so... i must have commented about 6 people today and two of them had replied to me. honestly dont find anything more rude than when i inbox people and they dont reply, its just to ignorant. to the people who reply to me thank you. to the people who dont i have to no respect for you not that you obviously care but im honestly considering giving up on this site. not being replied to irritates me so much. hopefully if someone reads this they may be able to restore my faith in this site.
I came on here to meet interesting people etc, I joined a couple of cults also, the most active cults are sexual ones or harry potter ones.So basically if you want to chat on a cult on vf, you gotta divulge personal info, or talk about harry potter. Endless fun.
mainly fan fiction ones, mainly talking about matching malfoy up with harry, hermione or ginny.or replacing wand with wang and giggling for hours.What cults do you follow?
March= Dated Drew then cheated on him with Michael then just stayed with Michael.
April= Drew found out. Michael still never new.
May= At the end of the month finally got my heart ripped out. (other reasons)
June= Started dating Kozy at the end of the month and Drew wont leave me alone.
July= Things didn't work out with Kozy and drew STILL wont leave me alone. Teal Hair!
August= Caitlin cusses Drew out
September= Single life. Gets a job.
October= Single. Blue Hair!
November= Tries to talk to Spencer. That falls threw. & I met a guy from my work.
December= Taken and Happy. But a random Joe wildly appears. & wont leave me the fuck alone.
So Joe is all up in my shit now. and he thinks he can just randomly appear and start dating me again. Bitch, shit doesn't just fall into your lap like its meant to be. Fuck you. I dumped your ass once because you were clingy & i never saw you. & if you think im going to date you again. you must be mistaken. because i know neither of us wants to pay for my gas money just to go see you for a few hours. You gotta be more local then 24 miles round trip.
As 2012 comes to a close I just wanna say a few thing.
I'm grateful for all of my friends. New and old. The past is the past and its time to move on. I'm sorry if there's anything going on between us. Like we don't talk or something happened. I feel horrible. But I promise you, we'll reconnect soon
To the past boyfriends.
As most of you are my friends now, but others not so much. I just wanna say thanks for still being around just to be somewhat close friends. Threw thick and thin, we're still there for each other. Friends or not. I'll still be here.
To the family.
You're assholes. My great grandma is dead and your too worried about money? Oh, okay.
The other part of my family, your amazing. Ray & Jay, thanks for being the 2 drunk asses of the family. Kelly, thanks for everything. Kevin, your just amazing. Everyone else, I think I'll stick around with you for a few more years.
To my current friends, boyfriend, and family.
I love you all. Can you please just make this new year good? I want more adventures. I wanna go out and see the world. I want a better job. I want Troy to stay with me as long as he can. & if we don't last I still want us to be friends. The simple things in life can make anyone happy. And that's all I want from this new year.
Simply happiness.
I'm so fucking tired.
Iv worked a total of 10 hours between yesterday and today. Plus school.
I can't keep doing this.
I'm going to go fucking insane.
I work everyday day next week besides Monday and Tuesday. I'm pissed.
Happy
But pissed.
There like 5, 6 hour shifts.
Ugh.
Well at least I'll have money.
But. What I was thinking since I get 2 weeks of for Xmas break. Just take the last week off. And call it even
I'm tired of working.
Anyway.
Christmas is almost here
I got Troy; Skate 3, Bless The Fall shirt, and I'm making Him a Pokémon bracelet since he's a geek for Pokémon xD
I got mom & dad a gift card to Red Lobster.
I got Adam & Lauren a gift card to Chili's.
I got Papa & Grandma a gift card to Logan SteakHouse.
I got Sianna a gift card to McDonalds.... (Don't ask)
I got Dad a Big Bang Theory shirt.
I got Shawn a Starbucks gift card and a Marilyn Monroe poster.
Iv spent over $150 on Christmas.
& I'm not even done.
I still have Caitlin and Darien. .-.
So when I get paid on the 24th, I have to go crazy before everything closes!
Ugh. I hate being crunched on time!
But yeah.
That's that.
I hate my job.
I'm skipping school again on Friday
My crazy drunk cousins are coming over on Friday! So END OF THE WORLD PARTY!
But I have to work on Saturday...
Then yeah.
I'm really tired.
I miss my boyfriend.
And I need a new job.!
"nobodies gonna love you,if you can't display a way to capture this.
nobodies gonna hold your hand, and guide you through, it's up for you to understand.
nobodies gonna feel your pain, when all is done, and it's time for you to walk away
when you have today you should say all that you have to say."
men are cocks.
i do not like them
nor do i appreciate their existence.
probably not all of them, just the ones i have the "pleasure" of getting close to.
i do not like you.
you have very much hurt me.
I'm in a room with a dead body, some of my family, and people I don't know.
There's flowers, folding chairs, a few lamps, and pictures of my great grandma.
The atmosphere is odd, strange, cold.
They don't talk about death. They see the body. Look at it. Stare at it. Then leave to go with the family.
Everyone is in there own groups.
Talking about there life, there business, there future, there past.
They laugh.
They hug.
They say sorry.
I have yet to see anyone cry.
Have I miss understood what a funeral was?
I thought people cried.
Said a few words to the people before them.
I thought people wore all black and hated there life because there loved one is gone?
I've only been to 4 funerals in my lifetime.
They all happened when I was younger.
I don't remember any of them.
So I'm sitting here right now. Writing this stupid thing. At my grandmas funeral. Listening to music.
Fuck this.
I'm tired as fuck.
I just wanna go home and sleep.
I can't even be mad.
Like its just stupidity coming from that child!
He never has logic.
God.
Don't you hate your ex?
Okay so I'm going to break it down in the most easiest way possible.
You and this person meet from each other from your friends.
You guys start talking.
Then add each other on Facebook.
Now you guys are dating.
You two date for months.
Then all of a sudden, you guys break up.
But, still friends. Even on Facebook.
Months pass and you see this wonderful status.
"I wish I had a person in my life that I could love, and call cute names, and we could care about each other, and be there for each other."
Then you sit there all dumbfounded because of what you just read.
Then your thinking to yourself.
"I WAS FUCKING THERE FOR YOU! EVERYDAY! Like, really?"
Then your like.
"I can't even be mad."
But yeah.
That's that.
I'm tired.
Funerals today.
And I really miss my boyfriend. :/
The funeral is on Friday.
YAY! I GET TO CALL OFF WORK!
Her body is going to be laid out on Friday then on Saturday morning shes going to be buried.
Death is everywhere. Why is everyone so sorry for everyone else. You couldnt help this poor old lady at her old age.
Death doesn't bother me as a subject to talk about.
Death can be natural or forced.
Either way, we all have to die.
You cant stop it.
Don't be like the idiots in the pardoners tale. t(-_-t)
I might be sounding like a bitch but its whatever.
Ill pay my respects, be the person thats the shoulder to cry on, then go home.
The world doesnt stop for you.
It never has.
It never will.
I really need a new computer.
Holy fuck its slow as hell.
Anywayyyyy....
My day was fun ^-^
I skipped school.
Went to Troy's house.
Cuddled for a few hours.
Went to Ann Arbor for our date.
First we stopped at Salvation Army.
That was the funniest thing ever.
We did buy a stuffed dolphin.
We named it Steve.
Then, Some guy payed for our parking meter when we got to the Pizza House! WHICH WAS COOL AS FUCK!
Never go to the Pizza House.
It was shit.
& over priced!
A $5 pizza and an old Christmas movie would have been better, But its the thought that counts.
He really wanted to take me on a 'real' date. So I cant complain. :P
After that we went to some skate shop.
Went to Briawood mall.
Walked around.
Bough Pinkberry.
Yeah, I'll stick with ice cream. >_>
Then left to go pick up my check.
THAT DIDNT HAPPEN!
We were about to go to my work and MY DAD WAS CHLLING IN THE PARKING LOT!
yeah. That wasnt happening.
So we back to his house so I could leave by myself to go get my check.
THAT I HAD TO WAIT ALMOST 35 MINUETS FOR! UGH!
But yeah.
That was my day.
I got most of my Christmas shopping out of the way.
I have to wait until the next pay check to get the rest of the gifts.
Oh, wanna know something funny?...
When I was at Troys house earlier he asked me to flip out my septum ring. Sure? Why not?
So I did.
Remind you, I didn't have any balls at the end of it....
We start making out.
He gets on top of me.
Next thing I know, The ring isn't there!
Im thinking "Awesome, I lost it."
Nope.
I breathe in AND IM CHOCKING ON IT!
YEAH!
THE MOTHER FUCKING SEPTUM RING!
It fell out of my nose and in my mouth.
That was not fun t(-_-t)
So theres that....
AWKWARD!
Killed that fucking moment. lmfao.
But yeah.
Im tired.
I have no school tomorrow!
But, I work.
Speaking of work.
My Great grandmother is now dead.
She died the other day at the age of 92.
My grandma took care of her for years but she sent her away to her sisters house 17 months ago in Indiana.
They're sending her body back here to Michigan for her funeral
There was nothing wrong with her.
Just old age.
Since theres going to be a funeral, I have to see my "wonderful" family.
I work 4 hour tomorrow.
Off Thursday.
Work 6 hours on Friday.
Then work 3 hours on Saturday .-.
I hope I don't work on payday. <3
Because since I'm a bad kid, I'm skipping the rest of the day on Monday after voc to go hang out with Troy.
I know I know. I shouldn't do it. But I'm tired of only going over there for a few hours then leave.
I go to school and work all week. I hardly get any free time unless its on the weekends.... Once in a while.
He works crazy hours now, so I barely get to see him.
We make time for each other.
Some how we make it work.
I might be in the wrong for skipping, but its not like I haven't done it before. It's not like any of you have never skipped before.
Besides, it's not like I'm going out to get high, to steal shit, or get drunk. Just a day where I can find happiness on my own time with someone I actually care for.
Just let me be a stupid 16 year old.
Let me enjoy my youth while I can.
I just wanna be ridiculous for a day, go out and have fun.
Why be mad at someone for being happy?
He truly makes me happy. So don't argue with my stupidity.
Your argument is invalided.
I work tomorrow... At ford field.
Cant complain.
Im working with Kyle again sooooooo. it all works out in the end. haha :P
Anyway,
Kelly stayed the night last night.
We havent hung out like that since like my birthday. THAT WAS ALMOST A YEAR AGO! -.-
She always up her boyfriends ass.
So I never get to see her.
Its what ever I guess.
I had to pick her up yesterday. Drop her off today. FUCK DRIVING! I hate driving now. OH YEAH! I HAVE TO DRIVE TO FORD FIELD TOMORROW! -.-
I really hate my life.
I also saw my boyfriend at work today.
He was makin dem sandwiches.
hahah :P
Then my brother took me out for dinner and a movie today <3
