I have this constant need to prove to people what they mean to me.
And I'm definitely not ready to say "I Love you" to my boyfriend, so we come up with an alternative.
We "Lamp" each other.
This comes from being drunk, deaf and quoting Anchorman.
Instead of being "I Love Lamp" it was "I Lamp you"
so thats what we say to each other, i hope it catches on!
Right,
so to all those who actually read this.
I'm so fucking happy right now.
I have the most wonderful boyfriend ever!
and it's even better because i dont have to travel miles to see him,
and he buys me food, and we genuinely just enjoy each other's company.
I dont have this constant need to know what he's doing or be with him, because he makes me feel so good about myself.
I'll wake up in the morning to messages from him saying "hope you slept well beautiful"
And when I finish work i have messages saying similar things but about work.
Sorry I've not been online much or chatty!
I broke my phone so i havent had much internet access!
I'm still waiting on a replacement, and it's really draining it out.
Is it bad that me and my ex still speak?
Sexually, friendly and generally?
We broke up on good terms and he told me he will always love me.
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
Some guy i go to sixthform with, keeps sending me anons on tumblr, about how he has a major crush on me and how i've friendzoned him.
ummmm awkward.
known him for 7 years, I know what he's like in a relationship, i know how much of a sex pest he is, and it's just so so so so awkward, and I knew it was him from the start, but now he's finally admitted it's him.
WHAT THE FECK DO I DO?!
Not only did I get ditched tonight,
I was also pestered for the whole night.
Someone claiming their friend was in love with me, even though they didn't know me.
I'm sorry, but what part of I'm not interested, or I'm not available do you not understand?
Wish Mike hadn't gone away, would have been nice to have come home hours ago and spent the night with him.
Oh Well, I'll just have to listen to Insane Clown Posse instead.
Apparently some dirty orange skank is better than me.
I'VE BEEN MUGGED OFF SO MANY TIMES FOR SOME DIRTY ORANGE BITCH WHO PROBABLY HAS A VAGINA THE SIZE OF A BARGAIN BUCKET.
what da fuck.
should have walked when i first saw the signs.
I am on Tumblr, which i use a lot more than this!
I do follow back, my ask box does have the anon option, and i would love for you guys to come follow me!
Seekingtheextinct.tumblr.com
SO EPIC!
All the GEEK Volunteers that are 18+ and all the replay guys went out, and it was so fucking funny!
Afterwards, me and Jas, and two of the replay guys went on an adventure round Thanet, and then we went back to their hotel and played streetfighter til like 6 this morning!
When i did get to sleep, i had a dream that Niall from One Direction was my boyfriend, and i hated it, but then he had a massive like heart to heart with me and told me that this isnt who he wanted to be, He didnt want to be forever known as one of the band members from the band that you either loved or hated, and all he wanted to do was be in a metal band. I felt bad and took him under my wing and gave him a massive makeover. Helped him quit One Direction, who all hated me for it. Simon Cowell backed his decision, and then basically Niall started a band that was a mix between Architects and Four Year Strong!
WEIRDEST DREAM EVER!
The Local Council, want me to empty my mum's room of furniture, and other bits, and get my cat out of the house in like an hour!
I'M TINY & WEAK, IT WONT HAPPEN!
Sorry Mum, But you're gunna have to wait a bit longer!
my dad told me i was going to end up on jeremy kyle, on saturday.
my boyfriend of a year broke up with me, on thursday.
my best friend told me i was a shitty friend last night.
all in all i think i've had a fucking terrific week. -.-
