One month has passed..since I lost my closest friend to suicide...one month since I attended her funeral...and saw her face for the last time....I still miss her...I still tear up knowing I never will see her happy face again.. Or feel her warm hugs....I just hope..that wherever she went...she is happy..and free of all pain...while I write this..the tears begin to flow...and I miss her more than ever...
Mood: grieving Music: Whiskey Lullaby...the song found playing when her body was discovered.
Long story short. Was walkinf home with 2 friends (Girls) some guy came up started talking. Everything was fine then his girlfriend came up started yelling at us for "flirting" with him when no one did. she hit my friend. then he turned hostle as fuck and started getting in me and the other girls face. She pushed him away and the asshole came at me grabbing my arm refusing to let go (Which yes he DID leave marks on my arms) we found out he was beating his gf from what she told us. The cops were called and were COMPLETELY useless. I was the one that he attacked and they wanted to give me as well as everyone else a citation for disorderly conduct. Excuse me? But HE attacked ME so why the fuck am i getting a ticket for not doing anything and being the victim :/
Sounds like the whole world has gone bloody mad in the last few years. With all the shootings, the threats from North Korea, Iran developing nuclear weapons, and all the petty street violence going around, its just crazy. Makes you question the direction our society is heading in, and weather we as a species will make it to the next century.... guess there is alot of unhappy people in the world right now.
We've always been animals but with all these set rules and so forth we forget what we a truly capable of. We forgot the morals of hitting females and that we don't stop when there is a need to we forget that all these simply things change us yet keep so much farther away from knowing what we truly are and how easy it is to go back
You will find that the hunted becomes the hunter is truly a gratifying sentiment of life. Don't kick someone when they are down, because they will have the upper hand when they come back to watch you in your moment of failing.