ok i know i talked about my appointment the other night and i am happy to say that ive lost a total of 28 lbs!! i cant believe ive lost so much weight so far everybody is giving me so much support IM SHRINKING!! lol
well heres the deal for the past 6 weeks ive been on a diet the first 3 weeks my dietitian weighed me and said i lost 17 lbs!! now 3 weeks later im going to get weighed again on the 6th im kinda nervous that i didnt do such a great job but ill keep faith that ill lose my gut!!
Interesting how some come back from the past and apologize for what they did and others simply sit on the sidelines, too concerned with pride. I do see all of my views and if you want an audience then you first must repent Kaitlyn.
im happy that ive moved again into my sec place with my son and my boyfriend.. and wehere going good .. and my son get's to head back to school tomorrow sents weve just moved it would be like his first day at school ..
well im home alone and drinking like usual which isnt good bcuz I get depressed when im alone let alone drunl. im starting to wondef why I even try to get better im an alcoholic problem drinker with an inability to convey my true emotions. I feel like I was born in the wrong time, nobody seems to care about each other anymore, one minite they love you and would killfor you, the.nexttheyre the one tying the.noose. if people dont care about each other then why do I? I try so hard to make this world one worth fighting for but I cant do it alone, but im.always alone theres only one pefson who too, the time to get to know tje real me and shes a milliom fuckim miles away and I lost.her because I cant stay out of jail for more than a couple monthes, its nigjts like these that I wish my paremts wrre still alive theyd know what to do but yet aagin everyone I love dies or leaves me or are across the world. i guess I was destined to be alone and should stop birching and dealwith it, someti,es I just wanma give up and waste away, hopefully someone decides they wanna talk to me but if not then fuckit
Mood: depressed drunk Music: never too late three days grace
right now in this moment in time
is the first time ive felt truly alive
take my hand lets make a dive
and see where it leads us in life
it could be wrong it could be right
but well never know unless we try
gaaaaah im so inspired its crazy!
lets see what I can come up with
somedays when life gets me down and I want to cry,
I sit alone on my porch and stare up at the sky,
then I remember the struggles of those who kept me alive,
and the promises ive made to spread my wings and fly,
somedays I dwell on the fact that im all alone,
lost in the void called life with noone to claim as my own,
then I remember that not everything is set in stone,
somedays I sit and worry aboit the future,
longing to go back to a time where this was all pure,
but then I remember.my duty to the world and for it I will endure..
For years now I have reported every "nazi" that I see on here. Any schmuck with a nazi flag on their profile or spouting hateful words with various nazi paraphernalia in their gallery. As of late I have done so quite a few times. I feel like a bloody nazi hunter at this point. Its fucking stupid that I even have to report these people. They shouldn't be here in first place.
...Wow... you're actually just as bad as they are o.OYou're sitting her typing out messages of hatred for them... but that's acceptable in your mind - not when it's other peoples hate, that of course is wrong XDTaking out people because of their beliefs? Hmmmmmm, that is an extremely terrible idea - you're saying this should happen because a lot of them spread hate speech... what about the ones who don't? What about other organizations that people don't like?Most of the world thinks that Homosexuality is wrong, does that mean they should take your philosophy and take out all the gays possible?You should really think before you spout your own hate speech and violent ideas XD you're sounding just like the dangerous Nazi's that you claim to hate XD
Now you are dragging homosexuality into this? Hah. It has nothing to do with this. I have more respect for the actual Nazis than these posers. The actual soldiers were young men forced into servitude and brainwashed with Hitler's ideals. It is not hate I speak, but truth when I say the those who deliberately choose that path are not worthy of further rights. In actuality it should not be a surprise to them. They are choosing to follow facisim over democracy, yet they are unwilling to pay the price. By calling themselves a Nazi, they are, under Nazi law, giving up their own rights.
I was homosexuality as an example because a lot of people did/still do hate them (im not saying its right, just a fact). Theres lots of different things that people dont like in the world - like you and Nazi's (for good reason of course) Hate against Hate"those who deliberately choose that path are not worthy of further rights" - people believed that about gay marriage as wellmy main point is, dont fight hate with hate... it never works. follow Gandhi's example or the original Black Panther movement - they both did very good workagain, im not saying that we should have nazis here or anywhere, but you have to be careful about how you deal with them.
I'm not fighting hate with hate. I am fighting with truth. It just seems to me that you cannot see that. This subject is begining to bore me. So with that I bid thee adieu and hope that at the end of the day you will finally see beyond the petty systematic flaws of false society and see the true light. However, I highly doubt that your intellect is capable of such.