I don't know how people just leave this website to be honest. After a couple of months of not being on VF, I started to really miss the website and the people here. I'm glad my sentimentality prohibited me from deleting my profile as it makes the whole come back so much less awkward haha.
Anyway, I'm writing this at home after my whole life fell apart and I ended up cancelling my flights and saying no to the job that I'd already got in Spain. For now I think it was the best decision and I don't regret it.
As some of you may have noticed, I don't really spend much time on this website anymore. It's sad, really, because this website and the people I met here used to be a huge part of my life. But it is what it is, times change, people change. As much as I loved Vampirefreaks once, I've sort of grown out of it.
I'm very sentimental so that's why I'm not deleting my profile. I log on here from time to time to check my messages and sometimes I may even reply. But I have SO much going on in my life at the moment, I can't really keep up with this website.
I'm finally finishing school; I have my final exams next month and it's such a bizarre feeling. There was a time when I honestly lost all faith in myself and was sure I would never graduate. But I managed to get myself together and although it took me a bit longer, I'm graduating in June and I'm very proud of myself.
In April, right after the exams, I'm flying back to Madrid for work. I've got an English tutoring job there and I'm beyond excited to go back! But again, that means less time for Vampirefreaks. I don't even know how long I'm staying there; could be six months, a year. I honestly have no idea.
I'm writing all this here because there are still a few people I would love to keep in touch with and have no other way besides VF. You could message me here, I will never ignore my friends on purpose but the sad truth is that I really don't log on here too often.
If you feel like we're friends, feel free to add me on Facebook. I won't accept random friend requests though, just giving the heads up there. If you just simply want to keep up with my oh-so-exciting (yes, that was sarcasm) life, feel free to follow me on Instagram. It's private so you have to follow me but unlike with Facebook, I accept all friend requests so don't be shy. :3
With all this being said, it's been a pleasure and who knows, maybe at some point I will have more time in my hands and find this website more interesting. You never know. But as of now, there are more important things in my life and I want to focus on them instead.
What the actual fuck just happened. I was enjoying my well earned nap and the next thing I know, there's an old man standing in my room and I proper freaked out because at first I thought I was just seeing things (wouldn't be the first time) but when he started to speak and shook hands with me, I realised that it was definitely real life. Then I freaked out even more thinking he must be a murderer because I'd never seen the man in my entire life and we live in the middle of nowhere so no one ever visits us anyway.
But considering I'm writing this as we speak, he wasn't a murderer. It turns out he was just a lonely old man who wanted to see the house because it was built by his sister's cousin or something. He doesn't even know us, he was just driving by and decided to pop in. I, however, am forever traumatized by this experience because I'm the most socially awkward person who has ever lived on this planet and having to speak to someone I don't know terrifies me. I wasn't really prepared to have a conversation with a stranger in my own room which up until today has been my safe zone.
I'm so going to kill my Mom when she gets back home. Why would she not lock the door when she left for work??
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I can't believe I'm leaving next week! Does anyone live in or near Madrid and wants to hang out? Or know someone who does? I know that's a long shot but hey, you can always try. If someone has missed the news, I'm moving to Madrid to be an au pair for two months till the end of August!
Right so recently I've been inviting to my own cult, Academy, and it seems that some of these have been going to my other cult, vfmodels.
Please do NOT directly try and join this cult, it is for vf models only, to apply to it, go to models and give them an inbox.
I'm currently trying to work out what's going on, so bear with me, but please don't try and join, or inbox me saying thanks, cause I didn't actually invite you :/ sorry.
After a couple of months of not being on VF, I started to really miss the website and the people here. I'm glad my sentimentality prohibited me from deleting my profile as it makes the whole come back so much less awkward haha.
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But good that things are working out for you
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