Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?
If they wanted my hair I'd cut it for them, but if they just wanted me to be bald with them that would be pretty weird. Would the whole family have to be bald? What a weird family that would be. People would start calling them the cancer family and black people would start toilet papering their house because they'd look like skinheads. I guess if this is the person's dying wish... o.o
What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
I don't think it matters so much if someone does. It's more important that you personally come to terms with it. If you just sit and wait for the other person to feel bad about it you're still at their mercy.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
Why would I do that?
Explain the last time you threw up:
First off I agree that everyone needs to know about this. Well, it was quite the dramatic experience. I just sort of leaned forward and all this vomit came spewing out of my mouth.
Last thing that made you cry:
That poor fat kid on youtube falling off his bike. ;.;
Do you have a bad temper?
Only over inanimate things like computers, video games, stuck screws, things breaking for no reason, etc. I'm pretty easy going otherwise.
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
I'd rather not put a timetable on life events.
How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
Is this a contest?
How often do you think about suicide?
Every time I see those fat kids falling on youtube and everyone laughing. ;.;
What is your deepest fear?
Being found out for the total farce that I am.
Do you REALLY love all your family?
I have a pretty big family and I'm honestly not very close to most of them. I care for their well being but love is something else entirely.
What do you want to believe in?
Whatever the truth happens to be, however good, bad or 'unexpected' it might be.
Are you proud of who you are?
I think you've already lost the point if you start asking yourself questions like that.
Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
In some profound but very definable ways, yes. It's no obscure angst.
What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?
Well, forgiveness can be an entirely selfish act. You're letting go of the connection between yourself and the other person. This is what you do when you really want to move on. There's no animosity to be burdened with forever.
You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?
"Finish my music for me."
...to your worst enemy?
"Dang, why are you killing me?"
Do you care if people hate you?
Well, I wouldn't go out of my way to make someone hate me. But if they do for whatever reasons, it's probably because of my horse penis.
Freedom or safety?
To put this in perspective, shepherds keep their sheep safe from wolves but then turn around and fleece, kill and eat the sheep themselves. Never trust anyone with total control over your life to actually do with you what's best for you. There's a reason they've exerted that control over you in the first place, and this in itself is not to your benefit.
Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:
You need to start thinking ahead a bit more.
Has a song ever made you cry?
Just the one that fat kid on youtube tried to sing. ;.;
A book ever made you cry?
Is the world crumbling to pieces?
Not really. If anything it's becoming more ordered, though the methods employed in taking us to order may seem to us, as humans, fairly anti-human. Someone once compared it to witnessing a live birth. If you were to randomly come upon someone giving birth you might be horrified by all the blood and screaming, but the end result is a new life. I suppose this applies to us as well. We're on the verge of many great changes that may some day even change what it means to be human, but it's all a natural progression really, life and order leading to new life and order. It's the whole Phoenix thing...
Name on moment where you couldn't control your rage:
The last level of Ecco The Dolphin. ._.
Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:
Every time a girl says The Notebook is the most romantic movie ever. What a sad life these people must lead to think some story about a girl treating a bunch of guys like total shit is somehow romantic. Is this about your own personal insecurities? You think that if a guy could put up with THAT much crap and still love someone, then you yourself still have some slim chance of being loved? No, and fuck you.
For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all:
I once created my own code system with its own alphabet, characters, etc. I committed the whole thing to memory and could write whole pages in code, but since I had nothing worth writing about in secret I just kind of forgot about it. I could read Morse code for a while, too, but you really have to keep up on these things to remember them.
leave a commentWould you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer? Only if they asked me too. Like if they felt so bad about being bald (which if they had cancer should be the least of their worries) I would do it to make them feel better about it. What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant? I’m pretty sure my eyes would pop out of my head and I’d have to start looking into adoption agencies because I can barely support my fiancé and myself le
I tried to paste the survey answers but it did that instead lol I shall try again:Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?Only if they asked me too. Like if they felt so bad about being bald (which if they had cancer should be the least of their worries) I would do it to make them feel better about it.What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?I’m pretty sure my eyes would pop out of my head and I’d have to start looking into adoption agencies because I can barely support my fiancé and myself let alone a little one.Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?Nope, and personally I wouldn’t want them too because that would mean I’d have to see them again.Are you wasting your time on someone?Not that I’m aware of lolExplain the last time you threw up:I had food poisoning and I vomited/dry heaved for 26 hours straight. It was Hell!Last thing that made you cry:The movie I watched last night (Parental Guidance) Do you have a bad temper?Umm not really, it take a lot to make me angry. I usually end up making myself mad by my own stupidity/klutziness lolDo you think you'll be married in 10 years?I sure hope so, I want to have a family some day and by then I hope to at least be married and pregnant lolHow many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?Less than 10 but more than 5How often do you think about suicide?Not often anymore. Between the ages of 13 and 18, A LOT! But not so much anymore.What is your deepest fear?Death. I am so afraid of dying or people I am close to dying. Just the whole not knowing what happens afterwards freaks me out.Do you REALLY love all your family?My immediate family yes. (mom, dad, sister)I have a big family and out of that, I love two out of 4 of my grandparents and a few aunts and cousins. The rest I care about but I am not close enough to to say that I REALLY love them.What do you want to believe in?I want to believe in everything and know nothing at all. But sadly that’s the mind of a child, not a 23 year old woman.Are you proud of who you are?Not really. I wish I was further in my life than I am, but given the hand I’ve been dealt, I think I’m doing okay.Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?Nope What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?Steal money from me. That is, of course, only if they return it to me. You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?“Thank you for all you’ve done for me, I love you”...to your worst enemy?“I cannot believe I am wasting my last words on you”Do you care if people hate you?Yes and no. If they hate me for no reason then screw them, but if it’s something in particular about me they hate I’d wanna know why and how I can change their mind if possible.Freedom or safety?Freedom. No one has a right to take that away from you! If I was truly free to do as I pleased then safety wouldn’t be an issue. I’d have ways to protect myself if my life was ever in danger.Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:Take better care of yourself. It hurts me that you’ve given up.Has a song ever made you cry?Countless of times! A book ever made you cry?NopeIs the world crumbling to pieces?Not really. I mean it’s not great by any means, but it’s not unfixable. Name on moment where you couldn't control your rage:When I stubbed my toe, then tripped 10 seconds later only to hit my head on the wall, then took 10 steps only to stub my toe again. Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:Ages 13-18. Reasoning? It’s too personalFor the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all:2+2=fish