I'm really frustrated and lonely lately. I haven't gone out in forever, I'm nervous for the move, my self confidence in everything I do is at 0 right now, it's all pretty overwhelming. I haven't been this anxious or depressed in forever.
Yep I've felt like that quite a lot. I don't go out anymore because I know I won't have the interactions I'm seeking with the people in my region, they are too vapid and typical, and I know all the patterns. I can't say it would be the same in your area though, your region seems much better.
they're is nothing more annoying than job hunting in a city you don't live in,everything I find Online is either crappy or just looks plain sketchy. Not to mention I'm going to need to apartment hunt when when I there.But it will be nice to see my friends again.
So work is not going well. One of my coworker wouldn't stop grabbing my ass all the time at work despite me constantly telling him not to. The only time he's not harassing me is when I put my foot down. After threatening to leave during the middle of my shift if he touched me one more time he had the nerve to tell me "well if your going to be like that just leave, we shouldn't have to put up with you attitude problem". If by attitude problem you mean wanting to not getting grabbed ever 15 minutes at work then yeah I have a BIG attitude problem. The boss is on vacation and I'm Beginning to think that this won't resolved.So i'm going to finish up my week getting my pay and looking for a new job
merch went fantastic and sales were great. I can honestly say the experience strengthened my resolve to get through school and be happy in life.As Ryan Clark would say "go fuck yourself I'm awesome". I am awesome and I will prove it to the world, if feel so awesome I'm going to play bass for a while and maybe even finish that song I've been slowly working on
So all the reusable stuff I've gotten over the last few months are working out very well. They're turning out to be really practical and quite nice not to mention way less garbage around the house. Cleaning them really isn't a hassle just toss them in with the normal laundry they don't take up much space.
the DYI stuff is working just as well. So far I've made laundry detergent,bathroom cleaner,all purpose cleaner,deodorant,shampoo and conditioner. I just made the shampoo and conditioner today so I haven't had a chance to test it out but I have been warned that my scalp with go through a detox phase and it's not going to be pretty but once that's over it's great for your hair and scalp. tooth paste is on my to do list but I'm waiting to run out first.
I finally got the package I've been waiting for! some paperless paper towels made of a hemp cotton blend so there super durable and absorbent,currently washing them a few times to get the waxes off the fabric but they looked pretty awesome, still waiting on the reusable snack bags but they should be here in another week or so ( they're all animal print ^^)