I can not even begin to descried how angry I am at this moment at the human race. Is it so hard to try to be a decent human being? I was questioned bombed on tumblr by some anonymous dick head, he called me names that I have herd before so that doesn't really bother me. The one thing that bothers me is the so called image of beaut we hold. Skinny, big boobs, long hair ect..... I am not this image of perfection that almost 90% of the world holds for anyone today. Yes I am a big girl, I have medium length dark red hair, pale so on and so on. But I love myself, as much as I want to be smaller I am not killing myself over it just to fit this perfection. I want to be loved for my personality, my witty comments, things that make me who I am!!! Is that really so much to ask for?
I am in a very cheesey "in love" mood and I'm all smiley and fuzzy and warm and aaah.
'Cause this time in 2 days I'll be all cuddled up to my beluga whale and then every bad thing that's happened won't even matter anymore 'cause it'll be perfect.
I'd like to point out that my beluga whale is actually a human being, and his name is Nick and asdfghjkl.
So Guys, that link there ^ is for my first book on Lulu.com - hopefully it shall become available on Amazon, iTunes & NookStore at a later date. (Allow another 6 or 8 weeks) but there is it right now. ^_^ Just trying to get the word out to be honest.
"Set in Sinae - the imperfect Priscarian reflection of China - Xiao, Ai is a tale of forbidden love between the Jiang Princess, Guo Xiao, and the Jiang Warrior, Sima Ai. Their love is only forbidden by the Jiang Emperor, Guo Jian, who will stop at nothing to separate them and marry Xiao to who he thinks is a suitable husband. Amongst the bloodshed of what appears to be the never ending war to protect the kingdoms, and Ai fighting to reclaim what is rightfully his, will he and Xiao ever be able live together in harmony and peace, or will the Guo dynasty reign supreme?"
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