long term planning of a sleepless poor man guy person
May 23, 2013, 09:07:am
it is...whatever time that may or may not be displayed to the immediate right of whatever title this entry may or may not have. it is a Thursday.
dear journal,
primarily, this was going to be an entry about my shit for sleep, but I think i'm going to move things in another direction to a subject consisting of my future, more specifically, the next 363 days.
I just renewed my lease for my apartment Tuesday, which means i'll be here until the end of june '14, and i'm okay with all that. by the time this destined june comes around, however, I honestly think i'll be ready and able to move out of state. I haven't made a decision yet as to where, and, being a long-time internet user, I have tons of cross-country friends who have asked more than once for me to live in or around their immediate presence. as stated before, i'm not sure where I want to go, and i'm not even sure I want to be around anyone I know. the whole point with a move of this magnitude is to start over. I've been in this one place for all of my teenage/adult life, and I think a year is more than enough time to prepare for something like this. if I actually pull this off, it'll easily be the most terrifying/adventurous thing I've ever done and that appeals to me.
I basically decided to turn this into a thing in my journal because, if people still read this thing, i'd like to know your thoughts on moving out of state away from your family and friends. have you done it? how did it turn out? do you plan to/want to? also, how's the weather where you live? is the state a groovy place to be? hit me up with some thought words, guys.
so it has been over half a year since my last journal entry, holy fuck...i'd like to say I've been uber busy with life and it's drawn me away from all you beautiful people, but i'd be lying. shit is the same. same job. same apartment. no significant other. no robot unicorn of awesome. at least not yet! you can't lose hope for the unicorn.
but anyway, I've been bored as fuck these past few weeks, and I decided to spend a little more time in the vf world. i'm not sure why yet. I think most of my friends don't even vf anymore...yeah, we all kinda migrated over to facebook back in the troll era of the internet. I can't blame us though. shit got ridiculous.
and this actually won't be the first time I've pulled myself back into the vf area after some time off. I've made a lot of friends through this site, and sadly I haven't kept in touch with a lot of you guys over the years. it's really heartbreaking if I think about it for too long...so I won't. =D
instead, i'll try my best to find you again, all while keeping the friends that are in my life close. expect more journal entries to come, probably about more interesting and/or entertaining things than this sappy shit.
that being said, I love the fuck out of you guys!!
Here it comes once again
'Irrational'
I give in
Paranoia expands within
The little voices start to begin:
Everyone's out to take you far away
Constantly scheming to keep us at bay
Everyone's plotting and they are suspecting you
To place a stop on me to pay
Sometimes I take things
Way Too Far
Irrational feeling
I just try too hard
But what goes up, must come down
The problem is I have no bounds because
Sometimes I just take things Way Too Far
Reality is surreal
Wretchedness is all I feel
Now it's really just a way
God, I hear the voices say:
Everyone's out to take you far away
Constantly scheming to keep us at bay
Everyone's plotting and they are suspecting you
To place a stop on me to pay
Sometimes I take things
Way Too Far
Irrational feeling
I just try too hard
But what goes up, must come down
The problem is I have no bounds because
Sometimes I just take things Way Too Far
Wooohoooo! Wooooohooooo! Wooohoooo! Wooooohooooo!
Sometimes I take things
Way Too Far
Irrational feeling
I just try too hard
But what goes up, must come down
The problem is I have no bounds because
Sometimes I take things Way Too Fa
my point is the same as KLW's, why should we care waht someone does? it doesnt effect you so why even waste time on it. and the whole "id not go so far" thing, so i take it youd hate being called a slut because you just had sex then. take that into account when you downgrade others like that. you know, do unto others and all that shit. And your "real job" doesnt pay near as much as porn does, if you can get in a porn and you need a bit of cash then its a great way to get a small stack.
I don't see how you could infer I'd hate being called a slut because I said I'd never go that far? Honey I get called a slut regularly because I love my tits and take photos of revealing cleavage, I don't give two shits if people call me a slut And as for the whole 'Why do we care', we're Human. We're naturally nosey, naturally curious, and naturally opinionated
i dont think we have a lust to know what everyone else is doing, that seems to be the vanity of the stupid. I have never felt the need to push my own personal standards onto anyone else nor understand what someone else does with their own life with my own standards. curiosity doesnt mean that we have the right to look down on others for doing something different. its the vanity of the stupid.
I know I wouldn't enjoy watching that lol. In my personal opinion I don't think she's good looking at all. And omg her voice.. just makes me wanna yell and scream
So i would really love an awesome custom FB timeline cover for my Violet Lace like page! https://www.facebook.com/xVioletLacex
And ya know, now that I'm thinking about it a banner for my fb link would be sweet too but not necessary! ^_^
Type of Graphic: FB timeline cover and maybe FB like page banner! Free or Premium: prem Photo: One / Two / Three / Four / Five / Six / Seven / Eight / Or any from this folder in my gallery! let me know if you want the original photo in any of the collages ^_^ Size and Shape: standard time line size? not sure the exact dimensions =/ and the banner - umm 600x250? or whatev Text: Timeline:
Welcome to Violet Lace!
If you enjoy my pieces, please like and share the page! ♥
(or if you can think of something more clever along those line feel free to improvise!)
Banner:
Violet Lace on Facebook
High Quality Hand crafted flower/lace/ribbon/felt accessories & jewelry!
Gothic, Victorian, Burlesque, Lolita, Vintage and more
(if it all fits XD) Colors: Whatever fits the color theme of the piece in the picture(s) Textures I would looooove some damask & lace textures in there!! And roses, flowers & Pearls too! And omg if you could fit cameo framesin there, like in lace or pearls that would be fantastic! I really want them to look elegant/gothic/victorian/alternative Extra both single pictures and blends would be lovely! i plan to alternate photos weekly to keep it fresh!
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Dad: Where they at?
Mom: Huh?
Dad: What that say on the screen?
Mom: Free mode
Dad: Where the character at?
Mom: What are you talking about, we're not at the character select screen.
Dad: I thought since it said free mode you had to rescue somebody I was asking where they at
Mom & Me: It's a mode where you can play any character on any stage, and not part of a character's story line you don't have to rescue anybody!!!!
That's how the screen looked we had Free Mode Highlighted. Dad thought "Free Mode" meant we had to rescue somebody and was asking where we had to rescue/Free them from.
Hello there everyone! How have you all been? I really would like to know! I may not be on here to check much, but when I do get on, I really like having messages and comments from you guys! I miss all of you!
Me and Swooshy have been together (1 year in a few weeks) we are going to be buying a house in a few months. yay! I bought a new car, So no more gas guzzler!
CJ turned 2 on Sunday! She is super smart! her Dad got relocated to Ft. Hood and aparently is getting deployed. (He hasn't confirmed this, but his mother has) He's currently filing suit to attempt to get Custody of her because he doesn't want me to have her. His current plan of attack is to tell the courts that I am mentally unstable. We have Court on June 13th.
Still livin in the same 3 bedroom house, getting ready to have a couple friends move in so they can get back on their feet.
Still at the same job, but working 3rd shift now. (Same shift as Swooshy) Since they added the 4th shift, it was the only way we would be able to have time together outside of work.
I'll be starting school again soon. Was supposed to start May 1st but I decided to push it back until after we get this house bought, because then we'll be able to afford internet, Which we can't now.
That's really all the updates I have! I'm gonna try to put up a few pictures.
I'm actually about to start that one, I'm very picky with my anime I always end up watching girly ones which is so far from my personality I don't eve...whatever lol.
So Yesterday my gorgeous friend modelled my creations for me, will upload some new pics of that later!
& I'm making new etsy listings now!
Anddd I just saw that they have a new feature on etsy!
You are now able to sell digital files!!!
I'm wondering two things,
First, can I sell my nudes like that?!
and
Second, can designers sell their graphics like that!?
check it out!
Mood: Loving Life. Music: Communion After Dark Radio Show
I will. Ugh I just need money so I can learn things and make things. I can't even afford to pay my library fees and start borrowing again right now. But hopefully I can beg the charity shop lady to let me work there again. She's annoying and the toilet is gross but she lets me have any books I want for free and other stuff super-cheap.
They're just documents that people can download and print. Or you can get your stuff printed and then sell it on there. But Etsy doesn't offer any service that prints things for you. It's not like dA or anything.
I'm redoing all my profile relationships, cuz I noticed I don't talk to half the people on there anymore! XD
So if we talk on the reg let me know if you want to be put it there and which relationship you want! ^_^
♥
Honey I get called a slut regularly because I love my tits and take photos of revealing cleavage, I don't give two shits if people call me a slut 
And as for the whole 'Why do we care', we're Human. We're naturally nosey, naturally curious, and naturally opinionated 
It's a mode where you can play any character on any stage, and not part of a character's story line you don't have to rescue anybody!!!! 
Original 
I can't even afford to pay my library fees and start borrowing again right now. 
