out the best and worst in me .
You know of the others and they know of you but you both pass like a summer breeze . The others say empty words that i know not to believe but you say words that sound full but are just as empty but i fall everytime , how long until you become just another one of the others passing like a breeze.