So I have been listening to my Ipod for about 2 hours (as I sit here at work, and on my way to work ect.) The weirdest thing has been happening, almost as if my Ipod has a mind of it's own.
I have exactly 4,376 songs on my Ipod. I have been playing it on random so that it will play any random song that is on it...however for the past two hours it has been only picking Type O Negative songs..WTF! lol ...Not that I am complaining because I LOVE type o negative (and no not because peter was hot, although he was)...but I love them. Has anyone elses Ipod ever done this? Or is my Ipod haunted by the ghostly remains of dear peter steele ::: RIP :::
"Girl I want to die with you, In each other's arms. We'll drown in flame...
If this time were the last time, could I hold you all life long?"
Mood: Discombobulated.... Music: Type O Negative- Die With Me.
Ok, tonight at work as I sit here, there is a strange man in my waiting room. (For those who do not know, one of my jobs-the one I am at tonight- is PSR/PAS for a Trauma Center) Anyway, this man keeps winking at me, and everytime he comes up to my desk for something he calls me "buttercup". First off, ass fuck, I am not your buttercup...nor would I ever be....
I do not believe it is right of people to just start calling a girl "buttercup" or any other "pet" name, without their permission. Or in my case if they specifically told you to "please refrain from calling me by those types of names".
Any opinions on this?...do you think I'm in the right here?
Mood: antagonistic Music: Combichrist- This is my riffle
From my ex, just wanting to tell me that I am a whore....seriously, you use your one phone call a week to call your ex, whom you treated like shit for 10 years (trust me, he is in prison for trying to kill me..what does that tell you?) , to tell her that she's a whore. Let's take a look at both of our sexual history, and I will let everyone else decide who the whore is. First we will take a look at the girl in question (me) I have had 3 boyfriends and 2 sexual partners (willingly...3 total) I was with the same man for 10 years, whom I had all my children with....and the other guy I was with for 2 years. Then we have the guy calling this girl a whore....Slept with at least 10 girls before he got with the "whore" in question. (And those are just the ones that he admitted to) Then on top of it he cheated on said whore with (that I know for sure of) 9 women....so that makes the grand total of known women at 20....Who is the whore here...I am a bit confused. Maybe I am just mentally a whore or something. ....who knows....
Mood: Iracible, Fractious, and cantan Music: Jack Off Jill- Cumdumpster
it's fleece was white as snow;
And everywhere that Mary went, the lamb was sure to go.
It followed her to school one day, which was against the rule;
It made the children laugh and play, to see a lamb at school.
And so the teacher turned it out, but still it lingered near,
And waited patiently about till Mary did appear.
"Why does the lamb love Mary so?" the eager children cry;
"Why, Mary loves the lamb, you know" the teacher did reply.
Mood: Complacently defected- Enraptured Music: Harry Chapin- Cats in the cradle....
I put this in my journal because, it may be a silly nersery rhyme, but if you truly read the rhyme it teaches a strong life lesson in LOVE.... People do not always understand even the most simple of teachings.
Ok so... I have a brand new "dislike" (wording on this site) HATE (wording in my world LOL) I hate the fact that when someone (namely in this situation, a male) gives there opinion to a "beautiful" girl...and the opinion happens to be that he thinks she is not attractive. (mind you, she asked so it is her fault, if she wanted someone to be honest that's what she got) Anyway, He personally doesn't find her attractive, and that is his opinion. Her reply, you must be a jealous troll...seriously, just because he doesn't find you attractive (but millions of other sheep do...) doesn't make him a troll, it makes him honest, and it shows that he has a specific type of girl that he likes, and you are not that type...Not EVERYONE has to find you attractive. I mean there are plenty of guys in this world that other women think are the hottest things ever...but I think are ugly, does that make me a jealous troll? NO! it makes me a women with (in my opinion better) different taste. That is all. Little girl, it is time to grow up and realize that not everyone has to find you attractive, or even cute...
Unfortunately that is how society has shaped most womens minds now days.... Beauty is how scantily clad you wear your cloths and how much make up you can put on one face....not about who you actually are...
it has gotten bad out there theres no doubt about it i like a person for who they are not something they are posing to be in reality its in both genders the world has truely fallen greatly i am very disappointed in media as its the main driving point such as magazines to fashion looks over love from what i have seen i maybe wrong but that is the general idea ive gotten
I think you are mostly right. There are women out ther (or little girls rather) that are natural attention whores with no influence from the media or anything else...but you are right
CD 
