I made a last minute decision to travel to Lancashire to attend my uncle's funeral. I pretty much decided, screw work! screw the bills and screw the distance! my family comes first! So I told my managers of my uncle's passing. They were a little more understanding than I thought they'd be (I judged them based on the fact that they wouldn't let me extend my holiday last December so that I could both go to my sisters wedding and stay in Lancashire for Xmas. Apparently it was too short notice for them and with it being December, they were understaffed as it were... so I had no choice but to miss my sisters wedding...which broke my heart.). They agreed to allow me the days off despite my schedule having already been written and set.
Happy that I could have the time to go, I now had to work out how I'd travel there. I rang my mum to let her know I could attend but that I didn't have enough money for a coach (the cheapest mode of transport) So she put some money in my account (which I'll pay back this Thursday), and I booked my coach all in the same day.
I traveled for 8 and a half hours yesterday. I attended the funeral today. My sister is giving me a lift home tomorrow.
I didn't even know this uncle. But a lot of my family did.
Especially my mum.
When my mum rang me to tell me about his death and his funeral date, I heard the pain in her voice.
That is what drove me to suddenly stop everything I was doing and travel for so long just for a couple of days.
Because my mum needed me to be there for her.
I'm glad I was.
Ok, I know I've already posted a video about how epic Dragon Ball Z Abridged is but if you love DBZ and you've never seen the abridged version, I'd highly recommend it
I know I have said it before, but I only talk to two people on here and nobody ever contacts me so I think I will give this a week then I will delete it.
From my sister. Uncle Chris died last night of a heart attack. Can't say I knew the guy well but it's a big blow for my mum and nan to take...Just rang my mum to see if she's ok and offer my sympathies. She's alright but hearing her upset made me sad for her. I'll always be here for you mum xxx
I know its hard fighting cancer, & I know you dont want to hear this but its also a deadly battle. I lost my grandma to the fight against cancer & I fully support everyone who is fighting cancer as well Fight strong
baby im sorry ur right i should of told u first i love u only u and yea im scared of u leaving yea im scared to die but right now im scared of not having u more then dying
when i was little i lost a gf and i promised to myself i wouldnt fall so much 4 a girl i broke that promise 4 u but im scared like i was then of losing the girl i love
hit by cars, beaten up each day and dying inside but then i met u
i would do it all again if i had to
my biggest fear is not spiders, dying, the dark and clowns
my fear is going back to the days i was alone and weak
im weak wihtout u
im nothing with out my true love
im not sorry 4 telling my sister b4 u
im sorry i didnt tell u
im sorry im here so far away
im sorry im not good with how i feel
but everyone knows how i feel 4 u
how i cry knowing ur upset or hurt
i love u isnt 3 words to me
i love u is a promise to ur heart
i never break a promise so im keeping the 3 words
I LOVE U
Mood: so weak so scared and so hurt Music: akon - put the blame on me
"Anonymous Calls For Internet Blackout On April 22 To Protest CISPA"
"On Friday, Anonymous called for an Internet blackout in protest of CISPA, which passed the House on Thursday. If signed into law, CISPA would make it legal for websites to give your personal information to the U.S. government without your permission. Naturally, the hacker collective anonymous is not happy, calling for an Internet protest on Monday, April 22."
I have internet and a day off tomorrow. I was planning on role playing tonight but I'm just guna see how it goes seeing as I had to go to work at 5am this morning after having had only a small amount of sleep. Managed to just about finish my shift but now I feel like utter crap...Just waiting for food to arrive then I may get a nap. Whether I can role play will depend on that nap not turning into a verrry early night...We'll just have to wait and see...If I do end up having an early night though, then it's like I said; I have a day off tomorrow
going round a friends but she dont like vf so i cant go on it im sorry but its fair to her and her family im like her brother and i cant wait to hug her i miss her and i havent seen her in like forever
So we've payed for some more internet time on BT and will be looking to get a contract by the end of this month as it'll be cheaper. So hopefully I'll be online more often. Although, that being said, I am currently sharing a computer with my bf....by that I mean it's my bf's computer and by sharing I mean commandeering once in a while. It's all because a short while ago, I bought a laptop which frankly, if I'd known better back then I would've taken straight back or not even bought it at all. Basically it has 1GB of ram in it with software already installed on it which needed a minimum of 2GB of ram to function properly. Needless to say, it didn't run very smoothly. Just two days ago I had my laptop wiped completely and am currently in the middle of re-installing all the drivers I'll need on it as well as the files I'd backed up. Until that's done, I'll be unable to connect wire-lessly from my laptop. Not only that but tomorrows pay-day and I've been looking into buying some extra GB of ram to put into my laptop to make it run smoother.
I'm ready! Promotion!
Good news everyone! I know I only work in a Mcd's but hell! A job is a job, at least it's something, especially nowadays!
But apparently I've done something right in my job...One of the big bosses gave me a workbook and a test book a few months ago. Without questioning it, I took them home, completed them and handed them in promptly to which she marked them, told me I got 100% correct answers and gave me a second set to complete. Turns out these tests give me my stars on for my name badge if completed, not only that but if I ever wanted to move up in my job I'd have to do these books anyways. After completing my second set and handing them in, getting 100% again, my big boss calls me into his office. (gulp, right?) Anyways, he tells me to take a seat and asks me if I'm happy at work. I tell him yes. He then asks me if I have any worries or problems while working there to which I tell him no and that I'm actually perfectly happy. He smiles then tells me that he's noticed how hard I work, how nice I am to customers and how quick I am at delivering good service. I smile and nod, trying not to get too much of a big head. He then asks me if I'd like to train to become a crew trainer. A crew trainer is only one step away from full management. In fact, I'd not only be able to train new staff but I'd also be able to manage staff and deal with customer complaints in a managers absence. So, of course, I said yes.
So in short, if I complete my crew trainer course I'll be promoted and my salary will go up. All I have to do is complete the books I've been getting (of which I have one left to complete) as well as a big ass crew trainer course work book. That and gain some experience in the kitchen as up until now I've only ever worked on front counter or in the drive thru.
So wish me luck guys!
The Hell?? Again??
Why is it, whenever I go offline the cult goes quiet? I know I've got some posts to do and we're waiting on some other members posts but what the hell happened to the new members? Why join and complete the first couple of posts if your not going to post anything else?? If you're doing the first few posts to see what it's like only to decide it's not for you then fine but for the love of god leave the cult altogether if your not going to be active in it! Don't waste my time by making me send you inbox's to remind you your still a fucking member!!
if im lost dont find me
if im dying just leave me there
if u give me a hand and say im here to help
i dont want it
if i fight 4 my self why should i have help
if u want love im here
if u hate me or love me let me die alone
xxx
I have internet and a day off tomorrow. I was planning on role playing tonight but I'm just guna see how it goes seeing as I had to go to work at 5am this morning after having had only a small amount of sleep. Managed to just about finish my shift but now I feel like utter crap...Just waiting for food to arrive then I may get a nap. Whether I can role play will depend on that nap not turning into a verrry early night...We'll just have to wait and see...If I do end up having an early night though, then it's like I said; I have a day off tomorrow 
So we've payed for some more internet time on BT and will be looking to get a contract by the end of this month as it'll be cheaper. So hopefully I'll be online more often. Although, that being said, I am currently sharing a computer with my bf....by that I mean it's my bf's computer and by sharing I mean commandeering once in a while. It's all because a short while ago, I bought a laptop which frankly, if I'd known better back then I would've taken straight back or not even bought it at all. Basically it has 1GB of ram in it with software already installed on it which needed a minimum of 2GB of ram to function properly. Needless to say, it didn't run very smoothly. Just two days ago I had my laptop wiped completely and am currently in the middle of re-installing all the drivers I'll need on it as well as the files I'd backed up. Until that's done, I'll be unable to connect wire-lessly from my laptop. Not only that but tomorrows pay-day and I've been looking into buying some extra GB of ram to put into my laptop to make it run smoother.
Good news everyone! I know I only work in a Mcd's but hell! A job is a job, at least it's something, especially nowadays!
oOoOo! Will do 