wishing for someday to be beautiful... <3
hopefully that "someday" will come...
to be good enough for the one i love..
the one i will come to fall in love...
but hoping he loves me for me and not outside of me..
Well this is a funny journal Entry that I will ever wright. Okay girls, when you change your hair style or your clothing do you get a lot of guys that try's to get in your pants? well on my Face Book account I have a lot of guys that called me the Devil's bitch calling my cell and trying to get me to meet them at a friends house or a motel. and I keep telling them I am in a relationship. But the guys down here in Louisiana ALWAYS thinks with their fucking dicks! and one guy even had the nerve to tell me when he finds me, he will tie me down to his bed and fuck the shit out of me? WTF 0.o The only one who is going to tie me down to a bed is my loving boyfriend...
Well I know that a lot of guys and girls on here said that I am beautiful, sexy, or hot and I appreciate that from you guy that's why I love Vampire Freaks.com......
Except the creepy fat guys
And I love you 2012, Call me soon when you are not tired
I wish I wasn't such a fuck up. Wish I could just give up. So tonight I'm gonna just give up.
I bet noone will even give a fuck, because noone seems to give a fuck about me anyways.
If I'm ever asked again "where do I dream of living?", I'll say - in the Internet. Sometimes, it can give your life more meaning and happiness than this huge world around you.
Hey all my Freak Friends (I mean that in the nicest way) I remember that some of you were worried about me when i went into my "dark place" a.k.a. winter. i have Seasonal Affecting Disorder. it means that my body uses vitamin D really quickly making me sad. ya.... well i know not all of you care but i was recently put in the hospital and was diagnosed with being a psychopath.. i don't know if its gonna scare you off.. but I'm pretty stable. and I'm trying to make a new beginning. a happy beginning. i want to get better. but yea i wont snap and kill anyone. i promiseeeeeeee <333333
Ask the darkness to dance with you
Your aimless life, being thrown around by the light of heaven
Desire is the key, a healthy longing:
Wish for death with all your heart
Ride the waves Ride the waves Ride the waves
Break your chains and run the blessed ride
The door is in sight - you are there!
Echoing and wavering, the smoking floor
The DJ wants you in his arms; the moth's body
Your body dyed in the waves of the pulse;
Give yourself up to the Master
Mind Razor Bust Strobe Channel Flashback, on the beat
Searching there for boys and girls:
The mystery of darkness, the confusion. It’s love.
If the modernist gets into the number, aah, surely we can see that is the better branch.
Whether it be tomorrow or tonight - drive;
See you and the light closing on the surf
Mind Razor Bust Strobe Channel Flashback, on the beat
The night haze is lost in shadows as it dope dances on the wave
Now we’re getting away with it. Just dance.
The darkness is calling you
Ask the darkness to dance with you
Your aimless life, being thrown around by the light of heaven
Ride the waves Ride the waves Ride the waves
Your body dyed in the waves of the pulse;
Give yourself up to the Master
Mind Razor Bust Strobe Channel Flashback, on the beat
Now we’re getting away with it. Just dance.
The darkness is calling you
You’re almost touching it; it’s at your fingertips
Softly, yes, reach out
maybe that's Tedds son/daughter.
that's why I love Vampire Freaks.com......
