Alright my freind has started chasing his dream. or at least thats what it seem's like, he likes to play ascoustic, and sing. He's amazing and has more guts then i do, although i dont have anything to play i have an alright voice. i know that im 20 year's old and shouldnt be afraid of what other people might think of my songs and my voice but it takes a lot to stand up and start singing in front of people or even recording it and putting it out on youtube. but i know if i dont try then i'll never know what could be. But if i do then people might make fun or say mean things about it...
so should i just suck it the fuck up and do it? or should i hang back and do nothing?
I've noticed that after i started working my self essteam that there is one thing that i havent been doing writing... When i used to write song's and keeping a journal i was soo much happier. it was something i could to do get my feelings out there with out really telling people how i felt. maybe i'll start again, and see if makes me feel even better.
I said a hip hop the hippie the hippie
to the hip hip hop, a you dont stop
the rock it to the bang bang boogie say up jumped the boogie
to the rhythm of the boogie, the beat
But they don't see the way
that he smiles when he's with me,
How he feels like I do
When I stare at the moon
And I'd hope where he was,
That he noticed it too,
And when my phone lights up,
My dimples are digging deeper,
We're catching lightning in a bottle
Don't give a fuck about tomorrow
Yeah we're dancing in the backseat
We don't need gravity here in the afterglow
We're rolling with the thunder
Now take a breath, we're going under♥