I wanted to take a moment to welcome all of the new fans that have been gained in the past few weeks. Thank you all SO much for your support of the thing I love to do.
Remember, you can go to the reverbnation page to buy music or merch and visit the soundcloud page for some free tunes like cover songs and remixes. Also, be sure to visit the band page on Facebook and give it a like. All the links are on the main profile here as banners, so its really hard to miss them.
Thanks again and keep an eye out for updates on more new music.
So, this morning I managed to wake up with my hand numb. I fell asleep on it at some point during the night, which is always an annoying thing to deal with when waking.
It's been almost a week since I went to a sports doctors to get injections of Corticosteroids in my knees, and I must say I don't feel any different. I feel somewhat worse off at times, but that's because of the side effects such as heartburn which for some reason is severe for me. I also notice I'm moving slower/unable to walk at my full stride. So, it seems there's yet another thing I've tried that doesn't work. However given my physical response to the injections I'm not sure I could have managed doing them on a long term basis anyways.
I've been toying with the idea of forcing myself to go do some summer cleaning lately and eventually I'm sure I will get to it, however I also want to draw up plans for a way to organize the space in the basement also while being able to plan future things such as furnishing it and building walls/bathroom etc. I seem to always have good ideas about room designs but never can manage to make them come to fruition so hopefully this basement idea will manage to happen.
I also have been very slowly working towards setting up my target for archery and making a back stop out of mostly large foam boards. I'm quite sure of where I want to put it, however I'm also convinced if I set it up in that location and miss the target I will be unable to find any missing arrows, however since I received my new compound bow I've missed the target only twice.
So I have been playing Cabelas Big Game Hunter Pro Hunts 2014 lately, a hunting game where like in the previous versions you are in a large open world hunting things like deer, elk, moose, and bears. Seeing me hunting my 5 year old daughter decides she would like to try the game and kill herself a buck. So I hand her the controller and explain a bit of the controls to her. She spends a min or two walking through the woods and she see's a bear, without even aiming she shoots... BAM headshot right to the brain.. the bear falls over dead right on the spot.. now normally you must track the animal you have shot and this takes a long time unless you get a critical shot to a vital organ like the brain, spine, lungs, or heart. So passing this off as just a lucky shot I say good job and watch her head off into the woods again, not long before she comes across a heard of Elk. She kneels down to steady her aim, scopes in this time and bam, she hits the Larger of the Elk right in the heart, it falls over dead on the spot... so by now I am scratching my head going, "what the hell, i have only had one heart shot in the week I have been playing" so she collects her trophy and heads on down a path. She then spots a very large moose, again she just pulls the trigger without aiming. BAM right through both left and right lungs, a double lung shot, this shot is the ideal shot to take down any animal and grats you the most points in the game... I then looked at my daughter who is now walking to the corpse to collect her trophy and ask her how are you able to just randomly shoot so perfect, her reply to me was "skills dad... skills.. some day I will have to teach you some..."
So I always think about food and tasty stuff and everyone always thinks I'm pregnant because I eat so much but I just love food it's like it carries this magical spell and hypnotizes you with its
goodness so what kind of food do you like and I'm hungry right now .-.
So, here's something that has been on my mind for quite some time. I'm curious if anyone else feels the same way as I do.
That people who take advantage of government programs to basically get "free money" because they don't want to work.
Believe it or not there are people who actually believe the government or whomever is in charge owes them for some slights, real or imagined it doesn't matter. Without a doubt these are the worst kind of people I have come across, unless they did something legitimate like served in the military,police force,fire department, etc.
Lately people like this have been on my mind, mostly because they seem to be everywhere, taking advantage of systems designed to help people in need.Sadly the few I have encountered make the exact same statement, they worked for several months or years, then decide that is too hard they'd rather go on social assistance claiming to have mental disabilities.
My guess is because you can't prove mental issues are fake they are very difficult to deny people who use that claim. I swear whenever someone tells me something like "it seems so much like they push people to get back into serving the community..go back to full time jobs." That makes me sick, that is the whole point of the system! to help people who have disabilities live and feel good about themselves, it's about helping them find work part time or full time, and getting better. It isn't to let them sit down doing nothing, and having no desire to get better/try and work out problems.
People taking advantage of the government.
July 08, 2014, 02:22:pm
Wrong...Only person you hurt is yourself and the people who pay for the services...If the government needs more money they raise the taxes on the workers...They in turn make bigger agencies to supposedly "help those in need." You actually make the government worse.
People taking advantage of the government.
July 08, 2014, 02:36:pm
Oh I believe that...Not a fed government fan...Fuck those guys but my premise stands. If not here's an example: Dude here is 25-26 brags about having an apartment, food, utilities and spending cash due to being on somebsort of UK disability...He doesn't work, volunteer, go to school...All he does is get high and drunk. What are the odds he'll have a happy family, a home to call his own, a job, a car...Get to travel? Almost none since he didn't earn them he doesn't appreciate it...Welfare and social programs are actually traps to keep you dependent and dumb down while the rich and elites steal everything.
People taking advantage of the government.
July 08, 2014, 06:17:pm
I pay about 1000$ a month in taxes .had my income tax taken away for bogus reasons. so it makes me extra sick to see people sit back and fuck around on tax money. "Work hard millions on welfare are depending on you". no one helps me . I fight for everything I have . Its bull fucking shit
Well there was alot of people that I cared about and stuff but I gues it was just a joke I had a boyfriend that's now 18 loved him to death we were in a online relationship but he wasn't a catfish we talked to eachother face to face on cam well I cut alot he was scared that I was gonna end up being dead but his friends were strange they always brung drama to him and our relationship and that stressed me out and I tried to make it stop but I was being Ignored and I feel like his best friend sabotaged the entire relationship on purpose and I remember cussing her out and she threatened her boyfriend that she was gonna cut and I said that I didn't care and that I hope she bleeds and dies in a pool of blood but then my ex started to hate me but I think he really did love me ... but just listen to lies and believe them and not me he lied to me about so many things but I didn't care that he was poor and we still talk I guess but not that much all of his friends hated me but his whole family thought I was cool and before him I had a best friend he was new at school but I really liked him and people started rumors and he believed them and left they called him names behind his back and it hurt me alot I tried getting him to talk to me but it only made things worse....and we didn't really talk anymore and after all of that I had a girlfriend she was my first and we were friends and she broke up with her boyfriend to be with me we held hands and kissed I was faithful but then week later she cheated on me so I had to leave her and she cried and it still bothers me .-.
you will look back at all of this and all of what happened one day and think "wtf was I doing :/" There is so so so so much more to life.. you should just go out there and do something fun, enjoy your youth. Before you know it you will be mid twenties wishing you had done things differently. TRUST.
Naw my life is already ruined I don't have a father I don't have any friends I have scars everywhere and that scares alot of people I just sometimes feel like nothingsreal I ddon't believe in reality I just believe in dreams that will never happen I watched my mom die twice...she always goes to work never really pay attention to me I always get bullied so I have no one...I've become antisocial but I'm glad that I am because theres alot of crazy people in this cruel world
you remind me of myself at that age. I can tell you it does get better, you seem to grow up and realise that the world and life is what you make it, anything is possible with a little effort put in. Honestly all the negativity is bad for you, try being more positive about things. I'm a strong believer in everything happens for a reason you should be having fun, finding a hobby.. at 14 I was bumming about tattoo studios getting to know the artists and the way things worked, I used to draw in all my spare time. you just have to find something you 'love'.. now I'm a fully licensed tattoo artist, and that helped me get over Alot of silly issues and negative thoughts I used to have. x
So I'm kind of working on 3 albums at the same time: Fragments, an untitled album I started writing in 2013, and...
All I Lost Was You: Part II
Yes, it's happening! It will finally be a double album, how I originally envisioned it. Set to release later this year, Part II will feature music I worked on at the same time as AILWY, but didn't get to include on that album due to time constraints. It will be a digital release only, and will feature the title song "All I Lost Was You".
I never do seem to grasp why people do things.
I recently had someone I was speaking to/friends with vanish, as far as I knew we were getting along fine, no arguments, etc.
Then one day, gone, not replying to my inquiries. It makes me wonder what I did, or said. Also why the person just left and didn't try to fix things if there were issues.
I guess that is the mentality of people today, if you have an issue, just don't voice it and secretly hate the person without telling them why.
On another note, I've noticed lately that there are a lot of bugs this year, I've been covered with bites on any exposed skin. Last year it wasn't half as bad, must be the increase in normal weather I guess.
You mean "vanish" as in they deleted themselves? Usually for me I'm honest with the person however depends if it will hurt their feelings and also the right moment to tell them but yes I don't like being left in the dark either.