so the reason im on the streets right now is because i cant get along with my step-dad (mom chose him over me, go figure) i called him a fucking psycho and called him out on his shit blah blah blah. well i visited my mom this weekend for mothers day, and while i was there i decided to apologize (and i totally didnt mean it)to my step dad for calling him a fucking psycho, well he threw back in my fucking face, did not accept my apology (whatever, i wasnt sorry anyway) he got all pissed off about me telling my uncle about the perverted comments he'd told, and i was like you know what dude, whatever im going inside; so i go inside and my mom was like whats wrong with you? and i told her what was wrong and she told me that have no sense of humor. WELL! excuse me but i have damn good sense of humor, and a twisted one at that. so basically my mom said that all the perverted comments towards me are jokes and that hes kidding and that im not any better because of the "perverted" shit that i say, well guess what i am better because when i make "perverted" comments or jokes they are not about people that i know, or if they're standing right in front of me, if i did it would be totally inappropriate, they are not towards others. but asking ME where my sex toys are and confiscating my screwdrivers because hes assuming im masturbating with them, those comments are very inappropriate, because he wants to know if i have toys that i masturbate with and he takes my screwdrivers because hes thinking about me masturbating with them, yes ross when you say you assume that im masturbating with screwdrivers you are thinking about me masturbating with screwdrivers; its fucking gross, those are not jokes. so basically what im trying to ask is who is right and who is wrong, because personally i think im right, its very inappropriate to ask someone that, especially you step-daughter.
god i hate him, honestly im happy im living on the streets instead of under the same roof as him.
if i miss my graduation its all your fault, phillip
i have missed everything because of you.
im on the streets because of you.
i lost my fucking job and you just up and left before i could even get me a new one.
ive never hated anyone so much in my life.
i hate the fuck out you
Today I was scrolling through my news feed on facebook and I came across a photo someone shared from a page called mysterious places of the world, it was a picture of Jacobs well in Wimberely, Texas. I clicked on it to read the comments and they all said stuff like "creepy" and "I would never jump in that" and "you have to be insane to dive in" I thought to myself, I remember going swimming here every Friday, diving from the rock and into the 50 foot deep well, I'm not a strong swimmer but i have the courage to jump in, y'all are pussies.
Then it got me thinking, oh my god I really miss Wimberely, I miss everything about it, my school, market days, Jacobs well, the wimberely village, everything.
I wanna go home
its around fifty feet deep and the farther you go down you will find underwater caves. about five divers have died down there since the 70s, their gear couldn't fit through where they were swimming so they drowned
i lost my home, me and davids roommate fucked us over, me and david came home from getting a money order and we stopped by the office and there phillip was standing there with his dad. his dad was all screaming in my face calling me a worthless piece of shit saying hes pulling phillip out of the apartment to get him a better life... well then me and david tried applying for a one bedroom and we didnt qualify. too much on his record and i didnt have any income, so im officially a hobo
he just moved into a new house, theres no room for me there, plus it wouldnt be good for me to stay there. id live with my mom but i wouldnt be able to get a job living with her, she lives in the middle of nowhere