I am now the proud owner of my very own cult called "INDUSTRIALliance". Here's the basic skinny on what it's all about.
"INDUSTRIALliance (a combination of the words "industrial" and "alliance") is a cult designed for the musically inclined to meet and collaborate on projects. The core and fundamental focus of INDUSTRIALliance is the FREE cooperation of artists for the betterment and advancement of the music we all love by the artists. Everything from writing to recording, from mixing to remixing, from concepts to album art... it's all encouraged to further promote BOTH artists involved."
I'm pretty proud of the concept, I'm just hoping the cult picks up some members soon so the ball can get rolling. I really wanna see bands and artists helping each other out. Everyone has to start somewhere.
Let me tell you something about pits....
There are different types of pits that give you different feelings
1.You feel that your Pit is full of emotion so you:
a. bottle it upp until you burst
b. let all your emotions out
either way, you will end up emptying your pit of emotion and it will turn into your next type of pit.
2. You feel empty like all your insides just got ripped out and all that is left is a hollow corpse so you:
a. float about in your ghostly empty corpse state and wallow in your emptiness
b. try to fill your pit with unhealthy habits
c. try to fill your pit with healthy habits
if you choose a:
you will never change
if you choose b:
you will go in the dark path that leads you in a spiraling down fall into your pit
if you choose c:
you will develop habits that will make your pit full and make your life feel fulfilled
now here is the question I ask you:
What is your pit? (and more importantly) WHAT WILL YOU DO ABOUT IT?
Join us as we take you on a multilevel, three room journey of the history on Industrial music with our elite team of resident audio curators and one very special guest duo.
- AREA 1 -
FUTUREPOP + INDUSTRIAL DANCE
DJ's Trauma & Rev.John take things back to golden era of trance lead EBM for a night full of epic builds and breaks.
- AREA 2 -
CLASSIC EBM + RETRO INDUSTRIAL + NEW BODY + ACID
DB resident's J.Short & G. Holger are joined by the veteran DJ/producer duo Raíz (Droid Behavior) as they recreate the sound and vibe of a Belgian EBM club circa 1989.
- AREA 3 -
RHYTHMIC NOISE + DISTORTED TECHNO
Das Bunker co-founders Franck H-Bomb & Ryant Reel Eyes team up with The Operative to take you through a journey of broken beats and pounding distorted rhythms.
My friend unpardonablesin made this post:
When Companions Become Strangers
You take comfort in the compliments of strangers instead of those already in your life, failing to remember that it was those already in your life that were there for you when you couldn't quiet the darkness inside your own mind. It wasn't strangers that wiped away your tears. It wasn't strangers that held you. It was the very same people who became invisible to you the second you ignored them for some text on a screen. Do not act surprised when you lift your eyes from that screen, for once, and realize that those people are no longer there. They grew tired of your silence. They grew tired of being invisible, of being useful only when convenient. Perhaps for once, they needed their demons silenced, and you were not there for them. No, you were too preoccupied with receiving praise from voiceless words on a screen with frozen faces.
And this was my response:
this is legit my life :-( I have no friends outside of the screen but it wasn't because I ignored them I turned to the screen when the people outside of the screen let me down too many times. I was broken and needed something. So I turned to internet friends and you know what IN MY LIFE strangers have been there for me more than any friend has ever been I faced my darkness ALONE and no one was there for me I got out of it ALONE and no that im out of it I realized that those "friends" that I thought I had were nothing but pieces of shit that used me for my kindness. I can honestly say that I legit have never had a true friend EVER in my life yea sure ive been sad and had friends wipe my tears but no one answerd my call at night when I was on the edge of destruction no one has held me no one has been there through thick and thin but I did all that for them so what is wrong? what did I do to not have a friend I talk to everyone so its not the people that I pick that is the issue and the ones that stay I treat as genuine gold as I possibly can and for what? only to be used. What am I doing wrong?....what am I doing wrong?
Never had a true friend
November 18, 2014, 04:37:pm
Ive been to one elementary school with people that were different from my other school -never had a single friend at allIve been to two different middle schools that were different people from my elementary school and from eachother - legit I ate in the bathroom and my only friend was my teacher who called me names in classI went to a different highschool with different people that Ive never seen before yea I had friends but never a true friend I thought I did but they just used me and told me publicly in long ass public posts on fb that everyone hates m and that I annoy everyone with my "so called anxiety issues" and "faking disorders" etc So over all ive tried a change of scene and that hasn't worked
It's that time again, the middle of the month, which means we're kicking off the next "Fan of the Month" contest!!!
For those of you that are new, this is how it works...
1. Add me to your bands list
2. Add one or more songs to your player (the more songs the more chances you have to win)
3. Drop me a message or comment letting me know you've done 1 and 2. Once I've verified that you have done those steps then I add you to the "Kick Ass Fans" section and you are entered. That easy!
What do you win? A picture in the fan of the month picture section of the page AND 1 MONTH PREMIUM MEMBERSHIP!!!
So, what are you waiting for? Get to it!
Capricorn Moon needs to feel useful and productive. They are competent and collected, even when their emotions are churning beneath the surface. They want realistic goals and clear boundaries set. They are not risk takers. They much prefer security and safety and plan ahead for every eventuality.
Capricorn Moon does not deal well with all those messy emotions. they are frightened of dealing with them. While they can have some mood swings and can dip pretty far into the darkness themselves, they don't like to delve into this side. The Capricorn Moon Sign person is their own worst critic, and they can be really hard on themselves. They often hide their own sensitivity behind a sarcastic demeanor. They are painfully aware of their faults and weaknesses, and try very diligently to compensate for them.
Moon in Capricorn may come across as cold and calculating, but in reality they just don't feel comfortable letting their feelings hang out in public. They prefer to be organized and efficient; practical to the bone. Those born under this Moon Sign have a strong need to feel worthwhile. They want to be respectable in the eyes of others. Patient and able to endure quite a bit, Capricorn Moon has a big sense of duty. They jump to take responsibility on the job or at home. They may feel that they give more than they get, and it takes a lot for them to learn that others are giving back to them. They need to learn to give affection. they may feel it; they just tend not to show it very well to those they love.
In a relationship, they are often unable or unwilling to see what their partner wants or needs. They tend to worry and find it difficult to relate to those who have different values and opinions. They have a hard time discussing their own problems. It is rare that they feel relaxed and content within themselves. They fear rejection. Unless everything is outlined clearly, they feel insecure. It may take them a long time to find someone to trust and love. They mellow with age as competition isn't so important and can genuinely be a lot of fun as they get older.
Capricorn Moon likes to get their own way. They can be ambitious and strong of will, especially as it helps their own career. They like the spotlight, and do well in public positions. Often very intelligent, they have a great respect of knowledge, and they know how to use it to their benefit. They do have a problem with holding anger and resentment deep inside, and can actually cause illness or depression within themselves because they don't deal with their feelings.
Moon in Capricorn is dignified and tenacious. They are able to concentrate well, and do not like to be idle. They can motivate others. When they do lose control, you might as well be standing in the shadow of Mount Vesuvius. Luckily, this doesn't happen very often.
Mood: Missing something Music: Digitally Imported: Ambient radio
Where do I even begin to express what I've been feeling inside?
There is no recourse to be taken that I have not already thought of.
There will forever be an emptiness within me, but I could not breathe any longer.
It pains me so, but I know I tried my hardest and had I continued I would have flat lined.
The pressure was too much. The expectations when I stated I was on a brink, when I said I was overwhelmed.
I'm still attempting to swim, and I know it will not be easy.
I never stopped caring, but I needed to come up for air.
I was drowning, and now... now I've got to move forward.
I am glad that I'm not alone while going through these tumultuous times.
To those by my side, thank you. You mean the world to me.
Well, this months "Fan of the Month" contest is over and the winner is none other than Vampyra_Bloodfurie!!!
As the winner she now has 1 month of premium membership and her photo in the "Fan of the Month" folder in the photo section... and all she had to do was add me to her bands list and add at least one of my songs to her player! That's it!
Pop on over and congratulate her so she can see you snooping on her profile with those kewl premium membership benefits. http://vampirefreaks.com/Vampyra_Bloodfurie
Remember, next month it could be you. Just do like she did... add one or more of my songs to your player, add me to your bands list and shoot me a message letting me know so I can verify and you're in! Too easy!!! The more songs you post to your player the more chances you have to win! Good luck!
In the spirit of Halloween (get it?) I've decided to give everyone a little treat... insight into what I'm working on right now and a taste of things to come.
While working on the new album I have decided to put together an sampler EP for everyone for FREE. That's right, FREE!!! The EP will contain a couple tracks from the previous releases as well as some exclusive content (including a remix of a song from the upcoming album). You can see the artwork for the sampler, entitled "Shattered", below. Tell me what you think!
In other news, the new album is plugging along slowly. I just got surgery on my foot so I'm a little doped up and kinda stuck in bed (GET SOME CANDY FOR ME TONIGHT!!!). Rest assured thought that I am still working within my abilities to get the new album, as well as the sampler, done for you as soon as possible.
I hope everyone has a safe and eventful Halloween. Wish I could go out with some of you.
How many of you are planning on getting the sampler when it comes out?