Blah. So tired, all the time. I sat infront of my work for like 3 minutes whining about how I didn't wanna go to work lol
I think I need to spend a day out in the sun. Did you know, that depression can be caused by having no direct sunlight? Not that I'm depressed, but seriously. I'm just tired as hell all the time. Had an awesome 3 day weekend though!
And this weekend is gonna be a blast,...
Cause I'm going to the Renaissance fair with my boyfriend and his family!!! <3 soooooo excited!
But yea, I work all the time, in a back room, with no windows, and no one goes to the back, so I pretty much work by myself. Come home, lay in bed, and thats the only sunshine I get. And its not even any direct sunlight. So that kinda sucks. I walk out every morning, and its all nice and sunny, and I just wanna sit in the grass, and feel the summer breeze.
Poop on you broken ankle!
Hopefully next week I get to see my friend Leslie though.
Yesterday was a horrible day for me, and by the time I got off work, I just wanted to sleep in the car on the way home. Which I did. Sorta.
Than came home, and just wanted to go to sleep lol
Last night, and the night before I passed the fuck out. Last night I don't think I even woke up once. However, it did take me forever to fall asleep.
Anywho, WHOS GONNA BE AT THE REN FAIR THIS WEEKEND?!?!?! Saturday in particular. Sooo happy to spend the day with my boyfriend out and about, and his Aunt, who I love and adore. And his brother who I've never met. And if his mom and sis go.... Which would be cool too! But I don't think they will.
Gotta find something to cushin my crutches otherwise I'm gonna get a rash all day saturday.
I blogged about a person I was having problems with on ebay, weeks back - it may even have been last month, because it's been that long! Well, the saga finally came to an end at 2am today!
After putting in a complaint about them not sending me the items I had paid for (a rather cool set of pre-made dreads I had been promised twice already), I got a response the next day, telling me that she still hadn't received payment, but since I had obviously paid for them, she would send the dreads along on the Monday of the following week. Finally thinking I might actually get to see these mystical dreads after all, I waited patiently....and I waited....and waited....and waited. In fact, I waited long enough to have made 5 sets of dreads myself.
This time I got a very different response "Shit, sorry, I totally forgot to send them, I will do it tomorrow."
Now after waiting a full 2 fucking months, I was starting to get very pissed off. She had absolutely no reason not to send these things and 'forgetting' is pretty piss poor IMO. Especially after all the drama of not sending them the last 2 times she should have!
Unsurprisingly, she didn't send them again. So last night at around 1:30am I escalated the case with a full description of what had happened, including screen captures of the invoices and payment records.
By 2am I got an email from paypal, telling me I had been refunded the full amount paid by a one Mazdingo Bambiface... so it looks like I was right all along, she had that cash and she was intending to do a runner with it. Nice try bitch, but I'm like a dog with a stick with these sorts of things.
So, yeah - Mazdingo Bambiface - if you're ebaying for alternative things, AVOID!
I wondered that too. At one point she even told me she'd send them anyway, because I had mailed her proof of purchase. She then later came up with that 'Oh shit I forgot to mail them' crap :/ This is the second time I've had to escalate a case, the first being some dodgy laptop charger that was sold to me. The ad stated it was an official spare, but when I got it, it was clearly a fake, it overheated almost instantly
passive, but it's really not my forté. I mean...I don't like being told what to do in general. That's what I'm referring to. It irritates me. Do any of you know how many times I got in trouble as a kid for not doing as I was told? Constantly. It's never changed. It never will. I like to do things for people, and please them. Doesn't necessarily mean I prefer to be bossed around.
I'm also not a hypocrite, okay. I don't have a desire to control people. It's more the attitude of "You do your thing, and I'll do mine." Simple! "Just don't bother me for no good reason with your BS, please." Besides all this, abruptness doesn't work with me. I'm saucy. No one can just shut me up. If that causes an argument, my bad then.
Walking home today I couldn't help noticing there were a lot of police around, and since I knew I hadn't done anything police-worthy lately, I soon started looking around for things that were. That's when I noticed there were a lot of anti G8 stickers all over the place, not to mention pro EDL ones.
It was at this exact moment that I saw ahead of me, a bunch of cops talking to some stereotypical chav-types, just the sort of people you find joining the EDL, because brain cells don't matter when you're in the 'super special nazi club.' As it so happens, they were holding fist fulls of these stickers, so I guess it's safe to assume they were the ones responsible.
Anyhow, as I walk by to get to my street, one of them yells at me "And you can fuck off back to your own country too!"
....Excuse me? did you just tell me to fuck off back to my birthplace? You mean, the country I am currently in right now?
Furthevicious: I have no idea. I get told by people from outside the UK that I don't look British a fair bit. Nobody has really elaborated though. My dad is Scottish and my mum is English, so technically I'm 'British' not English, maybe they smelled the whiskey or something lol. Localfreak: emphasis on the try. Milady: Ugh, they are complete morons. Integration happened a long time before most of these twats were born, they just need to accept it. But since they like being pedantic, if they go wayyyy back into their own family trees, they'd probably find some are descendants of Romans, and therefore they should, by their own twisted logic, belong in Italy.
Blah, I can't wait till I'm able to pay off my cello... I think I still have almost $300 left to pay. I also need to save money for my boyfriends gift, and my trip to Cali... And thinking about it, I think I should have gotten that black electric violin... -.-* Sometimes I can just be too stupid.