The girl I happen to have thought to have disappeared from my life has return. I was just having a hard day at work when I received a msg here from her. At first it took me a whil to guess but once she was more clear in my mind I was so happy my mind was blown. My heart just went crazy, because I didn't know what to say after all these years, now I'm just happy we are working things out to start anew our relationship. My feelings never had disappeared for u, and I contiunously live in regret from my mistakes in the past. But always remember n never forget. I love you Brittany, you honestly made me smile, laugh, and showered me with the love I always desires, I'm so glad u are back. <3
I just couldn't fall asleep, I made a phone call and had the most interesting conversation, with the person I'm having this crush on. I'm actually surprise it lasted so long, i haven't had a conversation like that over the phone in ages.
There is something about this girl, i cant help keep my mind off her. I'm really wishing there gets to be something between and would try everything i can to keep her happy and thankful for making that decision. I'm also trying my hardest to impress her, which i am terrible at but, my heart tells me whatever I do, it will be all worth it to be with her
who am I kidding right, I'm never that lucky to be the one who is enough for anyone, nor am I enough to have old friends remember me. Back as a kid life was much simplier, not afuck to give. But as a adult you find yourself wanting to find friends who stick by u always and a lover who is actually in it for the commitment instead of just the sex games :
Someone really should really help me have more faith into trusting people againg >.<
I never was great in relationships,
Honestly i sometimes let my feelings get the best of me
I've been concealing my heart for a while now to protect myself from being left behind again
But lately this specific girl has been catching my attention a lot lately and I can't keep her away from my mind
Its nice to feel this way again and I do hope she considers me
So I can change her prospective on things and including my own, that somewhere out there there are ladies and gentlemen who aren't just after what's down under but in the middle and top of inside the heart and mind.