So shit has come full head and I am tired of being lied to about shit. He is using me for a place to stay but says he's not! Tells me he wants to take shit slow but in reality he is withh two other bitches. I am sick and tired of
his lying to me all the time. He needs to move the fuck on and be gone. I deserve a man who will love me for me and wants to be with me only. No doubts and no afraidness.
Seems like these days I can't do shit right cuz the past gets brought up and thrown in my face. I've tried to make it better but thats wrong of me to. Even when it comes to loving someone I fuck it up. I can't handle the stress and worrying all the time so I'm giving up. Hope he finds what he wants cuz I'm not it anymore.
well i just said fuck it to all my woes n pain n i went for a nice walk. i couldn't get any company for the walk but what ever it was nice just to stroll with no particular worry of time or pace. n then after walkin down a trail i had seen some nice blossoms before, tho they were now gone to new leaves. I looked back to see a beautiful sunset shining on me so i took a couple pix
Mood: ELECTROLYTES!!! Music: Systen of a Down - Lonely day
It sounds really lovely.I live in an older stereotypical suburb, so it's not like I'm living anywhere nice, but this place that you walk around looks fantastic
I need to learn that when it comes to girls, that I'm not gonna get anywhere. I just need a mental notification to go off, everytime a girl gives me the slightest opening, that says "hey buddy, don't even. You'll not go far with her."
I wish I could come up. I don't know what your city actually looks like, but if this is any indicator, it's worlds better than Dallas/Ft. Worth
It sounds really lovely.I live in an older stereotypical suburb, so it's not like I'm living anywhere nice, but this place that you walk around looks fantastic
... Fine.
