Sometimes I feel so alone inside. Theres a void that seems never gets filled. Is happiness really that hard to obtain and keep. Seems everytime I become happy its only temp. I feel like Im nothing more than a toy. Thats how I get treated. Ive taken myself away from the world. If I have no one then I dont have to feel.
I once heard, the nearest experience of heaven that a human being can feel, is when you are in the arms of your Mother, complete warmth and bliss, I don't under why you feel tormented, You don't have to explain, Maybe your Indian routes... Your heritage is talking to you? But now that was a rude wild guess, But I cannot delete what I say because that is dishonest. Because right now I'm talking to you. The picture of you smiling is by far the best.
I waited in the darkness. Waited til dawn stole the night. Waited as all my fears were brought to light. Like a shadow I retreated. Back to my safe world. Where only numbness is felt. I lay my shattered heart out for you. Maybe you can fix it a new. If you dont want it just toss it way. I know nothing lasts forever. You dont have to stay. In the dark I waited holding a light to show you the way. And like a shadow you retreated into the unknown. I take with me your heart. It was broken but I fixed it for you. Here in my own darkness Ill wait. Till you find the way.
Moved to Georgia from the west coast about a month ago..... Very different from california thats for sure.. 0_o
I am home sick mainly becuase I miss my animals....Hmmmmmmm and so far I havent ran into any metal heads here......*searches* haha
Your fire blinded my heart~ Decite hidden behind your angelic eyes~ Your words all liquid lies~ Your promises of never saying goodbye~ Fairytales are dead and gone~ I hope she breaks your heart and leaves you weak~ I hope your heart will feel as if it ceases to beat~ I hope your concious eats at your soul~ One day youll wake to see~ The one who truely cared~ And you walked away
